You are allowed to want more.
More aliveness.
More abundance.
More colour.
More magic.
You deserve mornings that feel like new doors opening.
You deserve days that taste.
Like joy and mischief,
Impossibility.
And a little bit of rebellion too in the best possible ways.
It's time.
It's time for you to be more of yourself.
More of the real you that got buried under the weight of your own existence.
The past is gone.
You can't change it.
So there is no point looking back there for the answers.
Everything you're looking for lives in the here and the now.
Everything you seek,
Long for and desire.
It all starts inside yourself first.
All you need is the willingness and the courage to delve inside your own inner being.
So you can retrieve the version of you that you were always meant to be.
The real you.
The bright,
Unapologetically imperfect,
Fierce and beautiful youth.
That got buried under everything and everyone else.
To be a light star pirate is to go inward.
On an adventure to retrieve yourself.
A voyage within your own inner world so you can become the hero of your own life.
The hero.
Of your life journey.
There is a whole world inside of you.
A world with endless oceans of potential and possibility.
Secret rooms where scared parts of you are still hiding.
Ancient doors that lead to the brightest places.
Wild weather of every emotion.
Hidden treasures of delicious imperfections.
Lost songs that serenade your soul.
Forgotten dreams that light you up and rocket you to the moon.
This is the beginning of a voyage.
Within your own inner being.
So you can discover the heart of self.
Because it is there that all your treasure is waiting for you.
The heart of self.
Is the most incredible place in the whole entire universe.
And it lives inside of you.
How incredible is that?
Everything you seek starts inside of you.
So are you willing to voyage inward with me?
Into places unknown that live inside you.
Are you willing to grow?
Are you willing to change?
Are you willing to feel everything that life has got to give you?
So you can finally reach the very heart of self.
If your eyes aren't closed.
And it feels right for you,
Then I invite you to close your eyes now.
Close your eyes from the outside world.
Close yourself from the outside noise,
From the demands of everything outside of you.
Because the world outside of you has had more than enough of your attention.
Now it's time to give yourself your undivided attention.
So let the outer world fade now.
Let the space around you soften away.
Let the day loosen its grip on you.
Let your body know that nothing is being demanded of it.
You're not here to fix anything.
Overcome anything.
Or to force a breakthrough.
You're just here to step through a doorway into yourself.
So you can venture on an epic voyage within your own inner being.
You are here to remember that healing can be magical.
Growing and evolving can be playful.
Well-being can be weird,
Whimsical and fun.
Being with yourself,
Within yourself can be safe,
Exciting and completely life-changing.
Healing can be a wondrous adventure.
That doesn't drag you back into the past but carries you deeper into your inner world in the here and now.
Because the here and now is where the real treasure is waiting for you.
So just breathe in gently.
Breathe out softly and slowly.
Let your breath become the tide.
And.
.
.
And out.
No rushing.
No chasing.
No needing to do anything or go anywhere.
No destination.
But yourself.
Yourself is the destination.
So now using your beautiful and powerful imagination,
Picture yourself standing barefoot on a wide stretch of white silk sand.
The sand is warm and soft beneath your feet and in between your toes.
The ocean moves slowly in front of you.
Pale blue and endless.
The sun is setting exquisitely.
Just let yourself be here.
Look at that beautiful horizon,
A horizon.
.
.
Potential and possibility.
And healing and magic.
And the fear of the unknown.
And freedom.
And learning and growing.
All of it waiting for you out there on that beautiful Technicolor horizon.
Now behind you.
.
.
Is the life you know now.
The familiar life.
The beige life,
The life that makes sense on the outside.
But doesn't feel right on your inside.
You are currently standing on the shore of a place called the comfort zone.
You may have been living here for years,
Maybe your whole life.
Maybe you created your whole identity in this place.
Maybe this place has kept you safe in the ways you needed it to.
And there is absolutely no shame in that because it got you to this exact moment right now.
This threshold,
This possible beginning of everything.
The land you stand on now,
The comfort zone.
Is a place where everything stays predictable.
Everything looks acceptable.
Look behind you and see the comfort zone stretching out as neat little rows of pretty little houses.
All painted in pretty,
Sensible colours.
See gardens trimmed into unnatural perfection.
And roads that go round and round in circles never really actually taking you anywhere.
Except pass the same life,
The same views,
The same experiences.
The same conversations and the same quiet ache inside.
Notice the lack of colour in this place.
Like vibrances faded into mute.
Doll.
Average.
NOMU Notice how a beige energy hangs over everything.
Nothing is bad or terrible.
Nothing is dangerous or scary.
But it is silently suffocating you without you realizing it.
Because there is so much more to your life than how you experience it now.
