Hello.
This is a recording.
I've been doing a lot of search on the inner child and meditating.
I couldn't fall asleep because I was inspired to talk to my inner child.
I wanted to.
.
.
I had this thought that I needed to extract and I needed to talk to my inner child.
To care for my inner child.
Each one of us has an inner child.
This recording is so random that anything goes.
It woke me up and it told me to pick up the recorder and start recording what happens here.
I'm going to take myself into a deep trance and breathe.
Breathe to make a connection with my inner child.
I'm not even sure where this will be going.
It's so unplanned.
It's so big and from the unknown.
Each one of us has an inner child.
Some of us have abandoned the middle of our child.
It's consistently wanting to connect with us.
Wanting to be part of us.
But being busy in this world of survival.
We neglect our inner child.
And therefore we're wondering why we're hurting inside.
Emotionally confused.
Our little inner child is someone between 3-5 years of age.
Stuck.
Wanting to express herself.
Himself.
Himself.
If we embrace our inner child and love it,
Recognise it,
Realise there's a part of us that needs to be acknowledged.
We need to be there.
If we're hurting,
I don't understand why.
It's because this little inner being,
This spiritual little being in us,
Has been so neglected.
It's time to connect with your inner self,
Your inner child,
Your inner girl,
Your inner boy,
Your child.
The age.
Anywhere between 3-5.
Now I'm going to talk to my inner child.
I'm going to take myself into a trance.
And lightly talk.
Hello.
Hello,
My little one.
I'm truly sorry.
Truly sorry for not acknowledging all these years.
Truly sorry that you came here,
You exist in me.
You came here to express yourself.
I'm truly sorry for not valuing myself enough,
Thinking I'm unworthy,
That I forgot that you even existed in this life force.
You are a beautiful spirit.
I'm going to take you now,
Embrace you,
Take you close to my heart.
I never want to neglect you again.
You are me.
I understand your journey.
I understand that you chose the path of hardship to be here.
I understand that you,
Your purpose,
My little child,
My beautiful young boy,
Came here to manifest,
To create.
Your true purpose is to express yourself.
Your suffering,
Your suffering from your chosen path in this planet has to have been.
And it's meant to be.
And it is what it is and how it was.
Your suffering is a sacrifice for all of us,
Especially me.
I'm truly sorry.
Please forgive me.
I truly love you,
My little child,
My young boy.
You're now,
I see you now.
You're five years of age.
How brave you are to come to this planet with people that you were destined to be.
Your mother and father.
You were cast to them to experience the most hardship.
You were given to them by your choice to arrive here.
You were given the father who abandoned you as a child.
Through his own survival,
He abandoned you too.
To make a living for his family.
And he too was escaping this life and he too had an inner child that was challenged but not understood by him.
He too had a chance to experience himself,
To nurture his own child,
To realise that he was given,
He too was given the challenge of hardship.
It's like we're all given a challenge of hardship.
You,
My child,
Are ready to shine with me,
Through me.
For the greater purpose of others out there who hear your voice.
For you,
My child,
You're here to express yourself.
Teach us what you need to teach us because you are the grand master.
Express yourself now through me.
Manifest what you need to manifest.
I pledge that I will stand down,
Follow you,
Check in with you,
Embrace you,
My child.
I love you so much.
Truly sorry that I have not found myself until now.
Truly sorry but I know it is a destiny.
Truly sorry that I couldn't find you earlier as I did not know what self-love was.
We have beautiful parents,
You and I.
We love them so much.
One was a beautiful spiritual mother.
We loved so much.
She passed and transformed into a beautiful spirit.
No longer here with us and passed many years ago.
And a father,
Our father,
Who we love,
We forgive,
Who abandoned us.
Who,
Who he didn't understand himself or the world.
He could have though.
Who's challenge was schizophrenia,
Whose challenge was the bottle.
He formed us.
He formed you.
I'm truly sorry.
I truly love you now.
I always loved you but I didn't know how.
You once again chose this beautiful path.
A path of hardship.
One that needs to have learnt what you know now.
How love is more important than any other force energy.
And together,
As we are one now,
We'll help shine the light for others to see,
To feel.
Many of us are abandoned.
Many of us are lost.
Life operates in a way that we'll lose and crave for connection.
And life operates in what form of separation is this ever meant to be.
Everyone's challenge is different.
Everyone's challenge is different.
You my child,
Are left in my heart.
And place you into my heart.
I'll never ever abandon you.
So happy for you.
I see you.
I see you.
I see you.
I feel you.
I cherish you.
You are safe now my child.
You are one with me.
We are one.
I love you.
Please forgive me.
We are one.
