Creativity, Agency & Trust: The Power Of Your Feminine

Whether you created a male or female body or a body beyond gender, you carry the power and wisdom of feminine energy. Do you sometimes feel you’re creating your life in an intuitive, soul-led way, and yet creating, loving, and healing feel forced, pushed, or unfulfilling? Do you often long for a different rhythm, vibe, or dynamic in what you do, but the world seems to offer no acceptance for that? Do you feel the love for Mother Earth but sometimes wonder how to reconnect to her wisdom, to your ancient companionship of co-creation?

This intuitive practice invites you to remember what wisdom your intuitive feminine holds for you, your sense of freedom, safety, and inner agency. Backed by the wisdom of Mother Earth, you’ll explore, heal, and reclaim all that you’ve always been both on soul and embodied level.

This audio was recorded in my natural eco studio in Kenya. The sounds of birds you might hear belong here.

Transcript

Hello beautiful and most welcome to today's practice that's an invitation for you to deeply remember the power that your feminine energy holds for you.

Whether you created a male or female body or body beyond gender,

You carry the power and wisdom of feminine energy.

Do you sometimes feel you are creating your life in an intuitive soul-led way and yet creating,

Loving and healing feel forced,

Pushed or unfulfilling?

Do you often long for a different rhythm,

Vibe or dynamic in what you do but the world seems to offer no acceptance for that?

Do you feel the love from Mother Earth but sometimes you wonder how to reconnect to her wisdom,

To your ancient companionship of co-creation?

This intuitive practice invites you to remember what wisdom your intuitive feminine holds for you,

For your sense of freedom,

Safety and inner agency.

Backed by the wisdom of Mother Earth,

You will explore,

Heal and reclaim all that you've always been both on soul and on embodied level.

So if you are ready to go deep,

Choose your most comfortable position today and let us start.

Here you are,

Beautiful human.

Welcome yourself into this moment.

Breathe yourself into this place that you have chosen and into this body that decided to show up today to embrace healing and remembering.

Remember that the way you are here right now is exactly how we need you to be.

There's nothing that you need to fix,

Nothing you need to improve on.

Just find the love for exactly who you are right now,

That compassion and that knowing that everything is exactly how it's supposed to be.

Breathe yourself into that inner peace and trust that invites you to let go of any pushing energies as you exhale,

Inviting you to let go of any judgmental energies.

Just breathe them through your feet,

Into the ground.

Mother Earth doesn't know about judgment.

Whatever energy you release into her,

She knows how to transform it into unconditional love,

Peace and trust.

And as you breathe and as you watch your body letting go bit by bit,

I'm inviting you to give yourself that hello,

That appreciation for who you are in this moment.

Hello to that soul that you are,

Hello I see you.

It's like a spiritual acknowledgement of who you are right now,

A recognition as you continue letting go.

And after that I'm inviting you to send that same hello to the spirit of Mother Earth.

The spirit of Mother Earth,

Just like you,

She has a soul.

Send that recognition,

Hey I see you.

I acknowledge you for who you are and follow your intuitive truth on what arises.

Observe your body as he or she resonates.

And how is Mother Earth responding,

What do you receive back from her as you send that hello?

You might see an image,

You might just know something,

You might feel,

You might feel your body react.

Just trust your truth.

And I'm inviting you from here to send a hello to your physical body,

That human that you are,

Has created a body,

A beautiful body,

That vessel in which your soul resides.

So send yourself that hello,

That loving recognition towards the body,

The human that you are.

Appreciate yourself for whatever is there,

Just tell yourself hey I see you,

I see you.

I see you as the whole you are,

Not just the parts that you are allowed to show in this world,

In this society,

But everything.

Just set that intention and your body will receive.

And from there of course send that hello as well to the body,

Of Mother Earth.

That body,

That planet Earth,

Just send that hello to her physical being.

Just like you,

She isn't just soul,

She's body as well.

What do you see,

What do you feel?

And you just simply send that hello,

That recognition,

That loving acknowledgement for who she is in this moment.

There you go.

And what are you receiving back?

Receive her hello towards you,

Towards your body,

Your physical being,

She sees you.

How possible is it for you right now to receive her hello without having to do anything,

Without having to judge yourself in any way,

Without having to make yourself smaller or bigger than you are.

Just receive and remember that you are companions and that you are one.

You are of her and yet you are you.

Take another deep inhale and exhale out and really let go of anything that's trying to get stuck in your breathing,

In your physical being,

So that you can receive a more constant flow within yourself,

Trusting to open up towards the ground.

