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On Awakening โ€“ 11th Step Meditation

by Amanda Hawse

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A guided meditation based on the 11th step of Alcoholics Anonymous and other 12-step programs. This recording begins with a reading from pages 86-88 of the Big Book, "On awakening..." and concludes with a guided meditation and prayer inspired by the format described in the reading. The reading is approximately 4 minutes followed by 5 minutes of music, guided and unguided meditation during which you can connect with your conception of God. The meditation ends with a prayer that we be shown all through the day what our next step is to be.

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An excerpt from the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous,

Pages 86,

87,

And 88.

On awakening,

Let us think about the 24 hours ahead.

We consider our plans for the day.

Before we begin,

We ask God to direct our thinking,

Especially asking that it be divorced from self-pity,

Dishonest,

Or self-seeking motives.

Under these conditions,

We can employ our mental faculties with assurance,

For after all God gave us brains to use.

Our thought-life will be placed on a much higher plane when our thinking is cleared of wrong motives.

In thinking about our day,

We may face indecision.

We may not be able to determine which course to take.

Here,

We ask God for inspiration,

An intuitive thought,

Or a decision.

We relax and take it easy.

We don't struggle.

We are often surprised how the right answers come after we have tried this for a while.

What used to be the hunch,

Or the occasional inspiration,

Gradually becomes a working part of the mind.

Being still inexperienced and having just made conscious contact with God,

It is not probable that we are going to be inspired at all times.

We might pay for this presumption in all sorts of absurd actions and ideas.

Nevertheless,

We find that our thinking will,

As time passes,

Be more and more on the plane of inspiration.

We come to rely upon it.

We usually conclude the period of meditation with a prayer that we be shown all through the day what our next step is to be,

That we be given whatever we need to take care of such problems.

We ask especially for freedom from self-will,

And are careful to make no request for ourselves only.

We may ask for ourselves,

However,

If others will be helped.

We are careful never to pray for our own selfish ends.

Many of us have wasted a lot of time doing that,

And it doesn't work.

You can easily see why.

If circumstances warrant,

We ask our wives or friends to join us in morning meditation.

If we belong to a religious denomination which requires a definite morning devotion,

We attend to that also.

If not members of religious bodies,

We sometimes select and memorize a few set prayers which emphasize the principles we have been discussing.

There are many helpful books also.

Suggestions about these may be obtained from one's priest,

Minister,

Or rabbi.

Be quick to see where religious people are right.

Make use of what they offer.

As we go through the day,

We pause when agitated or doubtful,

And ask for the right thought or action.

We constantly remind ourselves we are no longer running the show,

Humbly saying to ourselves many times each day,

Thy will be done.

We are then in much less danger of excitement,

Fear,

Anger,

Worry,

Self-pity,

Or foolish decisions.

We become much more efficient.

We do not tire so easily,

For we are not burning up energy foolishly as we did when we were trying to arrange life to suit ourselves.

It works.

It really does.

We alcoholics are undisciplined,

So we let God discipline us in the simple way we have just outlined.

In the spirit of this reading,

And as suggested in the 11th step of Alcoholics Anonymous,

Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God.

Let us begin.

Close your eyes.

God,

Before I begin thinking about the 24 hours ahead,

I ask that you direct my thinking.

I ask especially that it be divorced from self-pity,

Dishonest,

Or self-seeking motives.

Having asked for your direction,

And in asking,

Believing that it has been received,

I can employ my mental faculties with assurance,

For after all,

You gave me a brain to use.

My thought life is now on a much higher plane,

As you have cleared it of wrong motives.

God,

As I think about my day,

If I face a decision,

If I cannot determine which course to take,

Please give me the presence of mind to ask for inspiration,

An intuitive thought or decision.

And now I will relax and take it easy.

I will not struggle.

God,

Before I begin thinking about the 24 hours ahead,

I ask that you direct my thinking.

God,

Before I begin thinking about the 24 hours ahead,

I ask that you direct my thinking.

God,

Before I begin thinking about the 24 hours ahead,

I ask that you direct my thinking.

God,

Before I begin thinking about the 24 hours ahead,

I ask that you direct my thinking.

God,

Before I begin thinking about the 24 hours ahead,

I ask that you direct my thinking.

God,

Please show me all through the day what my next step is to be.

Please provide me with whatever I need to take care of such problems.

God,

Please remove from me my self-will and allow me the grace to pause when agitated or doubtful so that I may ask for the right thought or action.

And may I have the good sense to say to myself many times today,

Thy will be done.

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Amanda HawseVentura, CA, USA

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Margaret

September 24, 2025

Thank you for this steady, calming practice to start the day and remind us that we are never alone on our journey and that we always have guidance and protection should we choose to listen for it. Namaste

arvin

September 8, 2025

Wish there were more meditations like this. Mahalo

Travis

September 4, 2025

Love the AA take, appreciate the supportive step work

Mo

September 2, 2025

Fantastic! Thank you so much for this guided AA inspired meditation.

Moises

July 16, 2025

I loved how you integrated the reading with your gentle voice followed by the prayer! Thanks for sharing! ๐Ÿค

Tracy

June 24, 2025

I found this so comforting and inspiring! Im not coming from an addiction but saw that someone else was listening so I wanted to check it out and really enjoyed the message. ๐Ÿ™

Nilz

June 7, 2025

Simply the perfect way to launch the day ~ Happy 90th Anniversary of AA today! โœจthe founders would be so delighted with this lovely meditation and beautiful music. Thank You ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ 3x3 ๐Ÿ’–

Cherylin

May 26, 2025

I enjoyed this morning meditation to start my day thankyou

Dan

April 22, 2025

Perfect to use to start my next 24 hours in recovery. Thank you! ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป

Astrid

March 23, 2025

Love that the 11th step was incorporated! I also learned some new things about AA - ACA member

James

March 18, 2025

This medication came at really good time for me and perhaps was an example of โ€œthe will be doneโ€ . Thank you!

John

March 14, 2025

Great narrating from the Big Book. Thoughtful and valid expanding without deviation from the prayer. Soft guitar and birds just right. A nice way to start the day.

Jabe

March 10, 2025

Feels right. Like I finally made it here. Thank you for this. Well done.

Cathy

March 3, 2025

This was really helpful to me, I appreciate your input and help to me

Jenny

February 17, 2025

Great way to start the day!! Thank you!! 04/06/2024 ๐Ÿ˜Š

Fiona

January 26, 2025

I love Amandaโ€™s voice and she really lead a very calming and freeing session.

Christine

December 27, 2024

I'm grateful to have come across this meditation this morning. This will be a regular for me. Thank you โค๏ธ

Joy

December 6, 2024

It was amazing to incorporate my AA journey with the maintenance of my spiritual journey! Thank you

Marcus

November 25, 2024

I'm in AA and have been for over 7 years. Thank you so much for this. Have a blessed day

Sam

November 23, 2024

Super helpful way of approaching this daily reading and meditation. Thank you!

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