As always,
I invite you into this experience with me.
Most likely the conversation today will be triggering.
Hello Meg.
And so I invite you to be fully present if you can.
And if you can't be fully present,
I invite you to listen to the recording once it's available or if you're listening to the recording already,
Listen to it again when you can be fully present.
Because it's always important to know that in my talks,
I have very clear intentions that I come forward with.
That this is not just a talk,
That this is a vibrational exchange and that there is always availability for transformation for you.
And heck knows,
Maybe me too.
I'm definitely all for it.
And the more present you are with your awareness,
With your body,
The more availability there is for you to experience transformation of some kind,
Some level,
Whatever is right for you.
Okay?
Yay.
So just start by taking a nice deep breath in through the nose,
Out through the mouth,
Set the intention to be here with me,
Set the intention to receive not only the words,
But the vibrations.
Because these two words,
Power and money are usually extremely triggering for people.
And why is that?
A lot of times in the spiritual community,
We see comments that we are scared of our own power.
In all honesty,
That never really resonated with me,
Although I've said it,
It never resonated with me.
And even as I have faced deep fear of the dark feminine,
Deep fear of the power of the unknown,
Of the void,
Of the abyss,
It still doesn't resonate with me.
Now,
Ain't that some shit?
But I'll tell you the realization that I had and how I validated myself in my non-resonance with that statement.
But first off,
Let's just start with the word power.
When you hear that word,
What do you feel?
What do you think of?
What comes to mind?
Just note it for yourself.
Oftentimes,
When we think of power,
We think of people in power,
White men,
Primarily in our distorted patriarchal society.
That's changing.
And that's why this conversation is so very important.
We often think of men who have been in power.
And often we think of traumatic experiences,
Whether there are personal experiences or the experiences of humanity,
Right?
Where power has been experienced.
So it's important for you to know what comes up for you.
Another thing that might come up for power is the experience of another thing that might come up for power is the power of nature,
Gaia,
The powerful ocean.
But just notice the first thing that comes into your head.
Notice what happens with your body.
Yeah.
Excellent.
Fear.
Perfect.
It's even beneficial to say it out loud right now.
Say the word power out loud and acknowledge what happens here.
Yes.
Tense constriction.
Perfect.
Ego.
Excellent.
Excellent.
Now try saying out loud,
I am powerful.
And what do you feel?
What comes to your awareness?
And we're doing all of this simply with the observer.
No judgment for yourself or for others.
Just observing what occurs,
Observing what arises with a word.
Because words are fantastic tools to point us to our belief structures.
Isn't it amazing how one word can flip you into another state of being completely?
So we can utilize the words to trigger ourselves so that we can see deeper,
So we can understand deeper acceptance and inner peace.
Beautiful,
Gaia.
Now what about money?
Just take a nice deep breath into your body.
Money.
Millions,
Billions,
Trillions,
Lots of money.
No money.
Greed.
Yes.
Notice how your body feels and the immediate thoughts that come into your head.
This is all just simply information for you to point to your belief structures around power and money.
Because the truth is,
Is it's not actually about power or money.
That's your belief.
Does that make sense?
Greed actually has nothing to do with money.
Ultimately,
It's a way that money is used.
Power I'll go into as well.
But how beautiful is it for us to really know ourselves?
Because to know ourselves in our belief structures is to know ourselves.
It's not just to know ourselves in spiritual concepts and affirmations that we're clinging to and hopes that it shifts our vibration.
Wink,
Wink.
I can't actually wink.
No,
This is knowing the bullshit that we subscribe to because when you know your bullshit,
Well then,
Fantastic.
Now you can subscribe to something else.
Isn't that beautiful?
So I had quite a journey this year with both power and money.
And I'm going to be just really raw and vulnerable on this conversation today.
I've had a long journey with power.
I mean,
We've all had a long journey with power and money.
But this year I really learned some lessons.
One of the lessons I learned is that they go hand in hand.
True power goes hand in hand with abundance of money,
Abundance,
Prosperity,
Wealth,
Not really money.
Money is,
But it's not the only channel.
Money is a channel of wealth,
A channel of prosperity that we currently use in humanity.
But of course,
It's not the only one.
But however,
Power and money go hand in hand.
So let's back up here a little bit.
When I started to awaken,
I was in a state of deep awareness of my own power.
I was in a state of full body orgasmic bliss.
I was driving.
I had to pull over because I was in full body orgasm.
And then I was absolutely blissed out for the rest of the day.
Something I had never experienced.
I mean,
Crazy bliss.
It was extremely powerful.
And that really began my spiritual awakening.
And very soon into my spiritual awakening,
I was working with plant medicines.
