All About Awakening And Walking The Walk

Just before satsang Premasudha saw a vision of an illuminated path and people from all over deciding the time is now to walk into truth. We receive lots of help on the spiritual path. One way the Universe communicates is through metaphors and symbolism. Sometimes these metaphors are obvious, like the way our polluted nature reflects our inner state and its contamination with fear, hatred, rage, and negativity.

Overall, evolution is a process of walking through emotional storms and returning to greater peace, clarity, and understanding. Premasudha reassures us that we can never be really lost even if it feels this way. All we have to do is open to help that is always there, even if we can't see it. After all, the larger truth is we are all the Creator masquerading in human form. That is why we are so safe, no matter how things feel sometimes.

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The deepening feels very profound to me that's occurring over the cusp of this,

The end of last year and this new year.

There's a real deepening available and,

You know,

When I say that,

Just assume that you're flowing with it.

Yeah,

Because I know some of your minds are a little too good at self-torturing.

So whenever I say something,

Yeah,

Whenever I say something and you move into the exile,

You move into separation,

Going,

Well,

Am I doing it right or anything?

Just catch it.

Catch it,

Please,

And give the separation over.

Yeah,

This work is very precise in a way and very discerning,

Discriminating in a way,

But it's to illuminate you to the love that is everything,

Not to make you feel separate.

But the point of the satsangs are to help you heal this separation.

So the separation may come up through the satsangs in the sense of it may come up for you to come up to be cleared.

We're all so delicate and we have our childhood hurt hearts and at the same time,

This work is self-realizing work.

So,

You know,

The ego has to go,

But may it go gently and easily without a fuss or as little a fuss as possible.

There's so much to communicate to you.

It's going to be communicated to the cells of your body,

But I feel particularly it's going to be communicated to your tummies in a way,

To,

You know,

The sacral chakra is to do with the flow.

And when we've got walls to our true nature,

It stops the flow.

And this satsang is particularly involved with helping you back to the flow,

Helping strengthening the flow in you.

That's it.

That's it.

Through the walls,

Dissolving the walls,

Dissolving the rocks,

But just misunderstandings,

Right?

Yeah.

And we're all going along together.

So I had a vision just before the satsang and it's like,

As if there was a light being shone on this road and we were all gathering and walking it,

This lit path,

The lit being conscious,

Going conscious,

Living in integrity on a personal level,

Living in truth.

And this is the most challenging walk a human being can do.

And we need to be really,

Please be very generous with yourselves,

With your frailties.

I mean,

Be willing to see your ego,

But be generous,

You know,

Be generous.

It's like a three-year-old spills her,

His milk.

It's like a loving mom just is generous about it,

Wipes it up,

Doesn't give the child a hard time.

This is going to happen for three-year-olds.

You guys were coming out of our egos.

It will,

We will get stuck sometimes,

You know,

It's just inevitable.

Okay,

Good.

Just in this space,

Just feel your bodies on the inside,

Be in your bodies in the inside.

I registered that as being too instructive for you.

I don't know how to tell you to move into the inside of your bodies without telling you to be in the inside of your bodies,

But I just got like it was too instructive.

So maybe I'll just use telepathy.

One of the results of moving into truth is you become less reactive personally to what happens around you.

Oh,

I'm seeing so many threads again.

There's another thread coming in around back to remember how I was talking about what you experience in your life is a metaphor for what your soul's,

What you're doing to your soul and your soul's always wanting to communicate to you.

Now,

Somebody was asking me to,

You know,

To explain it more and I thought,

Oh,

I don't really know how to do that,

But then afterwards it came to me,

Look at pollution.

Okay,

This is a metaphor for all the anger and hate that we're running.

You see,

It manifests as pollution in our world.

Yeah,

I mean,

This stuff is so stunningly obvious,

We miss it lots of times.

The understanding is so big that we we play in much smaller circles going round and round in our particular ego story and we miss the the big picture.

And that's why Amma says,

You know,

Meditation actually clears pollution.

And when all humanity returns back to the purity of the heart,

The pollution problem will be over.

It just won't happen.

Part of you are losing,

You're losing focus here.

This is one of the funny things about teaching is just when something's really important,

Everybody goes like toddlers,

They all start moving and it's like toddlers and if you've ever taught kindergarten,

You know,

They turn into like squirming things within just seconds of you talking.

