Hi there,
Welcome to this meditation,
Windows into the Inner Landscape.
Before we begin,
It might help to know what this practice is meant for.
This is not a relaxation exercise and it's not about fixing or changing anything.
Instead,
It's a way of gently checking in with how your body and mind are responding right now.
All of us have built-in systems whose job is to protect us.
They constantly scan for safety and threat and adjust things like breathing,
Muscle tension,
Heart rate,
Energy,
Emotions and thoughts.
Most of the time this happens automatically without us noticing.
In this practice,
We're just bringing a little awareness to those responses,
Not to judge them,
But to understand them.
You can think of it like taking a quiet walk through your inner landscape,
Looking through a few different windows to see what's happening inside.
We'll move through these one at a time.
Each one gives you a slightly different piece of information.
There's no right or wrong way for things to be.
Whatever you notice is information,
Not a problem.
Of course,
If at any point you feel overwhelmed,
You're welcome to open your eyes,
Shift your posture,
Return your attention to something that feels steady like the floor beneath you.
You don't need to analyze or label things perfectly.
Just notice in your own way what's here.
Often simply being aware of these patterns allows the system to soften or recalibrate on its own.
And even if nothing changes,
You're learning how your body and mind communicate with you.
So,
Let's begin by settling into a position,
A posture that feels supportive,
Be sitting or lying down,
Perhaps on a mat on the floor.
Let the spine be easy,
Not rigid.
And if it feels okay,
Allowing the eyes to close or at least soften,
Taking a few moments to arrive.
The first window,
The breath,
Bring attention to your breathing.
Can you notice where you feel it most clearly right now?
Perhaps the belly,
The chest,
The ribs,
The throat or nostrils.
Notice.
Noticing the pace of the breath.
Is it slow or fast?
And the depth,
Shallow or deep?
And the rhythm,
Or maybe you might think of it as the texture or tone,
Smooth,
Irregular,
Ragged,
Full of life or not so?
Is there a breath holding?
No need to change the breath,
Just letting it breathe itself while you stay curious,
Checking it out through this first window.
And the second window is the heartbeat,
Seeing if you can sense your heartbeat.
Perhaps in the chest,
You might like to put a hand over your heart or you can feel the pulse at your neck or at your wrist.
And if you can't find the heartbeat,
That's okay,
I promise you it's still beating.
If you can,
Notice the speed.
Notice if the speed changes.
And checking out the strength or softness of the beat.
Just noticing,
No need to analyse,
Even though the brain might want to.
The third window,
The motor system and muscles.
Looking through this third window now,
Bringing awareness to the muscles of the body.
You might like to begin a gentle scan starting from the top of your head,
Noticing the muscles in the forehead,
The jaws,
The neck and shoulders,
The arms and hands,
The chest and back.
Paying particular attention to the belly,
Is there holding,
Bracing,
Gripping here?
If so,
Perhaps acknowledging it kindly,
Ah,
Tightness is here.
Continuing down now through the pelvis,
The hips,
The thighs,
The lower legs and the feet.
As you scan,
See if you can let your attention keep moving gently and simply.
Also notice places that feel neutral or even pleasant.
Actively invite yourself to notice ease where it exists.
And if you notice there's a trying here,
A trying to get this right,
Just gently back off.
Just notice muscles in general.
The fourth window,
Other bodily sensations.
Checking out,
Looking through this fourth window now,
Noticing any other sensations that want your attention.
Digestive sensations.
Perhaps those non-specific sensations,
Sort of a bit fluey or achy or heavy or kind of unwell,
Difficult to put words to feelings.
Any other unpleasant body sensations.
Can you allow them to be included in awareness without pushing them away and without needing to zoom in too closely?
Let's move to the fifth window now and have a little peek in at emotional states.
So turning gently towards emotional experience,
You might ask yourself quietly,
How am I feeling right now?
You might notice calm,
Tension,
Sadness,
Irritation,
Anxiety,
Contentment or a mix.
And if it helps,
You can gently label what's here.
Worry is here.