I was working with ayahuasca and I was really feeling and experiencing the immense power of grandma,
Mother,
As it's called,
Of source energy,
When you are in those states and you are open,
Because at that time I needed plant medicine to open me up.
I don't need it anymore.
But then I did and that was okay.
And when I was in those open states,
I could feel all of this power.
Thank you,
Sweetheart.
And the truth of it was,
Is that I wanted it.
I wanted power.
I wanted to be seen as powerful.
And so I began chasing it,
Chasing how to become more powerful.
I wasn't conscious that I was doing this.
I wasn't like literally thinking to myself,
I want to chase power,
But that was the truth of the energy that I was in.
I thought power was intense and of course,
Strong.
And I thought it would just like rip everything to shreds and have this very Kali energy.
If you've ever worked with any of the goddesses,
Kali was one who came to me and worked with me and I was like,
Yeah,
She's so powerful.
Right?
That's power.
But over the years,
What I learned was that power is also extremely tender,
Very,
Very nurturing.
But in all honesty,
It took me letting go,
Trying to be so powerful to find the tenderness within.
And then this year I learned even a greater lesson.
All lessons start or most lessons,
I should say,
It's never an all,
Right?
There's always exceptions to the rules.
Most lessons start out conceptually,
Something that we learn as a concept,
But we don't really learn the lesson until it becomes experiential.
That's where we really learn it.
That's where it sinks into our body and we experience it in our physical reality and it anchors into us.
Otherwise it's just up here.
And that's what happened to me in 2022.
Did I say this year?
Last year,
2022,
The power,
Because what I've realized back to the original conversation around people being scared of their own power is that people aren't scared of power.
People are scared of the misconstrued versions of power,
Our misunderstanding of power,
Which is actually force.
Power and force are radically different.
And as I said,
Power is tender.
Of course it is also strong and intense,
But power is never,
Ever forceful.
Let's take a nice deep breath there.
Letting that sink into yourself.
Power is never forceful.
Somebody who is in force is in force.
That's not power.
We have misunderstood force to be power.
What are we scared of?
We're scared of force because force causes pain.
Force is forceful.
It's pretty self-explanatory.
Force needs resistance to push against.
You have no resistance.
You don't have any force.
So force is created in the energy of resistance.
And what do I mean by resistance?
Resistance to truth,
Resistance to unconditional love,
To source,
To God,
To creation.
So how does this show up in our human reality?
Force is largely rooted in the belief of scarcity.
So now you can see where money comes into this conversation.
Scarcity.
So take a nice deep breath here.
Scarcity is a belief.
Do people experience scarcity?
Absolutely.
Is there scarcity all over our planet?
Absolutely.
But is scarcity a truth of the universe or is it a belief structure that humanity has created and thus experiences?
So I want to be really clear here.
I'm not undermining the experience of scarcity,
But it is a belief structure created by humanity.
Even science can't help but say how abundant the universe is.
The universe is naturally abundant.
Gaia is abundant,
But scarcity was created and is now experienced.
And through the energy of scarcity,
Force is what ensues and greed and control and suppression.
So again,
I want you to really breathe right here because vagus nerves,
Nervous systems are being triggered.
I want you to be aware of this because this is where this lives in your body.
The fear,
The fear of not power of force,
The fear of scarcity.
Yeah.
Scarcity is fucking scary,
Right?
To believe in scarcity is fucking scary.
And I'm not saying it's an easy thing to resolve within yourself.
It's here.
It's also in your subconscious mind.
It has been solidified for,
You know,
How long through humanity,
How long has humanity lived in scarcity really since Atlantis?
So a very,
Very long time with lots of zeros behind it.
Okay.
And the further that a belief is validated,
Experienced,
Validated,
Experienced,
Validated,
It solidifies right into our genetic makeup,
Into our society,
Into everything that we do and experience and see and learn.
It's all embedded.
Scarcity is embedded within all of it.
And I'm going to talk a little bit more about this on my talk that I set up for next week on 2023,
Because I've gotten some channelings about some information about 2023 that I want to share with you guys.
But I really want you to just,
If anything,
I want you to take this one thing from this conversation tonight.
Maybe I have to do a part two of this because I don't,
I have so much time tonight and I feel like we're just getting warmed up,
Just getting to know each other.
Right.
But one thing I want you to really understand here is the difference between power and force.
Vibrationally feel that,
Right?
Not to say that like when Gaia is in her power of like tornadoes and crazy ass weather,
That can't be scary.
Right.
But when you think of Gaia's power,
You don't tend to naturally get triggered in fear.
Right.
There's kind of like this magnetism and like mystique and mysteriousness and draw into it.
That's the feminine.
That's the abyss.
The abyss draws us in to her beauty,
To her magnificence.
We don't always know what to do with it,
But she draws us in.
Whereas when you think of somebody like Hitler,
Which was,
Who was 100% force.
