Today,
I am feeling the need of letting everything flow just as it is.
It's like letting it rain right on me without wanting to run away,
To run away from myself and to run away from the world just as it is,
Just as I see it.
I want to accept everything that I am.
I don't want to choose between shadow and light.
I don't want to choose between good and bad.
I want to embrace everything,
Every single thing.
I want to be just as I am.
I want to feel the reality without being attached to it.
I want to let it flow.
Let it be just as it is and not feeling the resistance to this or that because every time I feel resistance to anything,
It's as if the reality stops and I focus on that.
And when I focus on something that I want to delete from my life,
That thing gets bigger and bigger.
And I don't want that to be bigger.
I want that to flow.
And yes,
It is there.
And yes,
It doesn't feel so good.
That's why I don't want to resist it.
I want it to go,
To come and go.
If I resist it,
It will keep appearing in my life in front of me every time I think about it.
So I just want it to flow,
Everything,
The good and the bad.
And of course,
I want to focus on the good because I know that if I focus on the good,
It will grow.
I will attract more of that,
But I don't want to be attached to anything,
To any result,
To any idea because I want to receive more and more and I want to feel more and more.
And if I focus too much on one thing,
I won't be able to receive better.
I won't be able to receive more and more in my life and to see different aspects,
Different perspectives of everything.
And even the bad things that I think are bad,
I can be able to see them as something different,
A different vision of it.
And I allow myself to receive better and better,
More and more to my life.
I can also see things in a different way,
But if I feel very much attached to anything,
Whether it's good or bad,
I will see that thing the same way over and over again.
So if it's bad,
It will grow and grow and grow and I will be worried and I will be sad or I will be angry.
And this will perpetuate this idea,
This permanent idea of something that can change,
But I am not allowing it to change.
And it's the same for the good things.
If I don't feel so much attached to them,
They can be even better.
I can allow myself to be even happier and to find joy in places that I didn't even think about it because I thought,
Yes,
There are good things in my life and this and this and this are those good things and they are permanent and I am so attached to them that I can't see beyond that.
I can't see much more than that.
So this is it.
My life,
It's just the way it is.
And it's not.
Life is an evolution.
We are always evolving.
I am always changing.
Everything is always changing.
We are always changing.
We are never the same.
So our lives are just scenarios.
It's like a huge movie with a lot of scenes and each scene brings a feeling,
An emotion,
Thoughts because we perceive them in a particular way.
And it's that perception that allows us to think and feel that they are just scenes.
The movie is always,
Always going forward.
It never ends.
And if we feel stuck to any scene of the movie,
Can you imagine how many scenes we are not allowing to enter in our lives?
If we detach from all the scenes that come to us,
We will be able to catch the movie right on time,
Every time,
All the time,
Always,
And it never ends because we are a constant evolution.
We are always evolving.
There is no end to our experiences.
It's up to us if we experience always the same over and over again,
Or if we allow ourselves to experience the new,
The better,
The more.
