Tarot Messages From The New Moon In Cancer Live Recording

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Step into the energy of the New Moon in Cancer with this recorded edition of my Monday Moonlit Tarot Live. Originally recorded live on July 13, 2023, this session explores the themes, guidance, and collective messages emerging under the New Moon through tarot. To create a more immersive listening experience, I've lightly edited the recording and added gentle background music while preserving the heart of our gathering. You'll also hear a few thoughtful reflections shared by members of our live community, offering a glimpse into the connection and wisdom that unfolds when we come together. Whether you joined us live or are listening for the first time, I hope these messages meet you exactly where you are and offer insight, comfort, and inspiration for the lunar cycle ahead.

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All right, Let's look at some astrobase. Oh, Let's take a moment to ground in messages. Messages for the new mooning cancer, Please. And of course you fall, But we're just going to take it just as it is. All right. We have Aries, Mars, And the second house. I love pulling my own tarot card readings in the morning and then getting something completely different when I do a group reading with you guys. I love that. Okay. Aries and Mars, Or Mars and Aries in the second house talks about fighting for a sense of self-worth. Mars is one of those planets that feels very comfortable in the constellation of Aries. So in the second house specifically, It talks about self-worth. It talks about worth and money and value. So already we are getting a very fiery energy and an energy that is asking us to fight for ourselves, To fight for maybe that inner child that needed to be seen. And Chiron is right on the other side and I'm just looking at it and Chiron is currently in Taurus. So there's that healing energy that's right next to Mars as well. Let's pull a mermaid card just to get like an Oracle card for the theme of today's class. Neonating cancer. Ooh, This is nice. Friendship. Ha! Friendship. Maybe some of you are working on themes with finding value in terms of your friendship. The Zodiac sign Cancer the Crab is the first time we dive into emotions. And relationships and feeling safe and feeling stable. I did speak a little bit to some of you last week about friendships, The theme of friendship came up. So friendship could be a part of feeling safe. It could also be that there are certain friends who may not be in your corner. A friend who maybe feels like you. They're giving you some subtext or narratives where you're like maybe I feel like I'm less than or maybe there's someone that could be pretending to be a friend but they might they might not be or there might be something going on with them sometimes even our closest friends they're going through something they're fracturing and they can't be the best person for us at the present moment and we're like why are they projecting why are they a little rude or or like angrier with me and it could be that they're going through something maybe um some of you resonate with that a little bit with friendship. But regardless. This is the time within community circles, Within your chosen family or your regular family. Within yourself or creating friendships with yourself, Which is becoming friends with yourself, Becoming your best, Your own best friend or your own. Partner, Your best partner. That can be a part of this energy as well. Aries is the first sign. It is the youngest sign technically though it's the first sign and it's about putting yourself first. Let me know to all my Aries in the group like let me know in the comment section if you're an Aries. I am an Aries so I know that from the beginning We are very good at fighting for others, But it is because we are very good at also putting ourselves in other people's shoes as well. Allowing that energy of fighting for yourself as you would fight for your best friend. And valuing yourself. I'm feeling that a little bit. I'm going to choose the modern witch Tara. Hmm. . . Let friendship be your friend. Guys, I am feeling like my nervous to be in a workspace where I feel like I can be safe with you guys is such a gift. Thank you so much. All right, Let's see what we have for this. We'll go into, You know what? I've been speaking so much about relationships. I want it to flow naturally. So let's pull a card for relationships. Ooh, The Ace of Cups. The Knight of Cups. All right, There's a card in here that is calling me. Let's cut off this one. The three of wands expanding. Expanding, Expanding in our relationships. I think some of you may be feeling right now. That you were very in alignment with a lot of the people speaking about what I spoke about earlier. The people who are in your corner. The people who are there for you. There's a really cool show on Amazon Prime. And it's