Each moment comes with a choice of radiance or absorption.
Absorption is every time you're engaging in the mind,
Thinking about this or that which just doesn't raise your vibration.
Instead,
It sucks the radiance out of you,
It sucks the light out of you and makes you focus on the seeming dark absorption energy.
And we don't notice that,
That's the trickiest part.
That we do not notice when the energy is absorbing,
It's not radiating.
And you can just see that in you that every time when you're alone or with another person,
What's your energy?
You can just test yourself right then and there,
Are you radiating or absorbing?
Because we take pride in being emotionally sensitive or maybe we condemn being emotionally sensitive.
But all that doesn't matter,
Whether you're emotionally sensitive or not does not matter.
You can be radiant no matter how many emotions you're feeling.
Or you're taking on other people's energy,
Doesn't matter.
When you're radiating,
Everything is below that,
Everything comes underneath your radiance.
Because your radiance becomes your top priority.
It overlaps everything else,
Whether you're feeling or thinking something.
It's just a matter of focus,
You can be focused on the energies that you're feeling or the things that you're thinking.
Or you can just shift your focus right then and there to radiate.
You can think in lower planes or in higher planes,
Which are thoughts about love or oneness or unity.
All of those can be off the mind,
But they are much on a higher level,
Higher plane.
So then you're not absorbing.
So notice your thoughts on which plane they are,
If they're on the lower plane,
You're going to be absorbing.
We tell ourselves all kinds of stories to be a victim.
To blame others,
To blame ourselves or to blame life,
To blame God.
That's all victim consciousness and that's all absorption.
There's no creation,
There's no responsibility.
And there's no radiance.
But when your thoughts level up,
When they go on a higher plane,
You start to radiate,
You become the creator,
You take full responsibility.
When it's hard,
You can just simply stop the absorption and simply focus on the energy.
On the radiance,
Maybe you can focus on your heart radiating or you can just focus on the vibration of love.
So the word love tunes you into the vibration of love.
Or you can simply stop thinking like nothing,
Not even thinking of love,
Not even thinking of anything.
You stop indulging in your thoughts.
There may be thoughts,
So of course mind will never stop thinking.
So there may be thoughts,
But you don't indulge in the thoughts.
You don't indulge in your judgments or anybody else's projection,
Your projection.
You don't indulge in that and instantly you become the radiance.
It's like whenever you stop absorbing,
The radiance automatically starts to happen.
So you gotta catch yourself absorbing.
You gotta catch yourself indulging again.
Indulging again in your stories,
In your victimhood,
In other people's minds and what they think about you.
All low vibrational things about your social validation.
So all of those strategies we put up to survive,
To be loved,
To manipulate others somehow so that they fulfill our desires.
To care about what they think about us,
To somehow make people like us.
All of those things are absorption.
And then each moment becomes an opportunity.
Are you abided?
Are you constituted as service,
As love,
As radiance?
Or in that moment are you absorbed,
Selfish?
You can test yourself that way.
Notice the difference you automatically feel when you make the shift.
I'm not gonna dwell in my lower vibrational thoughts.
Instantly you upgrade your standards of thinking and you start radiating.
You don't care about anything.
You don't care about yourself in that way.
Because the more you care about your own persona,
The more you start to absorb things.
But the more you care about just being of service,
Whether it's from words or just from your own experience.
So it's just your tolerance level.
What kind of thoughts are you gonna tolerate?
Are you gonna tolerate absorption?
Be attentive.
Because if you don't,
Then you're gonna be absorbing 99% of the time.
And you wouldn't even notice that.
So,
You're gonna be absorbing 99% of the time.
And if you don't,
Then you're gonna be absorbing 99% of the time.
And you wouldn't even notice that.
So it's a conscious decision,
Which is based on awareness and holding up yourself to a standard.
And only you can do that.
I cannot come into you and see if you're radiating or absorbing.
Only you can keep yourself accountable.
Only you can pause,
Ask yourself,
What kind of thoughts am I entertaining?
Are they making me absorb or are they making me radiate?
You can simply close your eyes right now and imagine yourself radiating.
As if light is coming out of you.
You can imagine from your heart or from your whole body that you are made of light.
And that you're only love,
There's nothing else.
And there's energy flowing out of you.
Like a sun,
You can imagine yourself as a sun.
Is the sun absorbing or radiating?
And you are the same.
And you are the same.
And instantly feel those vibrations.
And in that moment when you're feeling that,
Are you having any self-critical or judgmental thoughts about yourself or anybody else?
No.
There's no fear,
There's no hatred or other emotions that shift us into absorption.
No,
There's nothing because you're just radiating.
And see the simplicity of it.
You can do it for 20 minutes or you can do it for 2 seconds.
And instantly shift into radiance.
Set a standard for yourself that I'm only gonna entertain what is best for me and best for everybody else.
If you're here to serve,
If you're here to give,
If you're here to love,
Then you have to set a standard.
Each absorption,
When you identify it,
Is an opportunity.
Don't judge yourself,
Just be alert and shift.
Seize the opportunity to shift into radiance.
Gently,
Not indulging and letting go,
Releasing.
And when you release,
It's already going out,
Radiating.
You lose yourself and you merge with love,
Merge with God.
That's your true self.
