Great Spirit,
I am carrying the weight of the past,
Of that which I cannot go back and change.
Help me soften towards myself.
Help me remember that I deserve grace.
Release me from my guilt.
Release me from my shame.
Help me loosen the grip.
Guide me into compassion,
Forgiveness,
And love.
Not to excuse,
But to better understand myself.
Not to forget,
But to remember who I truly am.
Not to bypass,
But to allow myself to move forward.
I give to you the heaviness I've been holding,
The story I've played on repeat over and over again.
I give to you the punishment that I believe that I deserve.
Walk alongside me as I receive the permission to move forward,
The permission to allow for imperfection,
The permission to allow for grace.
Give me the strength to know that if I have caused harm to name it,
To feel it,
To take responsibility,
To make amends if they are mine to make.
Hold me and help me turn my attention towards love,
Turning my attention towards grace.
Allow me to release what I cannot change and step into the courage to change what I can.
Show me how to forgive myself,
The one who was scared,
The one who tried the only way they knew how.
Teach me to love even this part,
To see my humanness as holy,
To remember I am still allowed to grow.
I am still worthy.
I am still whole.