different stories about love. And Anne Hathaway plays a woman who is very much suffering from bipolar disorder. As someone who. . . Has mental health very much woven into her ancestral line. And suffers from. . . PTSD, CPTSD, Complex post-traumatic stress disorder, Anxiety, And things like that. So I found yoga and tarot and all these things. It is so it is probably there are different ways to look at romance. I think there's agape love, Which can be friendship love, And there's romance in that too, Like being with your best friend by a river and just connecting and talking, Going on those long walks. I think romance can exist on different levels. It doesn't necessarily have to be eros love, Right? And what I'm seeing with this, And especially looking at friendships, I think some of you are going to notice very deeply the people who are just there for you. And why I mentioned Anne Hathaway's character's story is I don't want to give too much spoilers away, But there is someone. Friend. It is not a romantic relationship. It is a friend person. Who does something really amazing. She takes a moment to drop everything and says, Let's talk. Tell me what you're going through. Tell me everything. I'm here for you. Now, I think it's really important to recognize we may not be able to do that all the time. And that doesn't mean we're bad friends or bad people. I think showing up in the best way you can is important. And if someone is showing up and you are recognizing that and you're seeing that and they're doing their best. You will be noticing that with this new moon in Cancer. Same with romantic relationships. I'm getting so much healthier vibes with this type of romance. If you are in an established bond or you are single, You are coming from a place of a full cup. I feel like specifically with this group today. You are coming from a place, From a full cup. You know you are worthy of love. You know you are worthy of feeling safe. You know you are worthy of feeling at home. There is also expanding on that safety. So a journal question I have for you and I think I rarely mention journal questions but because this is being recorded and you can look at this later, A journal question I'm thinking about for you or I'm inspired by this card. For you to write is. How can I lean into my sense of feeling safe in the relationships that really, That I cherish? Yeah, That I cherish. Let me check in with you guys. Daze says, Yes, You're your best advocate. I love that. I love that. Brad says, Yes, Cherish those intuitive friends. They can be in a lifeline. Oh, I love that, Brad. Michelle says, If it's a space where you don't feel safe, To be honest, Then that's the space I don't want to be. Thank you for sharing that, Guys. And because it's being recorded, I think I'm going to leave those very wise words in there, The ones that I feel really can be beneficial and resonate, Because we definitely need to hear from our fellow community members. So that brings me to the end. Ah, Such joy, Such joy. All right, Let's end it there for the Tara. Why not? Three of these astral cards. Willis, Wild femininity. 12th house, Spirituality and art. I know you want me to pick more than one. I just want one for today. So what is the most important? South node. Well, Yeah, That makes sense. That would be the most important. And we have Kyron well neither way spirit got spirit got what I wanted to say Kyron was literally poking up at me okay Lilith and Kyron that is so funny I'm working on a Lilith and Kyron course so also giving me confidence to continue this work. Thank you, Spirit. Kyron and Lilith, And I'm currently working on this right now, And I'll share it with you. Chiron is the wounded killer. A little bit about Chiron. Chiron in astronomy, Because we need astronomy for it to turn into astrology, Was found by a researcher named koal and koal was just doing the tedious task of taking photos of the universe and trying to see if there was anything different and here we have chiron and he noticed it's not really an asteroid It's not really a planet. It's huge. And strange enough, It's moving through Saturn and Uranus. Never has something like that been discovered in 19, November, October of 19. 77. And so. It was this fascinating discovery. And Chiron, Ironically, Cole named him Chiron, And he didn't know how important that name would be. He named him Chiron because he thought of Greek mythology, Chiron, The character of Chiron in Greek mythology is half horse, Half human. So he thought to himself, Well, It's not an asteroid and certainly not a planet. And it's not moving, You know, Normally asteroids move between Mars and Jupiter, It's moving between Saturn and Uranus, Way out there in our galaxy. So he's like, Why not Chiron? Little did we know that so much connection, I mean, Kronos was connected to Saturn and Chiron's Greek myth story was very profound. His mother. Phyllida was unfortunately chased down by Kronos. So Chiron was born