So,

When we hit this point,

Now this point is a point is a point of responsibility and that's why it freaked you.

You guys,

Some of you really lost consciousness with that.

The pollution is showing us what we're running,

Really.

Not in a blaming way,

It's just like a picture,

A metaphor.

It's not blaming,

We're not being judged.

Yeah,

You can,

You know,

You can see your corruption without judging yourself.

You can see corruption and just let it clear in the moment without judging yourselves.

That's it.

So,

Laura,

I remember last week we were talking about the dream with the worm coming out of your eye and you talked a bit about how you were feeling.

Can you just tell us a bit of how you're feeling this week and just be,

I know you will be,

Just be perfectly honest.

It's not,

And of course you will be.

So,

Maybe the joy is continued or maybe you're in integration,

I don't know.

Anyway,

How are you?

Can't hear you.

Mute.

Look,

Can't hear you.

Oh,

Laura,

I can't hear you.

Oh,

Well,

I guess she,

Oh,

Here she goes.

Can you,

Are you muted?

Okay.

Laura.

Am I unmuted now?

Yes.

On my computer,

It says I have trouble.

I've had trouble since I got on the meeting.

It's distracting,

But you can hear me.

Um,

What you were just saying about the pollution,

I feel really off.

So,

I guess I'm integrating because integrating is two steps forward,

One step back.

Two steps forward,

One step back.

At least that's how it feels.

Yeah.

That's what it feels like.

But there's this piece underneath all of it and this quiet.

That's it.

And this being able to pull back from what's going on.

That's it.

You guys,

This is the goal,

Really,

To get like that.

I never was able to pull back.

I,

Yeah,

I'm just really grateful to,

I'm sorry,

I'm really distracted.

I need to get from my head into my heart.

My closest friend's drinking.

It's all good,

Laura.

It's all good.

It must be hitting a layer of wanting to protect someone,

Wanting to keep the freight train from hitting them.

Right.

And I can't do that.

So,

I just need to pull back and watch.

Right.

But when you said responsibility,

I don't quite understand what that means,

What I'm responsible for.

To be true to yourself.

So,

It's like with your friend.

So,

You can't,

You've done what you can.

So,

You pull back.

You pull back in that situation.

You know,

Laura,

You are responsible.

You do live in a way that's responsible to your truth.

So,

I don't want to go into a discussion about it,

Because you already live that way.

So,

I just want to point out something,

Though.

Laura was talking about a baseline of kind of peace and joy.

And that's what happens when you really start moving into your soul energy.

You get a peace and a joy.

And then you will get the disturbance of integration.

And then you come back to the peace and joy stronger than ever.

It's like having these mini storms.

That's what's happening.

It's a mini storm.

Yeah.

So,

I'm so grateful that we were having this Zoom.

And I was doing my quiet time.

And there was like this beam coming out of my heart,

Going up,

Connecting all of us.

You,

My soul,

Amma,

Everyone.

And it's like that's where I want to be.

Yeah.

And just you're doing it.

You're doing it.

Okay.

It's like this.

I just want to talk about when you said,

You know,

One step forward,

Two steps back.

Look,

Seeds need day and night.

Okay.

The night isn't wrong.

We need these integration periods to lodge unconditional love in our bodies.

Please,

If we don't go through the integration,

The kind of dreary crumminess of integration,

Our vibration cannot go up.

Okay.

So,

It's the way that your higher vibration gets held.

It's a clearing of your ego so you can hold this higher vibration.

It's as valuable as the light,

These periods of integration.

Yeah.

We're so trained in bad and good.

And so trained in,

You know,

It should be peaceful and easy,

Not difficult.

Really,

It's like climbing a mountain.

As you proceed in the journey,

It will become more and more obvious.

It's like climbing a mountain.

But the big part of me felt like,

Feels like I've climbed the mountain and now I've come to that clearing.

Yeah.

That's it.

That's what happened.

Just space.

It's just spaciousness.

Spaciousness.

Like a field of wildflowers.

Where there are no sheds.

There is no good and bad.

It just is.

It just is.

That's it.

Okay,

Good.

It's a much happier place to live.

So,

Just go,

Me too.

Who knows how you'll be brought to this,

You know?

Just keep doing what you're doing.

Yeah.

I can't tell if I'm muted or not.

