Welcome to Sue Quiet Sleep.
I'm so glad you are here.
Before we begin our tonight's story,
Find a comfortable position.
Let your body settle into the surface beneath you.
Let your body relax and let go of any tension in your body.
Let your body relax and let go of any tension in your body.
Let your body relax and let go of any tension in your body.
Rest gently and easily.
If your eyes are not already closed,
Allow them to close now.
Take a slow breath in through your nose,
Filling your lungs and breathe out through your mouth.
And again,
Breathe in and breathe out.
Let your shoulders drop a little more and allow your whole body to grow heavier and supported.
With each slow breath,
The sounds of your day begin to fade slowly into the background.
In their place,
A gentle mist begins to rise.
A quiet bridge between now and then.
And as tonight's story begins,
Imagine yourself stepping lightly through the mist,
Leaving the present behind and drifting into another time.
A slower,
Quieter world.
Tonight,
We step quietly into the South Village.
A small village on the lower slopes of the Qingling Mountains,
Just south of Chang'an during the Tang Dynasty.
It is the hour before dawn.
The sky remains dark.
The South Village is still.
A young man moves slowly through the mist with an empty basket in his hands.
He steps and hurried while orchids are in bloom.
The air is cool,
Still holding the last of the night.
The lane outside his family's nursery compound is dark.
When the young man begins,
The house and the plant nursery still quiet behind the walls.
The stars are still out.
Not many.
The last ones.
Quiet above the gray rooftops,
Fading at the edges where the sky has let in the first thin gray.
He closes the compound gate carefully.
The hinge makes a low,
Familiar sound and he draws a shot without hurrying.
Behind the wall,
The nursery rows are just shapes in the dark.
Straw mats laid over the peony rootstock.
Still sleeping in the cold.
His bamboo bag basket,
It's already lined with damp moss.
He packed it the evening before,
Pressing it in thick and cool,
The way his grandfather first shown him.
Everything he needs rests inside.
The strap settles across his shoulder,
Wound smooth,
The bamboo shaped over many spring mornings to the same familiar angle.
He takes the southern road.
The path towards the foothills is the one he knows well.
The lane is empty.
A dog shifts somewhere behind a mud wall,
But does not bark.
A rooster calls from somewhere east.
A single,
Loud cry and then nothing.
The air is cold and damp and full of the smell of wet earth.
Overnight rain has softened the lane.
His cloth shoes make almost no sound.
The road opens ahead of him.
Past the last compound wall,
The lane becomes a road.
The fields open wide on either side in the gray light,
Flat and dark.
The swirl still heavy from the night.
Along the field edges,
Young apricot trees stand in their first full leaf.
The blooms already gone.
The new leaves,
Pale and quiet.
The road rises only very gently.
The plain is nearly flat.
The mountains are ahead,
Or rather,
The suggestion of them is.
A daga weighed against the southern sky.
Nor yet visible in form.
Only in the way they hold the horizon.
Morning mist lies in the low places.
In the field hollows and along the shallow irrigation channels.
It sits white and still.
The young man walks through one low pocket of it.
The mist rises softly around his legs.
Cool against the hem of his robe and then he is through it.
It is behind him.
He knows this road well.
Every worn stone at the irrigation crossings.
Every place where the field walls narrow.
Every change of ground beneath his feet.
The road carries him steadily south.
An hour before sunrise,
The road becomes a path.
The fields fall behind.
Scrap oak and wild apricot replace them.
The ground rising in shallow steps.
The path winding between rocks.
Then the pines begin.
The trees close over the path gradually.
And the air changes beneath them.
Inside the forest,
The smell is different.
Cooler and heavier.
Mineral.
Pine resin.
Faint and woody.
Released as the first warmth of approaching dawn touches the upper branches.
The ground underfoot becomes drying pine needles over packed earth.
Soft.
Nearly silent.
And his footsteps lose their sound almost entirely.
He slows.
A bird calls far above in the canopy.
A long clear note.
Alone in the still air.
He stops and listens.
There is the bird.
There is the sound of a stream.
Somewhere below in the valley.
Running slow and low over the stones.
There is a faint movement in the upper branches.
The forest shifting in the cool air before the day properly begins.
Then quiet again.
The kind of quiet that has weight to it.
Morning mist has settled into the valley below.
Pulled wide between rocks and the pine roots.