from trauma. And she was so. . . So shocked at the fact that he was half horse, Half human. She'd also transformed herself into a horse so that she could get away from Kronos and it was just, I feel, A reminder of this experience. That Chiron was born. And. . . He was abandoned by Filida because she was so shocked by it. And the reality is sometimes our parents can only do what they can do. That's a very painful lesson for us human beings. But it's the truth. Some parents. . . They can only do so much. But Artemis and Apollo fell in love with Chiron. They thought he was the cutest. Apollo thought that he would be a perfect student, And Apollo taught Chiron medicine and philosophy. And he was a centaur, But Apollo helped him become a wise centaur. And Artemis taught him medicine. Sorry, Different type of medicine. Herbalism. Herbalism, Which can be like medicine. And archery. And hunting and putting herself first in the wild wilderness, You know, The god of the sun and the goddess of the moon. And Kyren became this beautiful human being. It goes to show that our chosen family can sometimes heal us and be there for us in ways that our biological family can't be. And that is okay. That is what I really want to say. There's deeper stories with Chiron and the Wounded Healer, But stay tuned for my course for that. And for those of you who know the story, You know, You can share it if you want, Just so I can move along with time. But Chiron is that reminder that sometimes things happen to us. But they don't have to define us. Especially in a relationship. Sometimes we don't get the parents we deserve. A lot of the times we don't get the parents we deserve. But that doesn't have to define us. So Chiron in astrology teaches us what needs to be held. And healed and nurtured. How do we learn and grow from this? Lilith is. . . A wild reclaiming. So interesting that they both came out at the same time. Because I am literally working on this. Lilith is about and she her her story goes back to ancient Mesopotamia. So Lilith has always been around and I talk a little bit more about it. I'm literally working on it on my course right now where that I will share with you guys where she represents a woman's. Sovereignty. Sovereignty. I specifically say a woman's sovereignty because at the time period of Lilith's story, Her character needed to be a woman. Her story is, And I go into deeper detail, But one of the myths of her story is that in Adam and Eve in the creation story. Adam. And Lilith. Were created, Each separately, By God, By our universe. And Lilith. In intimacy, It was like, Why do you have to be always on top, Adam? But really, It's deeper than that. It's why do you feel, Adam, The need to be the head of everything, Just because you were created as male? What's the difference? We're both created at the same time. Anyway, Lilith gets cursed in ancient stories, But again, In the 1970s, Around women's liberation movement, Around the same time Chiron was discovered. We reclaimed Lilith's story. We said Lilith was painted as this evil, Awful woman because she wanted to kill. She wanted sovereignty. She wasn't telling Adam that he was less than. She wasn't telling Adam that he was unworthy or saying anything rude to her. He was rude to him. She was simply saying, I am worthy of having my own sovereignty. And because of that, She was labeled a demon. And we want to reclaim that during women's lib in the 1970s. So that is very important with relationships. To reclaim. Where we feel safe, Where we feel sovereign, Where we feel heard. And Chiron where we need that healing and that nurturing. South Node of the Moon is the southern part of the moon's orbit what we need to release. But we need to let go of what doesn't serve us anymore. The old karma or the old actions of the past that don't serve us or other people's actions. And 12th house. It's not just spirituality and art. 12th House is also the endings and the beginnings. The desire to Go deeper, More than skin deep, And to emerge from that. It's very deep. So what I'm the messages I'm getting so far already is there is an expansion that the new moon in the zodiac sign of cancer is asking us. There is a desire for expansion. A desire for healing in our relationships, For recognizing who is in our corner. And what deserves healing, What deserves reparenting. Let's just say that I can really resonate with this. I can really resonate. Affirmation. My inner being. Is connected to the divine wisdom of the universe. I feel like we got this last time, No? My inner being is connected to the divine wisdom of the universe. Maybe not. But already this is very Chiron energy, Very healing energy. To know that your inner being is connected to something more. Your inner being is not connected to the things that happen to you, The trauma. The heartbreak, Your environment, Your circumstances. I love that you said that yes days you are being supported by source and there is an