Sometimes I have to be honest,
I get confused about this world.
Sometimes I'm emotionally not there because I feel like I'm supposed to be somewhere,
Somewhere else.
Sometimes I look up when I'm walking around the world,
A town,
A city.
And I'm like,
What is this?
Do you ever get that?
You're like,
Where are all these individual skeletons,
I guess,
Walking around,
Everyone thinking they're the center of the universe,
Everyone interested in optimizing their pleasure and minimizing their pain.
And of course,
That's not the full picture,
But sometimes that's the lens I see of like,
Wow,
Everyone's just rushing around,
Seeing their own life,
Trying to see how they can optimize things for themselves.
And I'm doing exactly the same,
Sometimes just trying to stay afloat.
Not meaning to cause harm to anyone,
But sometimes not seeing the implications of my actions or the lack of them.
Then also I look around and I'm like,
Wow,
Look at all this diversity,
Look at how everybody's different,
Look at,
It is amazing.
There's not just humans here,
There's animals,
There's buildings,
There's things we've built.
Look at everything we've built.
Look at everything we figured out as much as we've messed up a few things along the way.
But look at everything we figured out.
Look at how we figured out cars and transportation,
The way we've organized our world,
Even if it's not perfect,
But still just look at that.
Yeah,
Sometimes I just look around and I'm like,
Wow,
What is this?
In a good way and in a what the hell is this man kind of way.
I hope you enjoyed this very experimental,
Reflecting,
Got inspired by having a moment like that earlier and I don't know if you can relate,
But I wanted to just express that and maybe something within that resonates,
Something sparks,
Something.
Have a beautiful day or night.
Much love.
Soak up these soothing vibes.
