Channeled Tarot Reading: It Was Not Your Fault

Hello my beautiful soul!

Welcome to my channel.

This reading was recorded with the intention to find you at the right time.

So if you've clicked on this it means that you're meant to receive this message.

So let's connect to spirit.

I'm using like different decks today.

We're starting with the tarot.

What does this person need to hear today?

What is the message?

What does this person need to hear today?

We're using the moon child tarot for this.

So if you are a Cancerian this might resonate even more with you.

You don't have to be a Cancerian but moon child,

That's what it is.

There's some big energies here going on.

Some big energies.

I felt that there was one more.

Okay,

All right.

Okay,

Okay.

Right,

My darling.

Let me just.

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No,

I don't feel them reverses.

Okay.

Okay,

Okay,

Okay.

We've got the three of swords here.

We've got the three of swords.

I feel like this is a card that is always such an emotional card,

The three of swords,

Isn't it?

With these swords like piercing through the heart.

I feel like you have been through quite a bit.

I feel like you have been through quite a bit.

What I'm getting is also a sense of fear that what you've been through could repeat again.

I feel like that it might have been so painful that you're fearing that it's going to carry on or that it's going to repeat itself.

Maybe you're having a hard time to trust that that very intense period or painful period of your life is over.

Also this kind of pain,

I feel like it is a pain that has transformed you in many ways.

I feel like you've become a different person from having experienced this.

I want to give you,

I want to genuinely send you so much love from the bottom of my heart because I really feel like this is,

I get a lot of fear.

I get a lot of fear coming from here.

Fear that this is going to repeat again.

Okay,

And I'm getting,

I'm informing this with the other cards that have come up for you which is the hermit and also justice.

Okay,

So I feel like you are craving a sense of balance here with justice.

I feel like you're craving a sense of balance.

You're craving a little bit of peace.

You're craving fairness.

I actually feel like that's also connected to the pain,

The pain that it was probably,

It felt very unfair to be experiencing what you've experienced.

It felt very unfair that all this pain had to come to you,

That this had to happen in your life and there's a need to bring things to balance.

There's a need for harmony.

There's a need for peace to be felt.

Yeah,

There's a need for peace to be felt.

I feel like you're really craving that justice.

This is how you do it.

Yeah,

The hermit is how you do it.

The hermit is the inner journey,

Right,

Is the inner journey back to yourself.

Whatever this thing was that has caused you so much pain,

This is time with the hermit here,

This is time to give yourself the chance to process it,

However long it's going to take.

I don't think it would take super long,

But I feel like this is the time to unconditionally choose yourself.

This is the time to unconditionally choose yourself.

Give yourself the time and the chance to process what happened,

To process that pain and that's gonna be the time where you're gonna learn how to transform it into power.

Yeah,

This is how you're gonna learn how to transform it into power.

There's a six of wands here that came out reverse.

Yeah,

Six of wands,

It came out reverse.

The reverse energy that I'm getting from this is actually the energy of what is coming in.

Yeah,

So once you do the inner journey,

Once you go through the hermit's path,

There's a huge potential here for reward from the outside,

You know.

I feel like this is gonna be your outer world,

Your life,

Matching the transformation that it's gonna happen inside of you and it's gonna look like reward.

It's gonna look like recognition.

It's gonna look like things manifesting in your life really,

Really fast and people seeing your change as well.

People becoming aware of your change as well,

But this happens when you unconditionally choose yourself.

This is the path of the hermit.

This is a lot of journaling.

This could maybe be working with a practitioner that helps you figure out what happens,

Like figure out how to process inside of you and your inner world and your subconscious what has happened and that pain that you've gone through.

It could look like somatic work.

It could look like very different things for whatever resonates with you.

Go with that.

Go with what your intuition says when I say the hermit journey,

You know,

The inner journey,

The processing this pain and transmuting it into wisdom and into power,

Okay?

But I feel like this is the act of unconditionally choosing yourself.

This is the act of unconditionally choosing yourself.

Let's have a look.

I've got the Oracle here,

The Inner Temple Oracle,

Which is all about inner journeys and stuff.

So let me see what this says.

Let me see what is the guidance here.

I feel like you're about to embark on a journey that will really transform your life and when you're out of this,

You're not only not going to be the same person,

But your life is gonna look very different.

Your life is gonna look very different and you're gonna be so much happier.

You're gonna be so much happier.

You're gonna have that balance that you're looking for with justice here.

That's what's gonna come through for you as well,

As well as your outer life adapting,

You know,

Transforming with you.

This is,

This is big.

This is big.

That pain that you felt was not,

I know it feels like,

You know,

It does feel like injustice and everything,

But I feel like it's there for you to transform into your power.