inner wisdom that is from source if you doubt it for a moment always remember that you are made of star stuff the very chiron and you know the dark side of the moon of lilith and the south node and those these orbits and this gravitational poles and the constellations themselves are all in us. They're all in us. Do not doubt yourself for a moment. That you are not so connected to the magnificence of this. Universe. It's kind of wild if you think about it. Blows the mind in a sense. It's almost hard to think about. All right. And last oracle card. For whatever reason, I don't, The Angel Oracle card's a little too harsh for me today, But the Romance Angel Oracle, But let me know for those who want to see a Romance. Ooh, You got the love. I needed this one too. And I'll share that, And that's not too raw. My loved ones in my life have let me be aware of the fact that I tend to be the voice of reason. Chaotic outbursts in my family, I tend to be the person that also, When someone has a chaotic outburst, I try to understand their pain and where they're coming from, And still hold the balance of not excusing the behavior, But still somehow willing to honor their experience. And that has, For me, Even though it's like the, You've got the love, You have the love, You have the love. But it can also create a pattern. And it could also, For those who take advantage of that pattern, It's like, Oh, Well, They'll forgive me later. They'll forgive me later. They'll figure it out later. They'll do things later. End. It almost, It's weird, I spoke about it just today, It can create a rhythm with others that, Oh, It's okay. For example, If you are the person that someone goes to to fill in for them. My best friend was that person. Someone would be like, I don't feel like working today. Can you fill in for me? Can you fill in for me? We'll call her. Mora. My very good friend wore up. She finally got sick of it around her junior year. She's like, I'm going through things too, This is one of the roughest years in my university life and you guys are just. . . Completely just taking advantage of me because I'm that person and it's my fault because I made myself that person. Spirit is saying, Do you have that maybe a little sometimes certain people in your life? Are you always that person for someone? And the moment you're not, They react strongly to it. The moment you're honest, They react strongly. So this, You've got the love. Hedarian energy, Codependency, Boundaries. Right? I love the art too because it's all in this person's head, This beautiful man's head. There's so many people within him he's thinking about, But there's no boundaries. Oh, But what about them? And I have to be empathetic. And they're going through stuff too. Yes, And? What about you and the relationship with yourself? I love it. Let me check in with you guys really quick. I've been learning to adjust access to me. Ooh, Days, Yes. I've been learning to adjust access to me. Not everyone is. . . Deserving humbly said yeah there's a word in psychology that's being thrown around a lot and i think it's an important word to recognize but it's being thrown around a lot it's narcissism I think self-care isn't narcissism. I think when we recognize there's a difference between narcissism and self-awareness. Self-awareness is, Oh my God, You want me to climb up that mountain with you and I can't do it. I am not the person for this job. And if I do it, It's going to end badly for you and me. That's not you saying it's all about me. That's you recognizing in this moment, You cannot serve yourself or another person. And that is not narcissism. That is self-awareness. Narcissism is. What's in it for me. You want me to climb the mountain? Why? What's in it for me? Why do I have to climb the mountain? I don't need to climb the mountain. Or it's, Why aren't you climbing the mountain? Come on. I need you to climb the mountain. Having no idea of another person's experience. That's more on the narcissistic level. And we kind of are throwing around narcissism a lot, The word narcissist a lot. So I want us to be very clear on what that really means. It means a person is incapable due to trauma, Having too little of something or too much of something happen to them, That they cannot see. They are incapable of seeing someone else and their perspective, Their pain, Their journey, Who they are. They are so wrapped up in what they need and their own survival mode. So self-awareness is still thinking about other people a little. It's like, Hey. As Days said so beautifully. You don't have access to my energy. Not because I'm someone who's like only certain people have access, Like I'm a bouncer at a cool club. No, But because I recognize that this isn't good for me and I am not my best person around you. There's no way there can be a healthy relationship. You can't have access. Not everyone can have access to our energy. It is unrealistic. I love it. Checking in again, Polly, Oof, Deep