Healing The Healer

Lovely,

Lovely.

Let's take a nice deep breath in as we hear the charm come into your center.

Feel the energy and the power and the strength of your own inner stream,

Divine guidance coming in.

And see it like a stream coming in through the crown,

Bathing right through your being,

Moving right through this beautiful body,

This form and then into the earth.

See it as an endless stream.

And then see yourself just standing and holding the space that you're in and holding the stream in the place of you.

And because you are standing where you are in your mind's eye and visualizing yourself just standing here on this earth.

That you are a conduit and a connecting point.

This energy becomes available to you because you are connected to it anyway.

You are the source of this highest vibration of love and light energy.

We come from that and when we are finished playing in the form we go back to that.

And just standing still for a little while we feel our connection to this earth as a gracious home that gives us a space to show up and feel through the sensory being.

To feel through the form.

To feel through this form that is able to feel what the pain and the hardship and the suffering has accumulated into form energy.

Into this dimension we choose to come in.

To choose to be in a form.

To touch and experience all the energy frequencies that the form has created.

And then to bring deep and profound healing to it.

Because in the form somewhere along the way we got waylaid,

Sidetracked.

We got hijacked.

We got hijacked.

Somewhere along the way the code went wrong and a distortion came in that has been playing out in the most painful way since then.

So hear and honor yourself that I am a light being,

A divine being of light and love.

And I came into this form to be in formed.

To connect,

To collide with what it is that is showing me,

Revealing itself to me through those who are also in form.

And every one of us is showing something to the other.

For one of us to carry all the cords would be overbearing.

So the ones that I carry now,

I carry with grace and love.

I'm willing to have these experiences in my form.

And I'm deeply grateful to you for holding the experiences that you are in agreement to hold in your form.

And then when we connect or collide,

That informing of each other about what it is that is pain,

That is to be released reminds us of our gracious journey.

That we are healers,

We are divine beings of light and love.

And we came to bring healing in.

And the way to remember was to have these connections and these collisions.

This is how we know,

This is how we remember.

But before we can remember,

We are to be immersed in that experience so that we can truly know it on every level of its being.

Through our sensory system that we will know it,

Taste it,

Smell it,

Touch it,

Understand it,

Feel it in every fiber of our being.

Because every fiber and every atom of our being is being called to heal this pain that is ancient and old as time itself.

Every part of me knows the pain and the grief that I have carried.

And the higher self of me knows that I have carried this to know it.

That it is my journey.

It is a very honorable journey.

I agreed to it.

I allowed me to have this experience.

Feel the energy at your throat.

I agreed.

I allowed.

Feel the choice that you made.

When you stood with a council of light,

And the divine light beings,

And you said,

I will go and do this and I will remember at some point.

Remember the agreement that you made.

And that you held yourself in so much love.

That you could barely fathom that being here in this space had such a low vibration that it would feel difficult to breathe.

And you said,

I will go and do this and I will remember at some point.

And you said,

I will go and do this and I will remember at some point.

And yet you came.

And for many light workers,

The contrast of a high vibration light to this low vibrational field is almost beyond what they can manage.

Overwhelming to a point of utter despair.

And yet,

As part of our life,

Many light workers have known this despair,

This sense of isolation,

This longing to go home.

And yet something holds us here.

The breath still breathes into us and through us.

The breath is still being breathed into me.

Why is that?

Why am I still being breathed into you?

And we understand it is because we said,

And the agreement is,

And that I am holding a cord that I alone can hold.

The intertwining of all the life journeys into the line in which I come.

I hold all the memories genetically and energetically of my entire line.

I am the one that is imprinted and encoded and I am the only one who knows all of this.

No one else can step in and do what I agreed to do.

And we have run out of time to be reincarnated and to re-agree and re-incarnated and re-agree.

It is now that we are asked to step in.

Step in.

And so see yourself now stepping in,

Agreeing.

And as you do,

Become aware of the light around you,

So powerful,

So strong,

Illuminating you in every atom of your being.

As if every atom of your being becomes the light.

You can barely see the form of yourself if you were to stand outside and witness you in this light.

There would be a hazy,

Hazy understanding there that this is the form that I occupy in this life.

But I am holding all form in all lives and all journeys,

All devastations through all time.

It is absolutely incredible that we can do this.

And some of it we know and have felt directly in this life journey,

Enough,

Enough to connect in.

In every tangled web,

There are a myriad of other elements inside of it.

So here I stand inside the web of lies,

Deceit,

Pain,

Hatred,

Anger,

Manipulation,

Entrapment.

Every aspect that I have known,

I stand here in the deepest honouring of my being.

Now as you stand there and honour you,

We can gaze into the field that is beyond us.

The clarity of the light around us gives us the vision of what is.

We can see many light workers standing in their column of light,

Their divine guiding light.

And we see also in the energy around them their pain that they have carried,

Their hardships,

Their sufferings.

And we hear the words,

There by the grace of God go I.

That one who is standing there with the accumulation of pain and hardship and struggle,

They are holding that as an element of all this distortion so that I do not have to hold it.

