Some things are so overwhelming,
Overloading my system,
And I just run.
I ignore my feelings,
And I ignore feeling my feelings,
I run,
And I run.
Yet I feel so stuck,
And so blocked.
Stillness can feel scary,
Feelings can feel scary,
Truth can feel scary,
Because stillness means seeing myself,
Seeing my thoughts,
My emotions,
My experiences.
I am here now to say yes to stillness.
I am seeking a deeper level of self-awareness,
Where I can be an observer of my thoughts,
And an observer of my feelings.
I can notice the sensations in my body,
And not be swallowed up by them.
I am saying yes to stillness,
Which means saying yes to myself.
Time for clearing what I need to clear,
Time for hearing what I need to hear.
I say yes to stillness.
I say yes to being free of distractions.
I am the observer of my reactions.
I am the observer of my defense mechanisms.
I am the observer of my inauthenticity.
I say yes now to stillness.
I say yes now to introspection.
I say yes now to cleansing.
It's a yes,
It's a yes to stillness.