message. That really resonates with me right now, Liza. I'm happy it resonates with you guys. Believe it or not, It resonates with me. And I love, Sometimes I think to myself, I question the cards. I'm like, Is this, Am I just reading my own cards? Because it's meant to be collective and sometimes they resonate. I did my own cards this morning just as a meditative practice, And it was similar but different, And it makes all the sense. It was very specific. This is, I love it. It feels like a group reading, So perfect. I'm actually gonna, These cards are not gonna be in play anymore. They're gonna be right here, Because, I don't know, I want Spirit to give us different cards for different questions. So let's dive on into money for now. New moon energy around. Oof, I'm loving. Man, I love a good. . . I love a good, Ugh, The devil in reverse. The Emperor. I actually got this car this morning, But it had nothing to do with money, Ironically. Yeah, I love this message. I understand this so well. I love this time of year. I really do. It's a little too heavy. I don't think you could stay in it all the time, But I love this. So what the cards I am getting from is we are releasing very unhealthy patterns around work, Career, And money. The Emperor is the boss. I need to be in control right now. Also, We have that Ares, The Emperor card with Ares. So if you're an Ares, You may very much resonate with what is happening. But the Emperor is the boss. The Emperor is like, I have this. I am the leader. The empress is more I am the nurturer. So I find it very interesting that the emperor came up because this is us as a collective. We're in charge. This is our life. We have work to do. We have to do this. We got to do that. We're part of the Western world society. We got mortgages. We got taxes, The gas, This, That, The oil. All this stuff. And um. . . The world, The reassurance. You know you have everything you need, Even though it may not feel like that all the time. You have everything you need. You may feel you have to join the rat race. But you don't. It's scary to say, Because almost I don't believe this as I say it, But the message I'm getting is the rat race is an illusion, My friends. Please remember lessons from the pandemic. No, That rat race was broken so fast. That illusion was broken so quickly. Because what mattered was your family safety, Your own safety. What mattered was how am I just going to live day to day in a way that is stable? How am I going to take care of myself, My home? People were more compassionate, More understanding. You need a day off, The boss was like, Yeah, Take a day off. You need to talk about unhealthy prejudice in the work environment. All of a sudden, Everyone's all ears to talk about how someone may have said something years ago. That was actually quite ignorant. And all of a sudden, People are all ears to listen. To learn. Very different. And what I learned from the pandemic was, Oh, OK, So this is actually what matters. So now that we're back. In full steam and the factories are going and everything's going and Aquarius, This age of Aquarius, Taught us a beautiful lesson. You know, No matter how hard. Individuals may try to push this idea of go, Go, Go, Go, Go. This is what we need. This is what you need to do. Keep up, Keep up, Keep up. The gas prices are rising. Everything's rising. The waters are rising. Let's go, Let's go. Work harder. Be stronger. Survival of the fittest. Beat the AI. You know, Make sure you're irreplaceable. It just makes me shake my head because it's up to us or up to corporate leaders to make sure that human beings find themselves in spaces that they are wanted and needed. It is up to us to make sure that people find themselves. To feel non-irreplaceable, But what Spirit is saying, I digress, What Spirit is saying You have the world. You have everything you need. You have everything you need. You don't have to move so hard, Go so fast. See that motorcycle and the chariot. Yeah. Find that balance. It's one thing to move. With purpose, With intention, With feeling like you have everything. It's another thing to move because you feel you have the chains. Holding on to you. And they said something really important. I want us to take, As we go through money, A reality check. Ever since. And this is fact. I'm going to speak facts only. Since the 1980s. And you can look at who our world leaders were then. There was a shift. The 1970s and 60s, Ironically, In the Western world, And specifically if you are part of the United States, Was one of the more economically balanced time periods statistically. I believe it was the wealthiest held around like something like 30 something or 30 something percent of the world's wealth. And then everyone else who was the 80% held the rest, Which was 70% of the world's wealth. And it made a lot more sense because a small group can only hold so much money. I want us to be very real. This is numbers. You can look this up. 12% of the population holds. And this number is almost an ick. Close to 80% of the world's money. 