No,
You are not running out of time.
You are running away.
You are seeing the truth that it is petty.
Automatically you see that,
Oh this ego saying,
Oh no this is mine,
This is my seva project,
This is my assignment,
How dare you come on to this.
All this is so petty.
It falls off.
Or this is my job and how dare you try to compete with me.
I am better than you.
All this seems silly,
Petty.
Even the squabbles with your spouse,
With your family members start seeming petty.
Your craving for money seems so petty because now you are the knower of the one craving for money.
It becomes very clear,
Very clear.
The clarity don't slowly,
Okay.
The flower opens petal by petal by petal by petal.
It's not going to open together because of your own habit patterns and however strong your habit patterns are of the past,
They will determine which petal will open first,
Which will open next,
Which will open next,
Which will open next.