Feeling tired.
Today I feel exhausted.
I feel run-down.
I feel almost lifeless.
As I sit here and think of my low energy,
I notice that I'm swimming against the current of my needs and wants.
Just for now,
I'm going to float,
To bob,
To allow the current to take me in all directions.
And in the sitting and observing my own needs,
I realize that my job,
My relationship,
What I am putting a lot of effort in,
Is actually harming me and not letting me live to my full potential.
In the depth of my being,
I know what I want and I know I deserve to be happy.
So I will take a few minutes and gather my thoughts and redirect my energy.
Either swim to shore and take some time to rest or actually go with the current and see where it takes me.
I will swim with the current and slowly get myself out of this endless place of effort.
Just entertaining this idea gives me a glimmer of hope and I already feel less tired.