There by the grace of God go I.

And there I see those who had to be the role of the perpetrator,

Those who had to play those abusive roles.

I can barely imagine that that is of any value.

That for us to get the value of this life and to understand our value,

We hear the words,

That for us to get the value of this life and to understand our value,

We have to also see what is not of value.

We cannot in this dimension fathom what is of worth unless we see the opposite of the contrast.

If that is the case and the orchestration is given to us to be revealed through the connection,

Then another is in the role of that connector.

They too are in the divine orchestration.

As hard as it might seem for us in this dimension to fathom that,

That contrast is so painful that we blame and shame it immediately and we push it away.

Allow yourself to embrace it.

Allow yourself to see the contrast and even the one who delivered it to you so that you would know,

So that you could make the most informed the choice that would change the vibrational frequency on this dimension.

To the one who held the space,

To the one who held me hostage,

To the one who abused and neglected me,

To the one who suppressed,

To the one who abandoned me,

Neglected me,

And to the one who wanted to throw me away.

To all these energies,

The contrasting energy is embedded in me.

I agreed to see these and to feel them because at this exact point I have the point of access to the frequency that is on the other side of this.

Allow yourself now to be in agreement to feel all that is that is being suppressed,

Pushed back,

In shame or blame.

Allow yourself to reveal it now into the light around you.

Allow it to be in the light,

Pulling deep down from the hidden resources,

The secrets that you have closed up inside of you,

And the secrets,

The vows,

Earth's promises,

Curses that have been laid in your family and your line.

The connections to pain that you have no idea where that came from,

It's a sense that makes no sense.

And all of this that is connecting you to everything that has gone before,

Even that which we cannot understand,

Allow to open up into the space.

It's fine for me to reveal it to me.

I am going to look at it cleanly and clearly,

Impassionately,

So that I can be in the space of this that is the contrast and the opposite of the desire of the heart,

So that my heart can be certain,

So that when I make that choice I'm making it so cleanly and clearly.

What would I hold that would not be this that is the pain of my being,

And the pain of my line,

And the horror of humanity?

What would I be willing to hold and reveal now into the light,

So that the light may clear it,

Cleanse it,

Heal it?

Take a deep breath in,

And feel your presence and your body.

If you can,

Open your palms in front of you,

Drop your shoulders,

Let your elbows rest at your sides,

And open up the palms of your hands as if you are receiving now.

And into the palm of your hand,

Place your crystal.

As you hold the crystal and the connection to this earth,

The codes and the gifts that are embedded and imprinted into these crystals are helping us to awaken,

To feel the connection to the divine light.

They hold many many elements,

Many elements.

I hold in me many elements,

Like a diamond with multiple facets,

Multiple awarenesses.

I am a multi-dimensional being,

Multi-level,

Multi-dimensional being.

And the gloriousness of this light that is encompassing you now.

Feel absolutely at home,

Clear,

Loved,

Deeply honored.

Feel that from the light that is around you,

And the light that is within you,

I deeply honor me,

I deeply love me.

I am deeply grateful for my commitment to my journey and the willingness to be here even though,

Even though,

Even though.

With the very breath of this being,

With the love that I hold in my heart for the divine,

For this healing soothing balm of light that I can radiate into and around me.

Visualize now from the very center of your core,

This light so strong,

So cleansing,

Clearing and cauterizing,

So powerful beam of light that is so activated and connected into the highest frequency we can hold at this time.

And the moment it connects into you,

Grounded into the earth so that your whole circuitry can sustain and hold this element,

This energy.

Let the earth hold it with you,

And let the crystals in the bedrock,

Let it hold it with you.

Feel you being held upon this earth,

Drop your weight and feel how gravity is holding you even more,

Even more.

I am being held,

I am being held more,

Even more.

I am being held,

I am safe and I am loved.

This cord of connection from my higher self into my human self,

My life being,

Receiving my light being.

From the highest vibration of love and light,

The deepest cleansing,

Clearing and cauterizing energy,

I allow it to move right through the top of my crown and through the center of my being.

As you visualize this,

Take your tongue and press it onto the palate,

Allow your eyes to rest in their sockets,

Look upwards,

Slightly backwards,

Press on the top of the mouth and activate your pineal chakra.

Look backwards,

Look inward and see the light.

Remember who you are,

A divine being of light and love.

Access this information now from a sacred grid.

We are plugging in to earth,

To all that is.

We are standing as a conduit,

A connecting point right now.

I am holding the highest vibration I can right now.

My body is well and supported,

Vibrant and strong.

My body is receiving cleansing and clearing,

Deep and profound healing.

All the wounds,

All the pain,

All the distortions,

All the pain,

All the pain,

All the distortions,

All the hardships,

The shame and the blame,

The anger,

The horror,

The sadness,

The depression,

The heartache,

The longing,

The despair.

All of this being healed.

Just breathe and allow to fall into your body,

Allow to permeate into every cell that holds memory,

Every atom that holds memory.

Gently move it outward,

Imagining this to be like a ripple in a pond.