You'll have to do it from your end because my thing is messed up.

Okay.

Well,

Anna?

I don't know.

Yeah,

That's great,

Laura.

Thank you.

Okay.

Yeah.

I'm wanting to bring something to you.

And yeah,

I'm wanting to bring something.

And it's as if you guys don't quite know how to accept it.

So,

This will be reflecting what's going on inside you,

Too.

Your soul will be,

You know,

Helping you with your next step.

It feels like it's asking you to waken to the light,

Okay?

That feels the most accurate words that I can say.

Or awaken to the light,

Please.

Think about awakening to the light,

Please.

Yeah.

You guys,

Our culture has a very low vibration,

And we're taught to,

You know,

We're not taught to love ourselves.

So,

Our normal,

I was speaking to somebody recently,

A really sincere seeker,

Super sincere.

And this person was talking about disciplining himself to be in truth,

And that he was disciplining himself.

And it's like,

You guys,

That's what so many of you do.

It's not that.

What we tend to repeat is our injured child banging up against our parents,

Telling us we're doing it wrong and what to do.

And we do this when we start to evolve.

We start the same thing.

And that is just going around in your ego.

You don't want to do that,

Right?

Your soul has unconditional love of you.

And when you feel that,

You evolve.

And the thing is that our journeys,

It depends how long it takes us to give up,

Try to instruct and fix and correct ourselves.

So,

When we realize that it's just not working,

We move into surrender,

Which is the state of,

There's nothing I can do.

I'm unfixable.

There's nothing I can do.

And it's not despair.

It's a step past despair.

It's just a recognition,

Like looking out the window and going,

Oh,

It's rainy today.

This surrender feels like that.

It's just admitting what is.

And when you do that,

Your soul can come in and love you.

You see,

The universe is loving.

It's loving like a goddess woman.

Truly loving like that.

Loving just,

It's just loving.

And enlightenment,

It comes when you realize this.

It is just a comedy.

Right,

Right.

So,

Sure,

You may make mistakes,

But it's these rules and regulations that people apply to themselves very,

Very harshly that is the problem.

Yeah.

And I'm going to just ask Amma that if any of you start doing that,

That applying,

Being too harshly,

That you get a bulletin,

That a bulletin of love comes to you,

That something comes to help you out of that,

So you don't do it.

Please don't do it.

Really.

You know,

I had a visual.

It was a really sad visual.

It was of what people feel like,

And it was like of a little kid,

You know,

With our injured child self,

And it's like being surrounded by barbed wire,

You know?

We talk about the emotional prison,

And this barbed wire is then how harsh people can be with themselves,

And how demanding,

How cruel even.

Right.

Good.

Good.

I remember in my own journey,

Getting to a level in my psyche,

Because I have been such a diver into my psyche,

Reaching the level in myself,

And I thought,

This is the level of concentration camps.

This is why there have been concentration camps in this world,

Because this is what I'm doing to myself.

I could feel it.

Yeah.

And I had to bring a great deal of love and compassion,

And it cleared,

And I never did that again.

I never was so brutal to myself again,

And because I wasn't so brutal,

My evolution speeded up.

Okay,

Good.

You're really letting this love come in.

You're really letting the love of your souls come in to you.

That's it.

Some of you are going,

I'm not sure I'm doing that.

Please,

Just,

You are.

You are,

Please.

Just accept you are.

It's actually the only way you could interfere with the process is by going like,

Well,

Maybe I'm not doing it.

I'm not doing it.

Do you see what I mean?

You are.

That's it.

You are.

That's it.

That's it.

Okay,

Good.

I am very happy.

That's good.

You might find that you're a little more peaceful this week.

Mm-hmm.

It's a loving universe.

You know,

In the East,

They have a wonderful story about these group of people,

And they're walking.

They're walking on a path,

And they come to like a snake,

And there's big panic,

And they're all worried and threatened,

And it's terrible.

And then,

In the morning,

They see it's just a piece of rope.

Okay.

This,

Again,

Is key to the journey,

You guys.

We walk around feeling threatened and defensive,

Like there's,

You know,

When you look out at the world of your perspective,

You know,

That there are all these threats,

That there's all this danger.

And sure,

On one level,

That's true,

But there's this other level,

Is that when you wake up to the love that is in everything you see,

That there's no snake.

It's just rope.

It's just rope.

There's no danger.