And I really invite you to envision your feet opening up,

Your hips,

Your joints,

Like really your body to expand towards the ground so that it's easier for you to communicate,

To receive also on a physical level.

And then receive,

See,

Know,

There's that unconditional love,

That offer of unconditional love from her towards you.

Just check in with your intuitive inner eye,

How do you see that flow of unconditional love being offered to you?

Maybe it's a color,

Maybe it's a stream,

Maybe it's a picture,

Maybe a knowing or a sound or a taste.

How does she communicate that unconditional love that's always there?

She will never judge you,

She will always hold you safe with all you are,

The whole of you,

Allowing you to be,

Allowing you to become.

It's that motherly love that doesn't judge.

How do you see that offer?

Is it coming from her center,

From her heart,

Towards your heart?

Is it more like a knowing,

A comfort feeling that she wants to wrap around you?

See that offer and see as well,

How much inner permission do you have to really allow it,

To allow it to be?

How much do you trust that offer?

Maybe you had several experiences in your life where motherly love wasn't always unconditional,

Maybe it came with price tags,

Maybe it left wounds.

So be gentle on you if you find a restrictive response within your body,

Within your being,

And try to breathe and try to exhale all that is conditioned,

All that comes to you now as a memory.

Try to exhale and with every inhale you have the chance to receive her pure unconditional and supportive love,

But don't push anything,

Just see how far you want to go.

Maybe you wish to expand your space beyond your body with every breath so that you can accommodate that love.

Maybe there's something you wish to let go of so that you can create space.

No pushing,

Be gentle on you,

Be soft.

And maybe you can already feel the love for her,

Maybe you can already remember the love for her,

That love that connected you from the start.

Maybe it's present in your life,

Maybe you've created a wall around that love and it's hard for you to access it these days,

But you still know it's there.

Maybe you're intuitive and that's also you're feminine,

Knowing about you being nature,

About you being of her,

About that unconditional love.

Maybe it was violated at some point in your life,

Restricted,

And you decided to somehow hide it and to close that source of love and support and nourishment,

Maybe to mistrust it.

But right now you are safe,

You can see it,

Maybe you can feel it,

You can remember that love that was always there.

You might remember situations in your life when that love was just flowing freely and it can right now as well.

Breathe that love.

And as you breathe that love,

Which grief is there?

Grief for her or grief for yourself?

That's grieving that connection between you and her that used to be unconditional and maybe you somehow forgot about it.

What is it?

What part of your nature are you grieving?

And I'm inviting that energy of grief.

What pain is trying to beat in your chest?

What connection that you feel you have fallen out of?

Just breathe and this is not to judge anything,

This is also not to like fix anything,

This is just to remember grief is a language of love.

So allow yourself to feel what's there.

If it's anger,

Feel it.

If it's frustration,

If it's hardness within,

Feel it.

See it,

Acknowledge that's what's there right now.

And see the love that's underneath all of it.

See it in color,

See it in images,

Feel it,

Know it,

Know it,

Let your body tell you about it.

And continue breathing.

Take all the time you need here,

You can always pause the audio or you go one step ahead with me and see yourself in nature,

See yourself in a picture that's in nature and take any place in nature that's coming to your intuitive mind right now.

Perceive yourself in that place in nature,

Feel it,

See it,

Touch it and feel the effect on your body,

On your soul.

Expand into that place,

Let go of all that doesn't support you here so that you can be open to receive whatever is offered here.

And I'm inviting you now to set the intention to ground in this nature with your feminine grounding,

With your feminine energy,

Your feminine way of grounding in this environment.

And I'm really asking you to not follow any picture that you might have in your head,

Maybe what you saw or learned about feminine energies or about grounding,

Just go intuitively,

Allow yourself to have that white wall in front of you and let it show you what's your intuitive feminine way of grounding is right now in that place of nature.

And watch yourself,

Watch yourself doing it,

Watch yourself starting to flow that feminine energy,

How does it show?

Do you ground through the earth like something like a grounding loop,

Maybe from your body to the earth and back,

Or is it more like that vaster way of grounding where you just connect through the air to all that lives there,

To all that vibrates there?

Do you ground through the smell,

The touch,

Which sense is in the forefront?

Does your body ground through all the pores of your being,

Or is it through your heart,

Or is it through your hands,

Really go with whatever wants to arise right now?

