Energy Is Either To Clear The Disorder Or Wasted In Disorder

**Note: Truth does not always sound pleasant. If the mind is not really peaceful now, it might not be a perfect moment to listen to this podcast, one has to be aware of the emotions or reactions that can block one from listenING ATTENTIVELY and with HUMILITY.

This talk is a meditation practice. What one needs to do is listen attentively, without getting stuck in words, examine the mind in silence, no agree or disagree, just look at the mind as it is. Doing so is already a meditation practice.

Transcript

It is a lifelong journey to inquire together independently into the mind,

Into the self,

Into the life deeply.

To learn,

To observe,

Understand all kinds of self-centered activities,

All kinds of disorder in life.

The process of learning the self,

Understanding the self is the whole process of seeing the disorder or the mind.

For most people on this planet,

Life is full of disorder in all kinds of ways.

When one goes through the superficial decency,

What one can find is a huge amount of disorder in people's mind,

The inner world.

Ultimately,

This world is in disorder.

All kinds of issues,

Problems,

Only the projection of the inner disorder.

Without realizing or understanding the inner order of life,

Dealing with the disorder ultimately is meaningless.

This ignorance leads to all kinds of superficial operations.

To see the disorder on the mind in life,

One must go through the superficiality to really see clearly the disorder in me.

Or simply speaking,

Me is disorder.

This journey of self-inquiry,

This thorough and careful investigation of the mind requires a huge amount of energy.

So the energy must be gathered to propel this thorough investigation.

Or else the energy is being consumed and visited in all kinds of self-centered activities,

All kinds of illumination,

Daydreaming,

Fantasy,

All kinds of thought activities.

With the conflict,

Suffering,

Problem,

Challenge,

And all the rest of it.

This is a one process where one has to gather energy.

So the energy is no longer visited in the self-centered activities.

And only then it is possible for the mind to really go deep to investigate,

To understand,

To get the clarity about life.