It's there for you to transform into your power.

Look,

We have the Chamber of Forgiveness.

The Chamber of Forgiveness.

Forgiveness is so powerful and I feel like this is forgiveness of yourself.

For some reason,

I'm getting a sense that you might feel that you have caused yourself that pain.

You know,

That it's your fault that you're maybe angry at yourself for allowing this to happen.

You know what I mean?

I want to,

I want you to know that you have not allowed anything to happen.

I want you to know that whatever this refers to,

It could have happened to anyone.

You know,

It couldn't happen,

It could have happened to anyone.

It's not your fault.

It's not your fault.

So,

I feel like part of this journey,

Part of this hermit journey that you're going to go on to,

Look at the colors,

They're very similar as well.

Look at that.

Beautiful.

Part of this hermit journey that you're going on has to do with forgiving yourself.

I feel like you're holding on to a lot of guilt and a lot of anger towards yourself because of that.

And look,

We have the hold on and let go card.

And it came out with the hold on upright,

Which feels like hold on to yourself for a moment.

You know,

Hold on.

Give yourself time,

Pause.

Give yourself time to process this.

This is not a thing that you want to jump from one thing to the other.

You want to give yourself time to process it and time to turn this into your power.

I feel like this is a huge opportunity for you and if you don't take the time to heal it,

To transform it into your power,

To really to really process this,

I feel like it's gonna stay in your life for so much longer.

You know,

I feel like you deserve to choose yourself unconditionally and give yourself time to heal and to process what has happened.

You know,

Let me see.

We've got the elements oracle here.

I want to know what elements are helping you with this right now.

Oh wait,

One turned already.

Okay,

You deserve to give yours.

You deserve to choose yourself.

I feel that maybe some of the pain there is related to maybe a bit of self,

Maybe a bit of neglecting yourself.

Yeah,

A little bit of self-neglect.

You know,

You deserve to choose yourself.

Yes.

Okay,

This is a time.

Okay,

You've got both the desert and the lake.

This is a time both of solitude and depth.

This is a time of solitude and depth.

Darling,

Give yourself time.

Give yourself time.

You need time.

You need time.

Don't rush this.

I feel like we have one more card.

Don't rush this.

You know,

Don't rush this.

You need to give yourself time.

Go into the depths of your soul.

Really,

Truly forgive yourself for this.

It was not your fault,

My dear.

It was not your fault.

Yeah,

The calling.

Your soul is calling you to give,

To choose yourself.

Your soul is calling you to give yourself the time to process this.

And this is not this six of wands,

Which is the card of the potential outcome when you,

You know,

The energy that can become available after this whole processing and this whole journey.

This is no small energy.

Okay,

This is no small energy.

This is,

This is really a celebration.

This is joy.

This is celebration.

This is reward.

This is recognition.

Like,

This is really your external life,

The life around you,

Responding to you in a different way.

Right?

But the reason why it responds to you in a different way is because you've gone on the journey.

It's because you've gone on the journey.

You've allowed yourself to transform that pain into wisdom,

To transform it into power.

Therefore,

Your vibration has completely changed and what you're resonating with in your life,

Post-processing,

Is completely different.

So the opportunities,

The people,

The spaces,

The communities that you're attracting are completely different because you've grown so much.

This is a massive opportunity.

Don't keep that pain.

Don't keep that pain.

Don't carry that pain.

Give yourself the chance to go on this hermit journey.

Figure it out.

Heal.

Transform it into power.

Properly process it.

Because that's,

That's it.

That's the journey.

That's the thing.

I want to send you so much love and encouragement.

This is a big deal.

This is a big deal.

And please,

Please,

Please,

Please,

Please,

It is not your fault.

It is not your fault.

Whatever has happened,

It's not your fault.

It's not your fault.

Don't be angry at yourself.

Don't hate yourself.

Don't feel guilty for what you think you're responsible for.

It was not your fault.

I feel like you really need to know this.

It was not your fault whatsoever.

It could have happened to anyone.

It's okay.

Give yourself the time that you need to process it.

Follow the call of your soul and go in depth with this.

Go in depth.

Wow.

Darling,

I want to give you the biggest,

Biggest hug.

I love you so much.

You deserve happiness.

You deserve to free yourself from this pain.

You really deserve to be free.

You deserve the life that is coming.

The joy,

The celebration,

The rewards,

The recognition.

You deserve all of that.

So give this journey to yourself.

Choose yourself unconditionally.

Okay?

There's so much coming towards you.

So many beautiful things coming towards you.

Choose yourself.

Yeah?

I love you so much.

Thank you so much for watching.

Let me know your thoughts below.

Thank you so,

So,

So,

So much and I hope to see you soon.

Lots of love.

Bye.