12% hold 80% and Day says it is by design. And the reality is since the Romans, Since the Romans Human beings have always wanted to figure out ways to make their lives easier. And the easiest way to make their life easier is putting work on other people who are more desperate or who are in a more vulnerable situations. So if you feel like the water is rising in terms of economics and you are not getting a break, You are not getting a break. Alone. And you do not have to. It's such a weird thing. To say you don't have to join the rat race, More importantly I would say this, You don't have to sell your soul, Your joy, Your happiness to survive. For it is your joy, Your happiness, Your soul. That is the resistance. That is you saying no. I don't need to keep. Subscribing. To this rat race mentality. I need that. 12%? Or the Jeff Bezos of the world, To hear us. Because without us, There is no them. Please remember. You actually have everything you need, Your insight, Your talent, Your gifts, Your strengths. Your heart beating in your lungs, And especially if you have health. You can do so much with that. So don't take those things for granted. Alright, Some oracle cards before I move on. Forge don't follow. I love when it's so in alignment. Forge. Don't follow. Pave a new path. Be the leader you wish you had. How many of us are thinking in order to survive, I have to conform. I have to just do what the, You know, I hate to sound like a hippie, But what the man is telling me, The man needs me to do this. So I just got to do it. I just got to make it work. Don't get me wrong. Sometimes we do have to make it work. Yeah. You know, The mortgage isn't going to wait, Wait, The taxes need to be taxed. I get it. Things in reality need to happen. But to what extent? How much pieces of our soul do we need to give up? How many pieces of our authentic self do we need to give up? So it's one thing to meet the reality of the circumstances, Right? It's a completely other thing to be taken over. And I hate to say it, But being descended from slaves, I think I have to say it, Be a slave. To these illusions, To these paths, Especially for, I heard it very clearly. If you're creating, If you're on social media, If you're creating content like me, I want you to listen to this. Do not fall into the trap of the rat race. It burns you out. And the only things that benefit platforms that benefit from that. Right? The platforms that benefit from you going, Going, Going, Posting, Posting, Posting, People are clicking and people are viewing and blah, Blah, Blah. And they're staying on the platform. They may not even like your video, But the platform wants you to create it because it keeps someone on just a little bit longer. You don't need to keep up with the Joneses. You don't need to be that person. You are enough. You are whole. And trust me, I'm very lucky to find you guys. I'm so lucky that insight timer exists because I can actually move at my own pace and challenge how far I can go. Because you guys have created that space. And I'm really lucky that the platform. Can support that. Not all platforms were built equally. So if you are part of a platform where it almost feels like, But if I do this, I can be TikTok famous. And then that's it. Or if I do this, I can be like YouTube famous. And I agree. There's nothing wrong with that. Hey, The emperor's here. The chariot's here. There is nothing wrong with that. Go for it. But if you start to lose aspects or pieces of yourself. Ask yourself. Where am I? Forging or where am I following more than forging? Where do I need to pave a new path to be the leader I wish I had? All right, We'll close this with an affirmation card. Oof, I am in full control. I have the power to attract all that I desire. Yesssssssssssssssssss So perfect. I mean, The emperor and the chariot and the world and the releasing. I mean, What an act. This is Aries energy. This is an act of resistance to the, To not resistance for resistance sake, But true liberation, True freedom, True. Why not energy? True. But I've always been in control. You cannot take the wave from the ocean. You cannot take the light from the sun. I am in control. I am. Sorry if I'm going really, Like, Intense with you guys, But, But yeah! I am in control. I have the power. I think I'm going to close it there because that's just. . . Perfect and that is something very important that I want to sit in the age of technology in the age of Aquarius. Use these technologies as tools. That is the best way. That is the best way to find the balance. And just, Yeah, Be aware, Be aware of that. We take more, Even though we don't want to, It's not our intention, But we can take and sometimes People make it difficult for us. They put us between a rock and a hard place as consumers that just need these things. All right, This is personal growth. Oh, I also