A Letter From My Mother

In this special reading,

I would like to share with you a letter I received from my mother while I was free-writing.

The last communication we had was a letter she left when she chose to leave this planet.

Be aware.

It's a message filled with love,

Compassion,

And hope.

It's a message that I deliver from her to you,

Who maybe suffer as much as I did.

Here it is.

At last you've chosen yourself.

What a joy to know that you've arrived in your new world,

Dancing with others.

You finally find yourself at the center of your life,

No longer through the lives of others,

All those vampires you've nurtured over the years.

You've managed to integrate everyone you've ever been.

And me,

After all these years of keeping me at a distance,

You finally accept that I am a part of your life.

I always wanted to give you the best and the most beautiful.

When I left this world,

I didn't want you to suffer so much.

Sometimes I regret my choice,

Having known that it would cause you so much suffering and wondering.

Flowers,

Water,

Nature,

I've always loved them too,

But my pain was too great.

It swallowed everything,

Even the beauty of life.

In the years to come,

You'll finally be able to reap the rewards of your hard work and be appreciated for what you are,

An angel passing through the world.

Stop being afraid of those eyes that look at you with love,

Tenderness and admiration.

They're just mirrors of all the beauty you exude.

Let yourself be loved,

You deserve it,

Mommy.

I classified the moment of your departure,

Mom,

As a box full of darkness.

It took me 40 years to realize that it was,

In fact,

The greatest gift I ever received.