And I want to prove that to you.
I want to give you the chance to voyage into the most breathtaking adventure of your whole entire life.
But before I do,
There's a few things you need to be aware of.
There's a lot you've been dragging with you.
There's a lot you've been dragging around that has been weighing you down.
And you can't take all of that.
On this voyage with me.
You can't board the ship.
My ship,
The Technicolor Bedlam,
And voyage to the heart of self.
Whilst carrying all of that.
The ticket to ride with me is to let go of all the old before you bored.
So now I'd like you to look at the beach around your feet.
And notice everything you've been carrying without you even knowing it.
All the old bags of trauma.
And the heavy crates of wrongdoings.
Done to you or done by you.
Boxes of memories tied with ropes made of repressed emotions.
Suitcases full of other people's judgments,
Opinions and criticisms.
And barrels full of old beliefs that you don't want to believe anymore.
Take a moment.
Look at what you've been carrying.
Don't dig into it.
You don't need to open any box,
Bag or barrel.
You don't need to look back at what was or dredge up the past.
You need the willingness to just let it all go.
So you can finally be free.
And set out on the greatest journey of your whole existence.
The journey into the world of you.
And then you hear it.
A bell.
Claire,
Calling you.
Bye.
It doesn't sound like an emergency alarm or a warning.
It sounds like the beginning of something important.
Something calling you.
Bye.
Look out at the sunset-covered ocean.
And see something on the horizon now.
At first,
It's just a shape.
But it's getting closer and you can see.
Its technicolour sails dancing in the breeze iridescently.
Bye.
As the sun continues to set,
You can see lights making everything warm,
Safe and golden.
The golden light from hundreds of lanterns hanging all over the ship.
This is the Technicolor Bedlam.
This is the Willy Wonka of pirate ships that voyage into the world of self.
It has fluorescent graffiti spray-painted on the sails that say,
Light Star Pirates.
Each letter is a different colour,
A rainbow of words.
The sails are huge and bright.
Stitched from every colour of velvet.
Moonlight,
Old dreams and wishes and impossible courage that can overcome anything.
The ropes on the technicolor bedlam glitter like spun gold.
Its sides are painted in pinks and turquoise and lime and orange and gold.
Now this ship would make most people immediately run back into the comfort zone.
Go back to the old ways to sit down quietly.
And be happy with what they have.
But before you do that,
Please just see how the lanterns glow and swing from every rail.
Notice how wild flowers grow from the cracks in the wood.
See magical,
Mystical symbols carved into the sides of the ship.
Symbols you don't understand but you can feel are protective and powerful.
And now,
See how dolphins begin to leap beside this ship in ridiculous joy.
Notice how a whale rises in the distance,
Vast and slow,
As if watching over like an ancient,
Faithful and loyal friend.
The ship glides closer and closer to you until it stops just beyond the shore.
A magical energetic.
Glow-in-the-dark gangplank beams out of the ship right onto the sand in front of you.
Gently.
Respectfully and with the utmost reverence because.
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I'm not forcing you to join me on this adventure.
I am simply inviting you.
So please just see the ship standing before you now,
The Technicolor Bedlam.
Then look back.
At the Comfort Zone.
The sensible houses.
The circular roads,
The familiar eight.
You can feel that familiar pull.
Feel it.
But this time please don't go back.
Because the boat is magnificent and it's waiting for you.
You were never meant to live a beige life.
This could be the beginning of a brand new chapter.
The beginning of a new kind of existence.
Beginning of the most profound and beautiful journey of your life.
That will guide you to the greatest treasure in the world.
The treasure that's always lived within.
Within the heart of self.
You,
My darling,
Were made to live a life of every colour.
Every flavour,
Every texture,
Every truth,
Every emotion,
Every sensation,
Every feeling,
Every experience.
You were made to soak all of it in and let it transform you.
The ship waits.
The time is now,
The moment is yours.
If you do want to start this inner voyage into the heart of self then all you have to do is after this audio healing journey Reach out to me directly.
With one word.
Pirate.
Just send me a message.
And I will send you the map.
The map that I have created from my own voyage into the heart of self.
I have retrieved myself and transformed my whole existence and you can too.
You just need the courage to reach out and begin.
But for now.
.
.
It's time to come back.
Back into your body.
Back to the here and now.
Connecting back to the world outside of you.
And take your time to think about this journey you just took.
But don't take too long,
Don't get stuck on that island of the comfort zone forever.
I believe in you.
If I can make that journey,
Then so can you.
It is time for you to be the hero of your own life.
Now just slowly and gently move your body.
And when you're ready,
Open your eyes.
And know that you get to decide.
What you do next.