got this card this morning. Ooh, I love this. The Hermit and the Nine of Pentacles. Okay, Perfect. So. . . We are moving on to personal growth here, And we receive the King of Swords. The Hermit card, The Nine of Pentacles, And my favorite from this Modern Witch Tarot deck, Everything is fine. I got this this morning too, Along with the devil card. It's like the universe is trying to calm me down. They were like, Whoa, Don't freak, Don't freak. Everything is fine. You just, There's some things you need to be aware of. So this is what the new moon and cancer for personal growth is telling us we need to be aware of. A lot of us have done the work of being good on our own. A lot of us here have been doing the work of being good on our own. A lot of us here may resonate with being also the eye in the storm. May also be the partner that handles everything and takes care of everything. Maybe the independent one, The earner, The moneymaker. And sometimes we can feel like we are on our own. But it's not that we are on our own, It's that we have the power to do it on our own. The King of Swords talks about leading with integrity and truth and authenticity. This is my truth. This is who I am. The Hermit. I am on the solo journey. But that doesn't mean I'm alone. It means I need to be on my own for now. As ironically, The new moon in Cancer is also saying, We don't need. If you think you are alone. You actually aren't. And that is where it comes to friendship again. And I said it earlier and I'll say it again, Be your own friend. Be your own best friend. Take care of yourself in a way you would take care of your friend. Advocate for yourself in a way you would advocate for your friend. And know that everything is more than okay. Everything is fine. It may not feel like it all the time. We may feel like we've been stabbed in several different directions by life, By people, By circumstances. M. S. Sometimes by the people we feel we should have the most trust in. But everything is still fine because at the end of the day, We are those people. We are those leaders. We are those parents. We are those partners and friends. A big journal question for you, My friends, Is if you could be your own ideal leader. Your own ideal partner. Your own ideal family member. And your own ideal friend. What would it look like? And I'll repeat that one more time in case you really resonate. If you could be your ideal leader. Your ideal partner. Your ideal family member or parent. Your ideal friend. In this moment, What would that look like? Even if you're blessed with a beautiful partnership. You still have to be your own ideal partner. It helps your partner see you more. Because you're like your own compass. It's one thing to be on the ship with your partner. And you're steering the ship and it's beautiful. And you're steering it through hard days and rough days. It's another thing to steer the ship and show your partner by the way. I'm north right now. I'm south right now. I'm a little west, I'm a little east. It helps so much to do that for yourself. To give yourself that nurturing. I've learned that. I've learned that in being my ideal partner, My partner's kind of like, Oh, They need this right now. And then they kind of start mimicking and doing the same things. And that's another beautiful thing of showing people that are in your corner. So don't ever be afraid, Even if you find an ideal partner, Don't be afraid of being your best partner that you can be to yourself. Christina says, What about being your own child? That's my favorite. Yes, Christina, Yes! That is all about the re-parenting. Yeah, Re-parenting. But to play around with the other idea of being an ideal child for yourself. That's actually beautiful, Too. My ideal child would need to play. The other day, I finally did watercolor and pastels. I haven't done it in years, Guys. And that's a part of my inner child that just needs to be joyful. Going outside, Running around, Being on the beach, Not taking life too seriously. That's being my own ideal free child as well. So for those of you who feel like as a child, I didn't get to, Or I didn't have. How can you allow your inner child for you to be your best? Child self right now. What freedom can you give yourself in that moment? Thank you, Christina, For bringing that up. A new earth. I love this card. It's happening. Keep holding the vision. I got this card a lot before Insight Timer, I even knew Insight Timer was going to be part of my, A huge part of my career. But I was stressing out, I was teaching. I was a full-time yoga teacher. I was also creating content for Insight Timer because I was just beginning my journey, Doing it on other platforms as well, And just starting, Just starting the journey, Building. I built my website. It was intense work in the beginning, I'm not gonna lie. And um. . . I kept asking myself, Like, Am I losing it? Like, Is this? Should I go, Like, Should I let it all go and just become a