Barely moving at its edges.
He has always loved this part of the walk.
A root becomes visible when the path was only shadow a moment before.
No sunlight yet.
Something earlier than that.
A graying of things.
The shadows soften.
The path finds itself gradually.
A flat stone near the hollow's edge.
Half covered in moss.
The light arriving so slowly it seems not to move at all.
He knows where to look.
He stops beside the large flat rock near the hollow's edge.
Where the ground dips behind it faces north and holds the morning dew longest.
In the shadow between the stone and the slope.
In a fold of cool dark earth.
Where the moss grows thickest.
The first orchid is already visible.
He crouches and stays low for a moment.
It is small.
White green.
Its petals barely opened.
Still holding the closed shape of the early morning.
A fragrance reaches him.
Very faint.
Cool.
Entirely clean.
Like rain on stone and something else underneath.
Something living and green and fully itself.
He does not reach for it yet.
He only looks.
Then he reaches for his small iron knife.
Wound smooth at the grit.
His grandfather's tool.
Kept sharp with a river stone each spring.
He walks slowly.
A clean cut at the base.
Where a smaller growth has taken hold beside the older plant.
A strip of wet hem cloth wrapped snag just below the cut.
The way the plant is kept living on the long road down.
He places the wrapped orchid gently into the moss lined basket.
His hands rest on it briefly before he withdraws.
There is a section of path here that he could walk at night without a lantern.
His grandfather first brought him this way when the young man was only 9 years old.
It had not been a formal lesson.
The old man did not believe in teaching with many words.
Instead,
The grandfather simply walked.
And the young boy followed a few paces behind.
Keeping what he saw.
The north-facing hollows where the dew stayed longest.
Shown without words.
Simply by stopping.
By crouching.
By running a hand slowly along the moss.
The rule about only taking what the patch can spare without noticing.
Never the largest bloom from any cluster.
Only what grows at the edges.
What offers itself freely.
That rule lives in his hands now without needing to be thought about.
He follows the path deeper along the hollow.
The sky above the treetops is brightening.
The grey has some warmth to it now.
Pale gold at the eastern edge.
Not yet arrived,
But coming.
The mist below him softened in the gathering light.
Lifting at its edges.
Thinning where the first warmth finds it.
Bird sound has gathered.
Not one voice now,
But many.
Layered through the canopy above.
Each one calling in its own time.
The young man walks on.
His footsteps on the leaf litter are soft and unhurried.
He is the only one here.
The valley is generous this year.
Some springs,
The orchids need another week to open.
Some years,
A late frost takes the early birds before the collector arrives.
But this season,
The rains came at the right time.
The week before had been cool without frost.
And the shaded hollow has answered with the best bloom he has seen in several years.
He walks slowly along the lower slope.
Each plant is assessed before it is touched.
He parts the moss with careful fingers to see how the roots have taken hold.
To feel the resistance of the soil below.
If the plant is shallow or young,
He leaves it entirely.
He passes more than he takes.
Each one he does take comes away cleanly.
Wrapped at once at the hem strip.
Packed gently against the damp moss in the basket.
The basket grows heavier by small degrees.
A quiet weight settles across his shoulder.
The orchid fragrance accumulates.
It is not a strong scent.
That is part of what makes its price.
Not the open sweetness of a garden peony.
Not the warmth of osmanthus.
The small golden-flowered tree whose scent dripped across the plain in autumn.
Cool and faint like damp earth and green air.
Like the shaded interior of the hollow where the flowers grow.
His footsteps shift slowly around each plant.
The drying leaves whisper beneath him.
Mid-morning,
The sun is somewhere above the ridge.
The light in the hollow is still filtered.
Broken by the canopy into soft,
Slow-moving pieces on the ground.
But above the treetops,
The sky is now fully blue.
A clean spring blue.
Clear and pale.
The color that only comes in this season.
The young man climbs a short way up the slope to where an old pine grows at the lip of a small drop.
Its roots gripping the rock.
Its trunk leaning very slightly towards the open valley below.
The basket comes to rest beside him on the exposed roots.
He rests.
Below him,
The mountain falls in long,
Slow ridges of dark green.
Pine,
Oak,
And the pure new growth of mid-spring.
Below that,
The foothills ease into the edge of the plain.
And then,
The plain itself.
Broad and gray-green.
