No More Time To Not Remember

When the personality that has been thrust upon you doesn’t fit, we can either decide to succumb or reconnect to our truth. Understand that your being is authentic and holds a sacred agreement that your Higher Self and your being agreed upon. Living out of that contract diminishes our Light and holds us back from imprinting the unique gift of our essence. We are here to leave a legacy of energy in this dimension. We are being called to show up in the powerful light of our truth.

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Let's just come into a much deeper place now,

Where we can sit with who we are and consider who am I,

And we get a sense of who we are from all those around us.

We feel that agitation when a sense of who we are is given to us from those around us,

And it doesn't reflect well for our own inner truth.

And we hear that in the statements that are brought towards us.

And so often they have the prefix,

You are always so.

Why are you always so?

And we don't get that as a resonance of truth in our own being.

We are relying on those around us to reflect and to inform us,

Like looking in a mirror and trying to work out who we are and how we look.

And have we put ourselves together well enough to present ourselves to the world.

We rely on the mirror to give us some kind of feedback,

But the mirror is a mirror image and even that is not true.

And we rely on the world around us to give us the feedback,

To tell us who we are.

And we hear it in condemnation,

Shaming and guilting,

Blaming.

We hear it in words of anger and hate,

Jealousy.

And we hear it in the words of immaturity,

Hatefulness.

And we listen to those ones more than anything.

It seems remarkable that those are the words that hit us so hard and hurt our hearts,

Hurt our souls.

And when someone says a kindness to us,

We barely acknowledge it.

But when someone speaks a pain to us,

We acknowledge it deeply.

Why is that?

Why is that?

And think about why it is.

When someone speaks and says to us,

You are always so,

It doesn't resonate as a truth from our inner core,

It doesn't resonate.

And so we have all the feelings that go into that,

Our resistance,

Our anger,

Our disappointment,

Our rage,

Our fury.

We have so many resistant energies that come in and through us.

You don't know who I am.

You don't see me.

Why don't you see me?

Because what they have said has made you think about you.

But we don't.

We think about what it is that we are not.

We constantly think about the pain,

The sorrow,

And the meanness,

And the hardship in that relationship that caused the pain,

That caused the sense of not being well within.

We focus our energy there and it depletes us even more.

So let's bring our awareness now.

Who am I?

Who am I really?

Who am I when I'm feeling the assault of words,

Attack,

Hatred,

Or anger towards me?

What do I call for from the very center and the very core of me?

What is speaking out as this is not true?

You don't know me.

How dare you?

What is speaking?

Don't listen to the how dare you.

Listen to what is calling you to see it.

Who am I?

So allow yourself now in the space where we can rest.

Let the body and the mind just take a break from the drama and the karma of life.

We're so tired of constantly being in that.

This body and this being is here in its form to be informed through the performing.

This constant performing,

This drama,

This karma,

It's exhausting.

And all this information is being pushed upon the body,

The form.

And the body and the form process to try and understand it.

We can only ever understand something from our own inner lens.

We cannot see it through the eyes of the other.

Their perception and their belief is through the filter of their life and all the journeys before.

We cannot change their filter.

We can only be in our own sense as truthfully and as graciously as we can.

Who am I?

Who am I when the one stands there and tells me I'm not worthwhile,

That I'm difficult to live with?

What is that part of me that knows me more than just my human form?

What is the light part of me want to say back?

And that part that is suppressed because the human self says no.

I must toe the line.

I must make it easier.

I mustn't make it harder for anybody.

I must suppress all of this.

I mustn't own it.

I mustn't speak my truth.

But what is the truth?

What are you being told from your light being that creates the rage,

The anger?

That energy that is surging up is the energy of awareness.

What they have said does not fit as truth.

It doesn't fit in me.

My light being is insulted.

And I'm not speaking for my light being.

I'm simply speaking as my human that is taught to be manipulated and suppressed,

To condone and excuse,

To apologize and to play weak,

To turn over and take the assault.

Ask yourself now to switch out of your perception and your screen the filter of your human that is being taught all these behaviors.

We've simply been programmed into these behaviors,

These thoughts by eons of subservience,

Suppression,

Manipulation,

Persecution.

Think of this as a technique.