Yeah.

There's no danger.

It's funny.

Some of you were moved.

A couple of you moved your necks just then,

Almost like with the change of perspective.

Oh,

There's no danger.

You could experiment a bit,

You guys,

With your necks,

You know,

Like just move it around.

It's like,

No danger.

It's a rope,

Not a snake.

Yeah.

It's true.

This is it.

And that's why the people,

When they achieve enlightenment,

They go,

And then they want to turn and tell everybody.

And then everybody's going like,

It's a snake.

You're full of illusion.

It's a snake.

You're a flake.

I'm kidding.

No,

I'm kidding.

You're not saying that at all.

It's like,

Yeah,

It's a piece of rope.

But you see,

Inside you,

Your ego has to be transformed enough that it's not hurting you anymore.

You know?

Yeah.

It's like,

When we go into the world,

We get hurt.

It's a reflection of what we're doing to our own souls,

You know?

And when your ego becomes like a friend of your soul,

That's the first step.

Your ego will actually start trying to support your soul before it starts dissolving.

And it's part of the ego trying to stay alive that will try to support you.

It's like in a war where people figure out,

Okay,

It looks like actually these people are winning,

So we might as well pretend to be on their side,

You know?

Yeah.

That's what the ego does.

Yeah.

It's funny.

I'm seeing several people here have been burnt at stake for moving into truth.

So,

You see,

This is what happens,

And our bodies are carrying that cellularly.

That maybe,

You know,

Sometime we were close to our hearts or close to truth,

And we got burned at stake.

And so then,

You know,

The ego goes not safe.

It's not safe to think it's a rope.

It's really a snake.

You see?

We just have to be patient.

That's it.

Okay.

I'm talking a lot about love,

But it's like there's even a bigger,

Loving one to come.

A bigger,

Juicy,

Loving one to come.

Yeah.

That's it.

Really.

That's it.

I mean,

You could keep this thing about the snake and the rope in mind.

Like,

I remember the way I used to look at the world,

And I was never a big conspiracy theorist,

But I'll tell you,

When I looked out at the outside,

It just looked as dark as night to me a lot of the time.

And now,

It's like the outer world hasn't changed.

In some ways,

It's gotten worse,

But this one sees the loving things.

It's like this isn't even a concrete reality.

I mean,

It's concrete,

But it's all just a dream.

It's a temporary thing to give us a chance to become more.

If you think how little kids play,

And they love to develop new skills,

And they do it through playing in joy,

And that's what our souls are like.

You know,

That's a very thin reflection of what our souls are like with our lives.

It's funny.

I want to say to you,

Like,

Make haste,

But I don't want you to push yourselves,

But there's something I want you to get,

And you're not getting it,

Around this,

How loving it is.

And,

You know,

It's not you're doing it wrong.

It's like,

This is my metaphor.

Okay,

Think of it like this is my metaphor.

I'm trying to communicate love,

And I don't feel it's being fully gotten.

So,

This is a metaphor for Pramasutra state.

That's it.

Okay,

That's it.

Okay,

That's it.

It's very beautiful.

Beautiful.

You're getting it.

You're getting it.

Now,

This may make no sense to you,

Some of you,

Some of you may get it,

But I am feeling this overwhelming energy going down my left leg.

So,

What I know is that the feminine in me and all of us is being strengthened.

And when the feminine is being strengthened with this love,

It strengthens the masculine within the person,

As well.

There's no battle.

It enhances the masculine,

Then.

It allows the masculine to come out and play.

Just like a really happy woman will be good with her kids and her husband.

She won't be super critical.

She's happy.

She wants the best for everybody.

It's like that.

Part of you is going like you can't think it's so simple,

But it is.

It's so simple,

You guys.

It's just so incredibly simple.

It's like,

You know,

Meeting with PhDs and trying to say to them,

Do you remember in the days,

Do you remember like two plus two equals four?

And try to remind them of the simplicity,

Simplicity before life got very complicated.

Right.

That's it.

Good.

That's good.

It's very interesting working with you because your trust is growing.

And so,

You just,

There was this big shift into giving yourself permission to see the heart of things more,

Going to the heart of things.

And again,

That comes with the solid development of the feminine.

When the feminine is given a lot of room,

You just go to the heart of things.

You can see to the heart of things.

This is my favorite part of the week with you guys.