Fading north into the morning haze.
He can see his village just barely.
Gray rooftops among the green.
A compact cluster where the southern road first meets the irrigation channels.
His family's nursery compound is somewhere in those gray shapes.
Too small to distinguish from the rest.
And farther north,
Barely visible in the haze above,
Chang'an.
A faint vertical line.
The giant wild goose pagoda.
It does not appear every morning.
Only when the upper air is clear and the city is still quiet.
Today,
It is more suggestion than shape.
A thin needle far away.
Part of a wall that belongs to another rhythm.
He looks at it for a while,
Without thinking too much.
He stays by the old pine for some time.
The basket settles beside him into the hollow between two exposed roots.
The damp moss gives off its cool green scent.
The wrapped orchids rest in their dark interior,
Alive and still.
A bird passes close,
Not calling,
Only moving through the air.
The clean sound of wind beats once,
And then gone.
The mist in the hollow has mostly lifted.
Only the deepest fold of the ground still holds it.
A long,
Pale pocket at the lowest point.
Its surface barely shifting in the air.
He does not move.
The bird's sound has settled into something continuous and quiet.
The wind through the upper pine branches come in long,
Slow arrivals.
His shoulders are easy.
His hands rest loosely on his knees.
The spring warmth on his face is gentle.
Nor the pressing warmth of summer.
This kind only arrives and stays.
He has nowhere to be yet.
The basket is full.
He begins the walk home.
The ground is warmer now beneath his steps.
Going down is different from going up.
The same path,
But the light has moved.
The morning shadows fallen elsewhere.
The forest warm in the afternoon.
He follows the turning path by memory.
The orchid fragrance stays with him,
Cool and faint.
Rising softly each time the slope deepens and the wrapped stems shift in their mouths.
The pines thin.
Scrap oak and low brush return.
Open sky appears in wider patches between the branches.
Below him,
The plain opens fully.
Lit from the west now,
The fields pale.
The village is somewhere in the green.
Too small to distinguish yet.
He steps off the last stones of the mountain path onto the flat ground.
The path is easy from here.
The village announces itself gradually.
First,
The faint smell of cooked fire drifting out across the fields.
Then,
The low walls of the outlying compounds.
A dog at a gate.
A woman drawing water who glances at his basket and returns to her walk.
He turns onto the main lane.
The village is settling into its late afternoon quiet.
The unhurried rhythm before the evening meal.
One that day has found its shape.
He knows every gate on this lane.
The mulberry tree at the bend whose roots have lifted the packed earth on one side.
He steps over the raised edge without thinking.
At the far end,
His family's compound comes into view.
Longer than the others.
Low boundary walls and wooden fencing.
Simple and worn.
A tall tree rising above it.
The one visible from the southern road.
Its new spring leaves,
Pale and still.
He slows.
The gate is open.
The compound is the largest in the lane.
Through the main gate,
The central yard is swept clean.
Packed earth.
A stone water basin at the center.
The main house along the far side of the yard with its wide wooden eave.
The smell of rice and wood smoke drips from the kitchen at the back.
Beyond the inner yard,
The nursery plots stretch back in rows.
Cultivated peony beds under their reed matting.
Chrysanthemum cuttings in clay pots along one side.
Everything in its place.
He carries the basket to the shallow stone basin in the nursery corner and lifts each orchid out carefully,
One at a time.
Same care as the taking.
Standing them upright in the cool water.
They will rest here overnight.
In the morning,
He will sort them,
Pot their strongest,
And prepare the rest for the road to the city Chang'an.
That is tomorrow's work.
Tonight,
Only water and shade and quiet.
He steps back.
The orchid fragrance settles through the still air of the nursery.
The same scent as the hollow this morning.
Now resting here instead.
And so the young man stands quietly at the edge of his nursery as the light fades and the orchid fragrance moves slowly and softly through the evening air around him.
The day settling quietly to its close.
The mountain still,
Distant to the south,
And the orchid flowers resting safe at home.
The world we visited tonight is quiet now and you are here again in the comfort of your room.
Your mind can rest.
Your body can relax.
If you are already drifting into sleep,
Allow yourself to sink deeper.
If you are still awake,
Simply listen to the quiet.
Thank you for joining me at Su Quiet Sleep.
I'll be here again soon to share another peaceful moment in time.
But for now,
Sleep well.
Good night.