When we go into our ways of cowering,

Feeling bad and sad and trying to make it better for everybody,

When we go into that cowering energy,

We are doing it to try and make it more peaceful.

But think about how you are feeling in your very center.

Are you peaceful?

Are you happy?

Do you feel heard and fulfilled?

Do you feel honored,

Respected and adored?

Do you feel any of that?

Listen to that carefully.

Are you listening to the part of you that wants to be respected,

Adored,

Heard?

Are you listening to your light being that is calling this as your energy?

It is calling it with great fury.

The rage that you are feeling is not the rage at the example or the behavior or the performance.

It is the rage of the self-betraying self.

It is time for us to step into who we are so that we can add the gift of who we are into this vortex.

We are a gift when we are the gift.

We are a distortion and we are chaos when we are in our untruth.

Who am I?

Now we ask as we rest the body deeply here to reconnect.

Who am I?

What is the code that I am carrying that is mine alone,

That is a gift that has been passed on from generation to generation?

What do I know and feel and resent and push against because of those who have suffered the oppression,

The manipulation and the hardship?

I honor their pain by recognizing it in me and I will not suppress me.

I will not dishonor me.

Find that energy.

Find your strength and see it as a light sword in the very center of your being.

Wear your sword in the center of your being.

Laser,

Sharp,

Clear,

Crystal.

Bring your sword as you hold it in your center to feel like your support,

Your backbone.

Let it feel like your core belief,

Core knowing,

Your absolute.

From this there is no wavering.

Who am I?

There is no waver here.

The sword of my truth is right embedded in the center of my being and I am holding it and it is expressing itself through me.

When I am right in the center of my truth and I am holding my sword of light in me,

Then if I hold myself in this world I can see in all directions from the center point but I always know when I am at my center,

When I am right in the middle,

I can see clearly.

I can see here and there,

Backwards and forwards.

I can see all those who are coming towards me.

They may offer me a reflection from their filter and from their lens,

From their life experiences.

But I know who I am.

I am not reliant upon the reflection given to me by any other.

I know how I think,

How I feel and how I resonate.

I am in my truth.

When we hold this energy and we begin to become very,

Very clear,

Then we no longer need to call in those who have the energy of contrast into our lives.

We can ask them to stop that behavior.

I do not need you to show me the contrast because I know who I am.

When we stop offering the job out,

When we stop calling in others around us to show us the contrast,

We are canceling the messenger system.

I don't need you to be the messenger of that aggravation in my life.

It is not what I am calling in and it is not who I stand for.

It is a disruptive energy.

It is diminishing,

Minimizing.

It will not be tolerated.

I release you and I cancel your subscription to messenger in my life.

I cancel you from being the messenger in my life.

I no longer need you to show me what it is that I am to stand for.

I know.

I offer a space in my life for all those who are able to come into the space with truth and love,

Who can see me clearly and hold me with great integrity.

When we release the messenger from our life,

They can become the visitor in our life and they can leave the parcels that they were intending to bring in,

They can leave them outside of my home.

In my home,

I welcome all visitors,

All guests that I invite in.

I do not invite their baggage,

Their packages in.

We have no more time to play in the drama.

We have only got time now to be in truth.

We are at a pivotal point and the only way that we are going to make a change is for each and every one of us to claim who we truly are.

Who am I?

Find that strength.

Generate it.

That's good.

Just feel it beginning to rise in every cell,

Every bone,

Every marrow,

Every tissue of your being.

Let it tingle and re-energize your body.

Connect yourself into the divine and sacred grid.

See yourself with the activation of this energy now.

Let the generating of this energy connect you into the divine and sacred grid.

What am I connecting in to the grid now?

Feel this energy,

Electromagnetic field opening,

Activating and running and charging this frequency into the grid.

I am truth.

I am love.

I am peace.

I am harmony.

When we hold the signal as I am,

This is the most powerful signal that we can release into the grid.

We are the signal.

We are the ones we have been waiting for.

Let your energy rest here now.

Connected.

Connected in,

I bring the gift of me.

Connected in to me,

I draw the gifts that will make me hold this energy more powerfully than ever before.

Feel this as strength and determination,

Courage and resiliency.

Feel it as unfaltering.

The more you can stand right in the center of it,

The more you can draw towards you the energy frequencies that match.