Just,

Yeah,

Really.

And just,

You know,

Reveling in this together.

It's just like,

I'll start offering them every day.

Maybe not.

That's it.

That's it.

Some of you are really relieved.

It's good.

Yeah.

You know,

The snake and the rope.

It's just like when it looks like bad things are happening when we go,

Oh,

This is terrible.

And then we go through it and then we see the beneficence of it.

You see,

It's like that.

But there's another thing that happens is when you're really lodged in it,

It's like you have this neutral quality.

It's,

You know,

It's like stem cells.

Stem cells can be used for any organ.

They're kind of just the neutral thing.

So it's like living with a bunch of stem cell consciousness,

Just open,

Available for anything.

Not too defined.

It's open consciousness.

It's just like the little child who's not too defined yet.

It's just everything's wide open.

Our labels get us into a lot of trouble.

As soon as we label something,

We can cut off our intelligence.

It's,

You know,

Little kids,

I've said this before,

Like a year ago,

That I watched my niece when she was two,

She said chair.

And I could see that her consciousness became the chair as she spoke.

She was the chair.

But we can't keep living like that.

It would just be too complicated,

Too time consuming.

So what happens is we look at a chair and we start symbolizing.

So we look at a chair as a symbol.

We see the chair and respond to it like the symbol,

Instead of the felt reality of the chair.

So this kind of work,

Waking up,

You're returned to more that child's understanding before things got too labeled and symbolic and separate.

And this is where our loneliness comes in,

You guys.

We,

Everything's symbolic,

Separate.

And it's why we go like,

Oh,

I really,

We search for a mate to bring us out of this loneliness.

But we can come out of this loneliness.

And,

You know,

As Alma says,

When we search for a mate to bring us out of loneliness,

Then it's like two beggars of love,

Two people lodged in separation,

Trying to get love from the other person,

You know.

Nobody's wrong or making any mistakes.

There's a point that this work is dislodging some of your thought processes.

And it's just going to happen.

It's just going to be dislodging some of your normal thought processes.

And that's the whole point.

It's like a disruption to it.

And an energy bath.

That's it.

Yeah,

Some of you are relinquishing control.

It's interesting.

That's good.

You're relinquishing control to your souls.

That's good.

Yeah,

Might as well.

Because our souls win.

Yeah,

They do.

They do.

It's like it's a rope,

Not a snake.

The souls win.

I promise you.

This is it.

But it can look like,

You know,

The souls lose.

And then it's like,

Yeah,

The snake's real.

Yeah.

So just,

I'll tell you,

If you just keep this in mind,

It'll,

The whole thing about the snake and the rope,

It will help you,

It will help create some distance between you and what's happening to you.

So when it creates distance between you and the events in your life,

Then that gives you maneuvering room.

That is what going conscious does.

You become less caught up in the drama,

And you're,

You can step back.

Just do your best with it.

Don't be too hard on yourself.

Please just,

Just turning up.

I'll tell you what,

Just turning up for the satsang will be helping reduce pollution in the world.

I promise you,

It will be.

It'll be strengthening Mother Nature.

It'll be strengthening hearts all over the world.

It's all you have to do.

I mean,

You don't even have to do this,

But it's so any little effort you bring into your life to live this is a bonus.

Your souls want you to do that because your souls don't want you forever on the earth plane.

Yeah,

Yeah,

Yeah.

The snake and the rope thing seems very important to you all to think about that.

And also,

You know,

When you're dealing with people,

And if people are mean or anything,

You know,

It could be karma.

You did something to them in another life.

It could be that they're really unhappy.

So they're just mean to a lot of people.

You know,

The more lodged you are in your heart,

The less threatening it all becomes.

The other thing is,

You know,

Again,

This is the snake and the rope thing.

Like,

You know,

When somebody's functioning in the negative,

When they're kind of what we call evil,

They,

They want to be stopped.

Okay,

It's not,

They will do things to sabotage themselves.

It's like,

You know,

Hitler had to two fronts.

I mean,

You know,

Even though any war person knows,

You don't do that.

Like,

They will,

They,

Their soul wants them to be stopped.

And so they will make silly mistakes.

Yeah.

And it can look like,

You know,

Evil winds,

But it will,

It will just be a temporary thing.

You know,

It's like,

Amma said that,

You know,

That there is more light in the world than darkness.