Flatness is here.
Or ease is here.
No need to explain or justify.
Moving now to the sixth window.
Checking out mental processes.
Just noticing the quality of the mind.
Is it busy?
Distracted?
Foggy?
Clear?
Jumpy?
Quiet?
How are thoughts presenting?
Are they images?
Audios?
Stories?
Planning?
Remembering?
Thinking?
Perhaps there's fleeting,
Quiet thoughts.
Perhaps a torrent.
Simply noticing,
Thinking.
Let's move to the seventh window now.
Checking out energy levels.
So sense your overall energy.
Do you feel tired?
Heavy?
Dull?
Foggy?
Energised?
Light?
Bright?
Or alert?
Perhaps you have other words to describe your energy state.
Letting yourself notice this honestly.
Taking some moments now to sense the whole picture.
As though you're zooming out and noticing your whole mind-body experience right now.
And as you sense the whole picture,
You might notice,
Does your system feel more settled and safe?
Or more activated,
Tense,
Stressed,
Protective?
There's no right answer.
This is information.
Often just by noticing,
Something already begins to shift.
Awareness itself can help the system recalibrate.
Now that you've had a chance to notice these different parts of your experience,
Close in and as a bigger picture,
Notice if a simple question can arise.
The question is,
Given all this,
What do I need right now?
You might perhaps place one hand on the heart and one on the belly and see if an answer emerges rather than needing to decide in your head.
There's no rush.
Just listen quietly.
And see if anything emerges that feels helpful or supportive for you right now.
Perhaps the answer comes to you immediately.
And you may not need to listen to the second part of this meditation,
Which is just a few possibilities that might inspire you.
If that's the case,
Then can you carry out whatever supportive action emerged,
Either in reality or perhaps in your imagination?
That's still an action.
And then gently bring your attention back to your inner landscape.
And when you do so,
Notice again your breath,
Your heartbeat,
Your muscles,
Your other body sensations,
Your emotions,
Thoughts,
And overall state.
And notice,
Has anything shifted even a little?
Remember,
Change in one part often ripples through your whole mind-body ecosystem.
And let this be a kind reminder that your body and mind are always responding,
Adapting,
And communicating with you as you gently go about your day.
If a clear sense of what you needed didn't emerge,
Hasn't emerged,
Here's a few simple possibilities,
Just to support your system in the direction it might be asking for.
There's absolutely no need to do all of these.
Just notice if one or two might feel like a quiet yes.
You might need movement,
Perhaps standing up,
Stretching,
Walking,
Or some gentle mindful movement,
Or settling,
Softening your breath,
Lengthening the out-breath,
Or simply resting for a moment.
You might need grounding,
Feeling your feet on the floor,
Your body supported,
Or noticing sounds around you,
Or a different relationship with thinking,
Noticing thoughts as passing events,
Like clouds drifting by,
Or a waterfall flowing,
Allowing them to come and go without needing to follow or figure them out,
Or connection,
Reaching out to someone,
Sitting with a pet,
Or placing your own hands on your heart and belly.
Is it nourishment that you need,
A mindful drink of water,
Something warm on your body,
A pause looking at something in nature,
Or kindness,
Acknowledging how things are,
Just as they are,
Without needing to change them.
If it feels helpful,
Choose one tiny,
Realistic step.
It could be something very simple,
It could be something that you just do in your imagination.
And when you've done this,
Gently return your attention to your inner landscape.
Notice again your breath,
How does it feel now?
What about your heartbeat,
Your muscles,
Your emotions,
Your thoughts,
Your overall state?
Notice if anything has shifted,
Even just a little.
This is how your system learns,
Through being noticed and through meeting what's needed.
Over time,
This listening can become more familiar,
More intuitive.
When you feel ready,
You can bring this practice to a close.
If your eyes have been closed,
Gently allow a little light in and keep a soft gaze as you open them.
Moving your body,
Hands and feet,
Having a stretch if that's helpful.
Carrying this awareness with you through the rest of your day,
Knowing you can return to this check-in any time you wish.