Those who come into my life and those who come into my home and my workspace and those with whom I connect on a daily basis,

I am drawing them towards me who know this frequency,

Who understand it,

Who resonate on the same level.

I am welcoming you into my life now.

Imagine turning a dial on a radio and the station that you've been listening to no longer valid,

No longer pleasurable.

Turn the dial.

Go through that little bit of static which is where we have been now for the longest time and see yourself settling right in to the perfect station,

The perfect frequency for you.

Beautiful.

Beautiful.

I choose for me.

I choose truth.

I allow me.

I see me.

I stand for me.

We have been told that this is egotistical,

This is arrogance,

It is not.

This is absolute strength,

Absolute honesty.

Do not succumb to that game.

It's a manipulation.

We are here in a form with a powerful ego so that we can withstand weakness.

Stand in your ego strong,

Strengthened,

Truthful,

Loving and embracing self unfulteringly.

Feel that energy at your throat.

Drop it right back into your shoulders,

Shoulder blades and feel the strength of your shoulders holding you and supporting you.

And in the strength of us holding,

Feel like you are being held.

Become aware of the insight and the guidance that is always around you and that you call towards your higher self to inspire you as you continue this life journey.

In perfect alignment with your higher self,

Feeling the divine connection right through you,

The center core light fully illuminated and the opening up of all the chakras spinning perfectly.

All meridians and ley lines of this being now finding itself in perfect harmony with the earth and with the divine matrix.

And everything comes from this heart.

I know who I am as the heart desires.

What I'm desiring is truth and I allow me to feel and know this absolutely.

To this beautiful heart we send love and to all those who are in our lives we send love.

We allow this energy to be unconditional love for no matter where each one is,

Where they are is the perfect place for them to be now.

And I am choosing for me to be in my perfect place.

The more perfect we can see this,

The greater level of perfection is available in the grid.

I allow for me to be in my perfect place.

Unconditional love for me.

At the center of my being with this beautiful cord of light and love connecting in,

Feel the strength here,

My light guidance towards and through this human being in this journey like a light radiating out in front of me illuminating the path.

I find it easy to move through this world because I am holding the light that opens the path ahead.

I am the light that opens the path ahead.

I am the light that will illuminate spaces that those who are in darkness might see if they choose.

I allow for that to choose or not to choose.

It is their journey.

I choose and that makes the light possible.

I choose me.

We bring the energy all the way down to the second chakra and we think how we hold the spaces of connections with all others and the mirror that is given to us through them.

I no longer need a mirror.

At the very center of myself,

I am radiating and reflecting light outward.

From the space,

See yourself creating a new chrysalis,

A new part around you,

Powerful,

Beautiful,

Clear and calm,

Bright,

Radiant,

Luminous energy.

On the outside of your pod,

Create a mirror-like surface and those who come into your life can see themselves in the quiet,

Inner calm stillness of your absolute self-assurance,

Your complete confidence,

Courage and resiliency.

And they can choose to adapt or adjust their own behavior but we will not play in that behavior.

We will not add any more drama and calm.

We will not feed it.

Bringing that beautiful energy into your body,

Into the strengths of your leg,

Legs,

Your courage,

Your standing in your truth.

We thank this body for supporting so beautifully this life and the knowing of who we are and that when we take the last breath through this body,

We know that we are already connected to our light being.

Connect your light being and your life being.

One stream,

One connection,

One beautiful flow of magic,

Light and love.

My light being informs my life being.

My life being informs my light.

One beautiful sound.

One beautiful life.

Take a nice deep breath and allow yourself to come on back.

May this peace now be with you,

In you,

Through you and around you as you hold this meditation in your heart,

Your mind and your soul.

May it unfold for you in the most amazing,

Spectacular,

Glorious and miraculous,

Seemingly miraculous ways.

So much love for that.

So much love.

So much love for that.

Reviews

Thank you dearest Joy for these light moments of insight and inspiration. Xo Rebekah

Perfect for me right now, thank you so much Joy 🙏🏻🌟

This was so very empowering and resonated with my Aries Sun. Thank you deeply! ♥️

Thank you for your guidance ❤️. Your approach has allowed for many insights 🙏

So beautifully strengthening and recharging!!!!!!