Settle yourself now.
Let your body find a position that feels comfortable enough for this moment.
You might draw the covers a little closer.
Adjust the pillow beneath your head.
Or make one small movement that allows you to feel more at ease.
And when you are ready,
Let your eyes close.
Or allow your gaze to rest softly in the dimness.
There is nothing more you need to prepare.
You have arrived at the end of this day.
Perhaps some part of you is still busy.
Thinking about something that happened.
Remembering what remains unfinished.
Looking ahead to tomorrow.
You don't have to make all of that stuff.
Let the thoughts be here if they are here.
And let the bed hold you while they pass.
For these next few moments,
There is somewhere else you can place your attention.
The feeling of the pillow.
The warmth around your body.
The simple contact between you and the surface beneath you.
Feel where the back of your head is supported.
Where your shoulders meet the bed.
Where your hips and legs can settle.
You don't need to hold yourself quite so firmly now.
Perhaps there is a little weight you can give over.
Just a little.
Let the bed receive it.
Notice your breathing.
Without asking it to change.
The breath arriving.
The breath leaving.
Some breaths deeper.
Them lighter.
Your body finding its own quiet rhythm.
If following the breath feels like too much attention.
You can simply feel the warmth of the covers instead.
Something ordinary.
Something close.
And maybe inwardly,
You might say.
For now,
I can leave the day.
For now.
I can rest here.
There's no need to feel a particular way as you say these words.
You are simply offering yourself a little kindness at bedtime.
Imagine now.
An evening.
In the Irish countryside.
You don't need to see as clearly.
Maybe you know a place already.
A field near home.
Quiet lane.
A hillside you have passed many times.
Or maybe a place begins to take shape as you listen.
There is soft grass and the low outline of a stone wall.
Beyond the wall,
The land opens towards distant hills.
The last light is fading.
Clouds move slowly across the evening sky.
You are resting somewhere sheltered.
Looking out on this landscape.
There's no journey you need to make.
No hill to climb.
You can stay exactly where you are.
The air carries the freshness of rain.
A few leaves start.
Far away,
A bird gives its last small call before settling for the night.
Then the quiet returns.
The fields are growing dim.
The stone walls are losing their edges.
What was clear in daylight.
Is becoming soft and indistinct.
You don't need to keep looking closely.
You don't need to name everything.
The land can fade into evening.
And you can let your attention soften with it.
Beneath the grass is the earth.
Beneath the earth's stone.
Deep layers of ground that ask nothing of you.
For a few breaths.
Imagine that steadiness beneath the bed.
Beneath you.
The house is resting on the land.
Your body resting in the house.
Layer upon layer of support.
You do not have to reach for the earth.
It's already beneath you.
Let that sense of support travel gently through the body.
Beginning with the feast.
There may be warmth in your face.
Coolness.
A faint tingling.
Or very little sensation at all.
Whatever you notice is enough.
Let your toes rest inside the covers.
Let the soles of your feet be free of carrying you.
Their traveling is finished for today.
Let your ankles rest.
Your lower leg.
The muscles of the calves which have helped you stand and move through the day.
There is nothing they need to do just now.
Feel the bed beneath your knees.
Beneath your thighs.
Let your legs lie as they are.
Without asking them to become heavier or softer.
Allowing them their own way of resting.
Bring a little kindness to the hips.
The pelvis.
The lower back.
If there is discomfort here.
Maybe imagine making room around us.
No need to press your attention into a tender place.
You can return to the pillow.
The covers.
Or the sound of my voice whenever you wish.
And if your body needs to move.
Leisured move.
Comfort is welcome here.
Let the belly have room.
No need to draw it in.
No need to manage the movement of breathing.
Maybe you can feel the gentle rise and fall beneath the covers.
A small movement in the quiet.
Let it happen by itself.
And the chest.
This space around the heart.
Maybe this has been a day of doing.
Of caring,
Of answering.
Or keeping going when you are tired.
Whatever the day has held,
There is no need to tell its whole story now.
You can acknowledge it simply.
It has been a day.
And I am here.
Letting the shoulders settle as much as they comfortably can.
Let the upper arms rest.
The elbows.
The forearms.
And the hands.
Hands that may have worked.
Courage.