And let it be a feminine grounding and intuitively you will know what makes it feminine.

And again feminine doesn't equal women or woman,

Feminine energy can flow in anybody,

And this is to remember what specific unique quality it holds for you.

Does it have a specific color?

Does it flow in a circular way,

In a linear way,

In a chaotic way?

There is no wrong,

There's only your perception of it and your truth on it.

Breathe it,

Enjoy it and make it bigger,

Make it bigger,

Make it more expansive.

Even it might be,

Even though it might be like a silent energy,

You can still make it expansive,

You can still make it somehow intense in your experience.

So that you can truly remember it with every cell of your being,

You can feel it,

You can sense it,

You can know it.

And see how mother nature around you mirrors you,

See how she flows her feminine around you,

With you.

And I'm inviting you to specifically setting an intention to flow that energy through your female or your male organs,

Through your hips,

So that it may take away everything that's conditioned there,

Any energy that doesn't support your freedom right now.

You are her and she is you.

And the feminine can be wild,

It can be chaotic,

It can be so messy,

It can be pure liveness and so creative,

Can be calm but very intentional,

Can be caring,

Loving,

Knowing everything about safety and belonging.

So how does it show to you?

And if you really feel a lot of restriction within yourself,

Within your body,

Just remember and reconnect to that loving energy,

That unconditional love,

Because yes,

Your permission to flow that energy,

That wisdom,

Freely might be hidden,

Might be covered by a lot of taboos,

A lot of conditioning.

So what you're feeling right now might just be the pain of not having free access to that energy and that's big,

That's huge.

The most important part here is to stay loving,

To see yourself and tell yourself,

I see you and I feel you with that pain.

I see you with that current impossibility to flow that energy freely and I love you and I know you will heal.

And even if you might not be able to feel the energy,

I know your intuitive knowing will give you answers to the question,

What becomes possible for you as you flow your feminine energy,

As you ground through your feminine nature?

Just let the inner eye,

Those pictures,

Let them show you what becomes possible for you.

What becomes possible for you?

See the potential.

What becomes possible for you in your way of creating,

When you have that energy at hand freely,

Lovingly?

How would creation work for you?

Everyday life creation or project creation?

What is it that that energy can transmit?

What are you able to transmit from your physical being to the dimensions of energy or from energy being to your physical being?

What is it that transmits through you when you are in that energy?

What healing does it offer?

What's the healing offer to your body and to the world around you?

As you flow freely in that energy,

What healing becomes possible within you,

Your body,

Your life and the world around you?

Honor yourself.

You might as well see what healing you are offering to the earth,

To mother earth,

As you remember who you are,

As you remember that power,

That wisdom,

That creative force,

That expression of one of your truths.

Beautiful,

There you go.

Honor yourself for whatever you're seeing,

For whatever you are embracing right now.

Honor yourself and receive that healing from mother earth.

Ask her to heal you,

To offer that healing energy that you need right now in order to let go wherever there is the restriction within you,

Wherever there is taboo within you,

Wherever you don't trust that energy,

That source of creation within you.

Ask for healing and just watch it happen,

Just watch what she offers to you right now,

To your body,

To your being and all you have to do is receive and continue breathing.

Let go.

You are free.

The earth got you and always got you.

Remember,

Remember her.

She always carries you safely and you can remember the trust,

You can remember the comfort,

You can remember the power that lies in between you and you trusting her,

You and you remembering that you are of her,

That you are capable.

Let her offer you the healing that you can remember how creation can look like for you,

How love and care can feel like for you and how much agency you hold to create the life that you long to have,

You long to feel.

Let her shower you,

Bathe you,

Cleanse you,

Whatever she's offering,

Receive it.

It's unconditional and it's always an offer of love.

Receive and see the effect on your body.

You might want to touch your body physically to help your body let go,

To help your body receive what's there.

Beautiful.

You can stay here for as long as you wish or you breathe yourself back into that physical place you're in.

Into your body,

Into that room where you are not letting go of that energy,

Perceiving your feminine grounding,

Your feminine power in that place in your life where you are right now.

Remembering where it resides in your body that you can always choose to activate it so that it may guide you,

Carry you and empower you.

Remember that you are of her and she'll always keep you safe.

Thank you so much for having joined me in this practice today.

Thank you for choosing freedom,

Healing and self-empowerment.

Thank you for remembering who you are and to remember Mother Earth.

I wish for you the most peaceful and loving rest of your day and I can't wait to see you next time.

Thank you.

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