Loneliness is not a state of being,
But a state of mind.
It stems from not being comfortable in my own skin.
It stems from not wanting to look at my own brokenness.
It comes from not wanting to admit my own greatness.
I am not lonely.
I am alone.
No one but me is destined to achieve my goals.
No one but me has my destined purpose.
My experiences,
Good,
Bad,
And ugly,
Were specifically chosen to show me who I am not.
I am not lonely.
I am alone.
That discomfort that I feel when I am by myself is the I am begging to be freed from the limitation of the trauma I've experienced,
The emotional patterns I keep on replay,
The mental programming that boxes me into my current reality.
I am not lonely.
I am alone.
I will free my I am by embracing my light.
I will adorn myself in love and remove the hold of fear.
I will connect with the power that refused to be broken by circumstance.
I am alone.
I am healing,
Unpeeling,
Revealing,
Illuminating,
And shedding.
My I am is my mirror reflecting my life so that I may learn it from the inside.
I am able to see past the haze of what has been done to me to see what it has taught me.
I am able to feel each emotion and then just like water let it flow from my body leaving it refreshed and cleansed.
I am alone to be exactly who I am.
I am more than my trauma.
I am more than my heartache.
I am more than my weary body.
I am more than my diagnosis.
I am more than my mistakes.
I am more than a conqueror.
I am more than my greatest achievement.
I am more.
I am beyond words.
I am beyond time.
I am infinite light.
I am a spark of the creator of all.
I am alone to be exactly who I am.
I am.
I am.
I am.