Prepared.
Comforted or held.
There is nothing they need to grasp now.
Let the fingers curl or open in their own natural way.
Empty hands.
Resting hands.
Let there be a little space between the teeth.
Let the tongue rest.
Allow the small muscles around the eyes to stop attending so closely.
Your forehead can be as it is.
Your whole face can be as it is when nobody needs anything from you.
And now in this imagined landscape.
There is a small house.
A simple place of shelter.
Thick walls.
A window looking towards the hills.
Inside a hearth giving out a gentle warmth.
If it feels comforting.
Imagine yourself already resting there.
Warm and dry.
Nothing to tend.
Nothing to prepare.
The fire has settled into a low bed of glowing embers.
There is an association in Irish tradition.
Between Bridget and the hearth.
Just now,
You might let Bridget's cloak become an image of shelter.
You don't need any particular belief to rest with the image.
Maybe it's simply a generous length of soft cloth woven with care.
Wide enough to settle around your shoulders.
Light enough to leave you free.
Or you may prefer if you like to feel only the familiar blanket already covering you.
Imagine that shelter resting gently around you.
Across the shoulders.
Along the back.
Around the places that feel tired.
No need to wrap yourself tightly.
There is room to breathe.
Room to move.
Room to be exactly as you are tonight.
And maybe a few words of blessing can accompany you.
May there be warmth around you.
May there be ease beneath you.
May the quiet of this night make room for all that you are.
You might notice that a thought has returned.
A conversation.
A responsibility.
Something you are afraid of forgetting.
For tonight,
Imagine a small basket near the door of this sheltered place.
You can place a thought there if you wish.
You're not throwing it away.
You are setting it down.
Somewhere it can wait.
Tomorrow you can decide what needs your attention.
Perhaps place one thing in the basket now.
Only one.
You don't have to empty your whole mind.
Just give yourself a little less to carry.
And if the same thought returns.
You can set it down again.
Patiently.
As many times as you need.
Outside,
Night has gathered over the fields.
The stone wall is almost hidden.
The hills have become a low,
Dark shape beneath the sky.
Inside there is the soft warmth of the hearth.
An occasional settling sound from the embers.
And plenty of silence between.
You can listen to that silence without searching for anything in it.
Somewhere beyond the house,
Water moves through the land.
Maybe a small stream.
Or perhaps rain finding its way along a shallow channel.
You can hear it faintly.
Water passing over stone.
An uneven,
Unhurried sound.
There is no need to follow it to its source.
Let it remain in the distance.
The water continues.
The earth holds the house.
The night opens above it.
Land,
Water and sky.
And you resting among them.
You belong to this living world even while you sleep.
You do not have to keep watching it to remain part of it.
Perhaps these words can settle gently with you.
May the land hold me.
May the waters soothe me.
May the wide night shelter my rest.
Let the words become quieter each time.
Until there is no need to repeat them.
May the land hold me.
May the waters soothe me.
May the wide night shelter my rest.
If sleep is near,
You can let the sound of my voice become less distinct.
You need not catch every sentence.
There is nothing here you need to remember.
And if you are still awake.
You can remain comfortably here.
Feeling the bed.
Hearing the choirs.
Letting this moment be as it is.
The hearth is dimmer now.
A little red warmth beneath the ash.
The room needs nothing from you.
Outside the trees stand in the darkness.
The branches move when the wind passes.
Then become still again.
There is room for movement.
There is room for stillness.
You too can turn over.
Settle differently.
Or drift.
Feel perhaps the weight of one hand.
The softness beneath your cheeks.
The warmth around your face.
One small comfort is enough to rest your attention on.
And then.
.
.
Even that can fade into the background.
May whatever has been tendered today be met with gentleness.
May whatever remains unfinished be allowed to wait.
May you have a little distance from the demands of the day.
And somewhere within this ordinary night may rest bind you.
The fields lie quiet.
The house rests on the land.
The embers hold their gentle warmth.
And you can let yourself settle here.
Breathing in your own time.
Moving towards sleep in your own way.
Warmth around you.
Support beneath you.
The quiet night beyond the window.
Nothing more to attend to in these words.
May you rest gently.
May you sleep peacefully.
May you be held in the shelter of this night.