Hi there,
My name is Madison and I would love the honor and privilege to guide you through this visualization and prayerful meditation for those who are receiving chemotherapy.
I understand this process is scary,
Especially when a lot of us have a negative idea about chemo.
I never thought of calling chemotherapy medicine.
As we know,
It causes a plethora of side effects on the body and can do a lot of damage.
I want to shift your mindset today.
If you've chosen to go this route of healing,
It's important to treat it as a medicine.
So that's what we're gonna call it today.
This is your medicine.
There's a book called A Return to Love by Marianne Williamson and in it she talks about how we all are the hands and feet and each cell in our body is the same way.
We are all extensions of one source.
So when the cells begin to go against the source,
They're working against the whole,
That's considered cancer.
These cells are regular healthy cells one day and then they transform into cells that are rebellious.
Sort of reminds me of the fall of Lucifer.
And in this book,
Marianne says that rage turned outward is rage,
But rage turned inward is cancer.
And I thought,
Hmm,
What if we have it all wrong?
We treat these people that don't agree with us,
That aren't working against,
That are working against the whole.
We treat them like cancer in our society.
We push them out.
We imprison them.
We put them away.
And we,
A lot of times,
Execute people.
And I'm not saying that actions are not to be consequences.
There are consequences for actions.
And I'm not saying that cancer isn't a horrible disease because I am affected by this disease in my family.
And I understand.
But what if the medicine is about listening to those cells,
Giving them a voice.
The part of you,
These are your cells that have turned against your body.
So really on like a psychosomatic level,
Emotionally,
Where have you turned against yourself?
Is it in grief?
Is it in shame?
Is it in guilt?
Is it in fear,
Insecurity?
And I want you to just breathe throughout this meditation.
If you are currently receiving your treatments now,
This is a great time to do this meditation so that we can heal physically,
Emotionally,
Spiritually,
All together.
And I'm going to send some healing as well,
Which will transcend all time and space whenever you're listening to this.
So if you'd like to receive that,
Simply nodding yes or saying yes aloud to give permission.
Whatever makes you feel safe in this moment,
You may choose to keep your eyes open.
I can feel that some of you are already emotional and that's okay.
I want you to let it come up so it can come out.
The more emotionally constipated you are,
That is fuel for these cells,
Okay,
To turn against you.
The world is not against you.
You're safe in this moment.
Take a deep inhale with me.
In through the nose,
Out through the mouth.
Deep inhale through.
Exhale,
Release.
Breathe in.
Feel the belly.
Exhale,
Release.
One more cleansing breath.
And exhale.
You're doing so good.
I'm just going to do a gentle body scan.
I may be pinpointing where the illness is in your body.
If there's one particular spot or if it's everywhere at this point.
I want you to give the illness a color.
Give it a texture in your mind.
If closing the eyes helps you to visualize this and let them close down.
And I want you to scan the body now,
Erasing what you know about your illness and where it is in the body.
Because maybe there's actually some energy in a different space altogether.
Maybe in your heart,
In your chest,
In your hips.
Maybe in your shoulders.
With each breath,
Getting closer and closer to the source.
Visualizing where the main point of dis-ease in the body is arising from.
It's okay to make it up.
Just intuitively,
What's the first thing you feel?
And then focusing in on that point.
And now I want you to give your chemotherapy a color.
Likely in real life it's a deep brown.
Maybe give it something a little more lively.
Something that's meaningful and healing to you.
Could be white,
Purple,
Any color that resonates for you.
And I want you to see that flowing into your body and right into the source of the pain.
And breathe.
Seeing this medicine flow into your veins.
Coating every dis-eased cell in compassion,
Not in hate.
Holding it tightly in an embrace of love.
So much so that it transmutes all of that pain that would make it turn against the whole.
And as you feel this medicine affecting you,
Allow anything to come up so it can come out.
If you start experiencing things,
Taking care of yourself as best you can and allowing it to move through you.
The world is full of dis-eased minds.
People who are so hurt that they push against God itself.
There is only one way to heal.
It is from within.
And you have been chosen my love to transmute this energy from within your vessel.
How special you are.
I know it's hard and it's heavy.
Somewhere in the cosmos your soul chose this.
Your soul chose this path and you're not alone in it.
You are divinely supported.
In fact there are thousands of angels right now surrounding you with their hands laid over you.
Their wings fluttering upon your aura.
If you'll allow them to transmute the pain that's within you for the collective.
It's not up to you.
I'm so proud of you.
Let healing in now.
I want you to place your hands over your heart space now.
Take a deep breath.
Focusing on your heart beating as if Mama Earth's heart was beating directly through yours.
A nurturing energy is completely surrounding and clothing you.
May each and every one of your healthy cells be protected and clothed in light now.
Watch internally as this medicine targets with efficiency these dis-eased cells.
Going directly to them.
Intuitively traveling through you.
This beautiful color that you've created.
Knowing where to go.
Not affecting a single cell outside of its target.
You're not alone.
Be blessed warrior.
Thank you.
And you can come back to this visualization anytime that you are receiving medicine physically or if there is an emotional wave coming through.
Thank you for sharing this time with me.
And I pray for you and your family to experience miracles.
You're worth it.