dental hygienist? Which apparently now isn't that easy either, But. At the time I was like, Maybe I am. . . Full of poopoo. You know, Maybe I'm full of poopoo. I'm willing to be to say I'm full of poopoo. And I was doing the tarot cards and this was a card I got. It's happening. Keep holding the vision. Do not doubt yourself. My friends and if you are on a personal growth journey again i don't know why i'm getting content creator people christina said she's writing a book so i absolutely love that i i feel there's a lot of creatives here if you think for a moment oh my goodness am i full of poop Am I? Did I get, Am I Delulu over here? No, This is your sign from me and from the Tara and from New Moon Messages. Keep holding that vision. Keep holding that line. It is part of your personal growth. Journey. And shout me out when you get to a place where you feel, You know, Like, Oh, Okay, They told me that I remember this. Nine of Pentacles also talks about trusting yourself to a point where you create your own profit. You create your own abundance and sustainability. It's a very independent card and an independently wealthy card for those of you who may be seeking that or have questions around that. All right. I'll do this affirmation card and release the rest and then we'll close it and then I will do my one card reading. You guys get this affirmation card all the time. My mind, Body, And soul are filled with harmonious healing energy. My mind, Body, And soul. Are filled with. Harmonious feeling energy. I'll say this once. Or I said this once before, So I'll say it again. I think I said it yesterday during my yoga class. Healing. It's not! An end result. If someone is saying, I healed that or I'm good with that or I healed that. It usually means they've done a lot of work on it so they handle it a lot better. But healing is possible. Like this, This analogy or this metaphor. Healing is a notion. It doesn't have an end destination. You can get to places utilizing it. But it itself is the ocean, Not the destination you're going to. There will be rough days. There will be deep waters. There will be shallow waters. There's things that are happening all the time. Know that. Our only job is to be seafarers on this ocean. That is it. We only need to be surfers or seafarers. We can travel, We can go to lands. We could be like Moana and just. . . Use this beautiful energy to go wherever we need to go, To actual destinations. But it itself is not the destination. So you are. The healing energy. You are, Because you are the seafarer, You are as far and as wide and as deep. End us. Like, What I'm doing today, I just need to be in shallow waters today. I already went too deep. It's just shallow waters for me, Just simple. It doesn't have to be that deep. Healing for me today is just keeping it simple. That is our beautiful gift. That is our privilege. So not only would I say your mind, Your body and soul are filled with harmonious energy, Healing energy, You are healing energy. You are that ocean. You are that seafarer. You create the destination. It doesn't create you. It doesn't make or break you. You are that. It is in you. It is in all of us. So I guess last journal question maybe just so we can close this maybe with a little cherry on top. What is the ocean of my healing today? Or what is the ocean of my healing giving today? If I'm the sailor or the seafarer, On this journey. What's it giving today? For me, It was giving very deep waters, Super deep waters. I loved it. It was beautiful. Saw some amazing great fish. Now I'm ready to just kind of do a simple yoga practice with my husband and Netflix and chill for the rest of the night. I don't want to think too deeply for the rest of the night. I want to come back to the surface a little. Um and be in shallow waters and just kind of dip my toes in and just It could be that like, No, I still have work to do. I still need to get really deep. It could be a stormy day where you're like, I don't even know where to begin. I don't even know. I just want to, I want to punch my fist through a wall. And that's valid. It could be very calm. It's not deep, It's not shallow, I'm feeling good. No drama, Nothing crazy is happening. I'm good. So that if a storm comes, If a deep day comes, We don't think like, Oh my god, I thought I was over this. I thought I was healed. No. It's an ocean. It's an ocean, It's not a destination. So that is my reading for you, My friends. I thank you. So much for joining me. I really hope that this resonated with you but overall the new moon messages are Trust yourself first. Be your own best friend, Superhero partner. Know that you have everything you need to create a beautiful world, A beautiful life for yourself, And also understand that healing, Not only is it an ocean. It is a space where you can come first. You are allowed to come first. Always and forever. All right, I'm gonna go ahead and check in with you. Guys, Thank you again for joining.