And from the very center you are opening up this ripple.

From the point of impact,

The ripple is created in all directions,

Simultaneously around me.

Create this now through me,

To my immediate family.

May this be a great healing of all these painful connections.

I feel absolute love,

Absolute honor to those who played roles as my family in this life journey and all life journeys.

Those who had to show me so closely what it was that I was to remember.

The cost to them of being the one to bring the pain is enormous.

Send this healing balm into their frequency and clear their karma.

Feel a graciousness in releasing them from their pain and taking away their pain.

Feel a graciousness in releasing them from their pain and clear their karma now.

Do not hold them accountable,

Responsible.

Do not be attached to anything.

Just allow this healing light to move into their space to free them up.

They no longer need to knock,

Knock at your door to be a messenger of that because I see it now and I'm sorry it took so long.

I see it now and I bring you peace as I bring me peace.

I bring you forgiveness as I give me forgiveness.

Now send it out another layer to your extended family and those who are on the side and the peripheral but still had an impact on that belonging to you so you could not throw them away because to see this was what you agreed to and it would show itself to you.

Whatever role they played,

Whatever distortions came in in those roles,

So much love to that and I'm sorry that it was painful.

For both of us I see it now.

Send the healing light outward into your friends,

Into your communities and allow the ripple to continue.

This that I know in my own capacity is the frequency of knowing and healing.

It is the key that will unlock the door.

It is the key that I am holding now.

I offer this key to all beings who have known and experienced this torment.

I've seen it and I've known it and I've remembered.

It just takes one in every line with massive repercussions into our communities,

Into all life that has touched our life.

Let it move into the incidentals.

Those who have been in your life just perhaps for a fraction of a second walk past you in a supermarket.

In their space of energy you connected with them energetically in some way.

Send it to them now.

Let the energies find the frequencies.

See this running really quickly,

Really,

Really quickly.

Energies clearing rapidly,

Moving,

Clearing,

Cleansing,

Cauterizing and so the healing opens and opens and opens.

Allow to continue to open like the dawn of a day.

Once we start the awakening it begins to dawn.

It is beginning to dawn upon us who we truly are and how we have the key to change the frequencies that have held us imprisoned,

Entrapped,

Burdened for so long.

We hold the key.

We deeply honor every other being for their journey alongside each other to help and awaken each other by feeling and connecting and colliding.

I understand it all now.

Allow this clarity to come deeply into your awareness as a deep inner peace assurance,

A comfort,

A healing balm,

A soothing,

Gentling healing balm.

Breathe into the space and from the earth and from our higher self draw into this being the energy of compassion,

So much love,

So much kindness.

A deep understanding.

Allow yourself to feel strong,

Empowered,

Strengthened,

Beautiful.

That if we can hold the space with this vibration and we begin to create here,

If we begin to create here where there is no distortion and we create purity,

Love,

Grace,

Honor,

Authenticity,

Integrity,

If we embrace and create that,

How amazing it would be for us each one of us to be able to embrace and create that,

How amazing it would be for us each one who holds light in the space that is pristine and clear and beautiful,

What would I create if I was willing to hold one beautiful cord of light with all my heart and all my soul until my very last breath.

Embed that code now into the crystal that you have.

What one code would I hold?

It may be a word or a sentence,

A song or a feeling.

We take this beautiful crystal and place it between your palms and hold it right between the masculine and the feminine energy of this being,

Activated into the masculine and feminine field.

May this gift that I am imprinting in with all my heart and all my soul that I will hold until my very last breath so that the imprint and the impression of this may become a great ripple,

A great evidence inside of this life and life to come.

Feel the balance,

Feel the connection of the masculine and the feminine,

Feel the perfect harmony of this,

Touch your heart with your thumbs,

Breathe into the heart and the deepest gratitude I am.

And touch your brow as you hold this beautiful crystal in the palms of both your hands.

Connecting into the center,

I hold here between my palms all that is sacred for life,

That life may continue now in a way that is abundant and flowing,

Thriving.

I open my awareness to this heightened perception that I search for the delight of life,

The divine light in everything.

Take a breath and come to your crown and let this energy pour into you.

I open up my entire being and feel the opening,

The willingness to be here to hold this and the perfection of the balance that I am holding right now,

Connected to all that is lovingly and graciously held by earth.

For as long as I am here,

I stand in absolute truth,

Love and light.

Come back to your heart,

Touch the heart,

Breathe into it.

May the capacity of my heart to feel love may continue to open,

May continue to open.

I am healed.

I am a healer.

I am healed.

I am a healer.

Beautiful.

And when you're ready to come back and hold the space in a whole new way,

Feel a deep sense of fulfillment for your life and your journey.

May you be blessed every step and every breath and every beat of your beautiful heart.

May it carry you through the rest of your life journey with ease,

Grace and flow.

So much love to you,

My darling.

Namaste.

Take a deep breath.

Lovely.

When you're ready to come back,

Come back gently and slowly and drink lots of water.

And hold the space and hold it in your heart.