Forgiveness,
My intention to forgive,
Loosening the armor around my heart,
Opening to the possibility of freedom from this tension clouding my perception.
I hold your image before me,
A pure light and essence and stillness,
Acknowledge the past hurt,
Your leg stuck in a trap of unworthy,
My compassion for your pain,
Your wound raw and healing,
Your thoughts tight and controlled by the wrongs you've had to endure.
Touching into the place where I felt the sting,
The burn of your own closed heart,
Protecting you from a pain too deep,
A resolution still frayed and incomplete,
An awareness that this isn't about me unless I let the cycle repeat,
A rumination,
A swirl of anger and betrayal alive in me,
A noticing that this is not mine to hold.
I release and let go of your shame and blame,
Unnecessary to carry forward in my day,
A new pattern forms,
A clear channel contained within my body,
A promise for a gentler meeting,
Available when I next look into your eyes.
I'm binding my energy for something more useful.
I let go of trying to change the past.