Today,
I came here to tell you why I share all this content with you.
I have always felt the need to speak to the walls,
Since I was little.
At that time,
I was far from being talkative to others,
But I was so talkative to myself.
I couldn't help it,
It appeared in my mind,
And I could speak alone for hours.
I have no idea if other people ever noticed this particular thing in me.
There was this one time that my father caught me talking to the mirror while I was completely submersed into my creativity and into my mind's wonders.
I didn't just talk,
I did a deep introspection about all subjects of my life,
And I also performed many creative things,
Like dancing and acting,
Pretending that I was being seen through a screen or a camera or that I was on stage.
I also shared my deepest feelings and confessions to those walls,
Because,
After all,
They didn't judge me.
With time,
All of this got more and more intense and more and more elaborated.
I also became much more talkative to others,
And I naturally tried to include my deepest words and feelings in my interactions.
The thing is,
At that time,
I guess the world around me wasn't very much prepared for that.
About five years ago,
While I was talking to this person,
He said,
I wish I have just recorded everything you've just said,
And I answered,
Don't worry,
This is endless,
There is always more of where it comes from.
I believe in that moment something happened inside of me.
I have realized how much that had accompanied me all of my life.
I also became conscious about the fact that what I thought it was just some conversation with myself was much more something that I was receiving than something that I was generating.
It was like giving birth,
As if,
Although I had an important role in that,
In the end,
I was just a messenger.
Also,
When I heard the word recording,
Something suddenly made sense to me.
I felt some kind of familiarity with that.
A few years later,
I saw myself waking up very early in the morning and recording everything that came out of me.
This was such a blessing.
It then made me realize that I was overwhelmed with an abundance of love inside of me,
And I didn't know what to do with all of that.
I was in a transition phase in my life,
But still a very stagnant one.
I could feel my world changing again for the better,
But at the same time,
I was also still dealing with many toxicities,
Although I was already attracting people and environments with very good energies.
With all of this,
A question came to me.
How can I share such pure love if I'm not perfect?
We think that first we have to be perfect,
And then we deserve love,
Or that first our wishes have to come true,
And then we can be happy,
Or first we have to worry,
And then good things can come to us.
But in fact,
We deserve love.
We can be happy,
And good things can come to us without the need to be perfect,
Or the need to manifest all of our dreams,
Or the need to worry.
We are love,
And we are already loved just as we are,
And to love is our main action.
Sharing this content with you is a way to not only connect to you at a deep level,
But it is also a way of bringing all of this that comes to me directly to you,
And letting it flow.
Sometimes this is so intense that I cry,
But then I realize that those are tears of joy and bliss.
It is too much love to just one body,
And so it overflows,
And that is when I cry.
So today I am here to tell you that love finds his own ways to appear and to express itself,
To become and to transform.
It also has an intense urge to share itself and to heal everything it touches.
This is why I share this content with you.
I share it because it is love,
And love is to be shared,
And you are the reason why I share it.
If it weren't for you,
There wouldn't be the need to share it.
It is all about giving and receiving,
And when it happens,
My heart smiles,
And I am already opening myself to receive and to give more.