Fuck yeah,
That's scary.
If you think of somebody coming into that level of like authority again,
That's fucking scary.
Right.
There's no like mysteriousness there.
You're not like,
Hey,
Really want to get to know him better.
You know,
No,
You're like,
Fuck that.
So,
You know,
Gaia is a really great example of power.
So your guys's homework,
I'm going to give you some homework is to,
To think of all the different ways that Gaia is right.
Of her,
Of her tenderness,
Of her beauty,
Of her magnificence.
I mean,
How many times has Gaia just blown you away?
Right.
That you're just like outside staring at the sunset or whatever it is.
And you're just like,
Oh my God,
This is the most captivating,
Most beautiful thing.
And you know,
Tears are running down your eyes and you're just like,
Oh,
That's power.
Power uplifts us.
Power ignites us.
When somebody is in power,
They ignite others.
They uplift others just naturally through the vibration of power.
There's no suppression.
There's no control.
There's no manipulation.
There's no judgment.
There's no competition because if two people are in power,
Even if they're seemingly doing the same thing,
Their power,
There's no competition in power.
None.
If you've ever,
You know,
Ridden a wave,
Surfed away or been on a sailboat,
Right.
With the sails up and just the sheer force of wind pushing the sailboat.
Anything like that,
Where you're kind of tapped into the power of Gaia.
It's so exhilarating.
You're not scared of your power.
You're scared of your force.
You're not scared of money.
You're scared of greed,
Selfishness.
And that's all in the same scarcity and force.
The power and money in the energy of power is giving and sustaining.
Power is self sustaining.
It naturally wants to move.
Money likes movement.
It doesn't like to be stationary.
It doesn't like to be stagnant.
It most definitely does not like to be held onto.
It likes movement.
It likes conscious movement,
Just like water and air,
Just like the elements of Gaia,
Because money is of this planet,
Of,
Of humanity,
Of us.
Sailing is a partnership.
Absolutely.
With power comes great responsibility.
Spiderman,
He's got his shit in order.
It's truth.
The more power you hold,
The more integrity you have to have.
And it becomes very,
Very subtle integrity.
Just like that.
It's a partnership.
Everything in life is a partnership.
Everything.
The partnership with you and yourself,
The partnership with your body,
The partnership with your emotions,
The partnership with your heart,
The partnership with money,
The partnership with your partner,
The partnership with your family,
The partnership with society.
Everything is a relationship.
Everything,
Which is really wonderful because then you get to see how you show up.
What kind of a partner are you?
It's a really good question to ask yourself.
Money likes to flow around.
The more it flows,
The more it can do.
The most abundant people are most in flow.
It loves to move.
If you talk to the spirit of money,
It loves movement.
And that's a relationship.
So I'll have to do a part two of this.
I promise I will not next week.
Sorry to have those two,
But I'll do it the following week.
We'll do money and wealth.
Wink,
Wink.
Part two.
We'll go a little bit deeper into this conversation.
I was going to share more of my story.
I'm just running out of time,
But I just want you to really take this one thing.
I want you to start to contemplate this wealth,
Abundance,
Flow of money,
Scarcity,
Contraction,
Greed,
And just feel vibrationally the difference.
Even the words,
Right?
When you say greed,
Holding onto,
Selfishness,
Right?
Contraction,
Restriction,
Hoarding,
Flow,
Abundance,
Giving,
Fluid,
Overflow,
Right?
Overflow is like overflow.
It's flowing,
Right?
Just spend this week in contemplation,
Right?
Have question marks.
I love,
I tell you guys this all the time,
Right?
Question marks,
Question mark,
Power.
I want to experience the flavor,
The essence,
The feeling,
The sensation of power.
Show it to me,
Universe.
Give it to me.
Come on,
Let's go.
I want to feel,
Experience the flavor,
The sensation of force.
What do I need to know about power?
What do I need to know about force?
Show me.
Where?
Where in my life am I in force?
Where in my life am I in power and flow?
Inquire,
Inquire,
Inquire,
Inquire.
Don't be scared of the answers.
You're such a powerful,
Powerful being.
And contemplate,
Contemplate the vibrations,
The words,
Because love and integrity,
Integrity,
Which means it's supportive of life,
Is powerful.
And you know,
Hitler,
Who was in force,
Met with power,
Which was Winston Churchill and the people that were trying to support the people.
Force doesn't go against power.
It can't.
When force faces power,
It loses.
Everything loses to power because power is love,
Integrity,
Life giving,
Life sustaining.
Can you just feel those words?
Life giving,
Life sustaining.
If you start to think of power as life giving,
Life sustaining.
You start to think of money as opportunity giving,
It changes your perspective.
Okay,
Everybody.
So I will make a part two.
