If you've been living with pain for a while,
You'll know it's not just the pain itself,
It's the constant effort around it,
Trying to manage it,
Adjust around it and getting through the day with it and at times wishing it wasn't there at all.
That effort can be exhausting and right now this isn't about making the pain go away,
It's about giving your system a moment where it doesn't have to fight so hard.
If it feels comfortable just let yourself arrive here,
Finding a comfortable position and taking a gentle breath in,
Not needing to change anything,
You're not needing to settle fully,
Just being here as you are and you might begin to notice not just the pain itself but how your body is meeting it and if it helps,
Notice one place that feels neutral or supported and let that be here too.
The holding,
The bracing,
The resistance,
That quiet effort of trying to push it away or get through it,
There's nothing wrong with that,
This is what your body does and how the mind wants it to be different but just for this moment you do not have to do any of that.
Right now there's no forcing yourself to accept it,
No trying to be calm,
Just letting the effort ease.
You might notice what it feels like to stop pushing against it for a moment,
Not agreeing with it,
Not adding anything extra on top of it and this might feel like a small drop in effort,
A softening somewhere or simply less pressure in how you're holding yourself and if nothing obvious changes that's okay because this isn't something you have to create,
It's something that happens when the struggle eases even slightly and as you stay here you might begin to sense that the pain can be here too and you can be here not wrapped up in it and not pushing it away just sharing the same space and there may be moments where your awareness naturally widens even just a little.
Not everything is pain,
There are other sensations,
Other points of contact,
Other parts of you that are simply here.
You do not have to go searching for them,
They're already a part of this moment and as that awareness widens pain doesn't have to carry everything and you do not have to carry it in the same way either,
Allowing this moment to be as it is with a little less effort and as you stay here you might notice that something has already shifted even slightly,
Not because the pain is gone but because you are no longer fighting it in the same way and that matters,
You'll recognize it and something in you already knows how to ease it even a little.
So just for this moment you might let yourself do a little less effort creating more space and as you stay here you may begin to notice a softening somewhere in any place that's ready,
Perhaps in the jaw,
The shoulders,
The feet or somewhere else entirely or not yet and that's okay.
You do not need to make anything happen for now just letting this moment be enough right where you are.
Allow yourself to rest just to be here with no effort for as long as you need.