And that if there ever came a time that there was more dark in the world than light,

That the Paratman,

Like the Supreme God,

Would just dissolve the universe.

The Supreme God wouldn't allow it.

Then why would you allow it if you're coming from love?

And,

And the whole thing is to learn about love.

Then if the thing goes dark,

Then it's just,

It's just a failed experiment.

You know,

It's kind of,

It's not anything that would be allowed to continue.

You know,

If you're feeling like,

You know,

That there's a lot of darkness in the world,

And that you getting discouraged,

What I'd recommend is focus extra,

Put extra attention on the way you're living.

Like,

Maybe you're staying unconscious.

Maybe you're staying in the shade,

In the shadows,

When you could be taking more steps to move into truth.

Yeah.

You know,

We tend to get bothered by things that are reflecting what we're doing to our soul.

Because I was saying,

And the point of darkness is to wake us up.

There's a in you guys,

There's kind of this belief in darkness having way more power than it does.

Okay,

So I'm just going to put a big flag there.

I'm banging up against something that will be telling me about me too.

So we're all in this together.

You know,

Anybody who's on earth is evolving,

It's never sewn up.

Right?

It's a belief in darkness coming from your injured child,

Who,

You know,

You're in a situation with parents,

You,

You know,

Even if they're loving their,

They may be have walled off their own deeper hearts,

So they couldn't allow it in you.

It's a belief in this darkness.

Yeah.

Okay,

I'm going to ask this to be cleared.

Yeah.

You know,

We're in a scary time.

All right.

I mean,

It's a time of great cleansing.

And there's this opportunity to shift into the golden age.

See,

You can live in a golden age energy,

Even if the rest of the world is stuck in Kali Yuga.

There's this wave,

We're in Kali Yuga,

But there's this wave of this golden age as well.

It's a it's a it's another wave within Kali Yuga.

And you can surf the golden age wave and and live at that level.

And different things will happen to you then will happen to people who are staying in the more unconscious level.

Yeah,

This is a it's a sore spot.

And also,

You're in a big step with this.

You know,

Almost recently said,

You know,

Just making some small changes in your life every day can bring you into a new age.

Okay.

Maybe she was talking about this golden age.

You know,

If you notice the computer is full of the internet is full of the fifth dimension thing.

This is this coming into the wave of the golden age.

Yeah.

And all you have to do is just remind yourself that it's a snake,

Or it's a rope,

Not a snake.

So what happened in the set saying so far is there is that big shift into love.

You all made it,

Whether you feel it or not,

You're there was this opening to love.

And then the next threads of what I talked about were about this darkness.

And so that's how it goes.

It's like the opening to light,

And then there's experience of darkness,

And then there's a shift to a higher vibration.

So we might go over the hour,

Just I want to make sure that everybody is solid in a good place before we finish.

And if you want to go right at 930,

Please feel free,

But I want to make sure everybody's that's it.

That's it.

One of the things we really underestimate is the power of our prayer.

Okay,

So please remember it.

And remember that the more kind of weedy and desperate and hungry your prayer is,

The more it will work.

It's like a little child calling from a parent's mom or dad,

Who's scared.

And when the child's really scared,

Or upset,

There's a pitch to the cry that the parent registers and parents come running.

Just there's no argument,

They will just come.

I mean,

Short of,

You know,

Being a not very nice parent,

But just come.

It's the same thing.

When you have that pitch,

And you speak to God from there,

God moves mountains,

Amma will move mountains.

That's it.

And as you experience this,

That builds faith,

You get more and more experience that your prayer works.

And really,

You know,

You're praying to your own soul,

You know,

That's it.

Some of you may be feeling,

Seeing light through the bars of the prison cage,

The emotional prison.

And,

You know,

Just seeing the light,

Seeing the bars,

Or feeling the withholds,

That's good.

Just do that.

It's more by observing,

Noticing,

Feeling how much pain your ego causes you,

That evolves you.

Yeah,

I'm feeling my heartstrings are being really pulled by you for for what it feels like for you sometimes.

You can feel it.

You know,

It's like being on a roller coaster.

And you go,

Like,

Our souls are going like,

Oh,

Great,

Let's get on the roller coaster of earth,

You know,

It's like,

It'd be fun.

And then you get on the roller coaster.

And you go,

Why the hell did I get on this thing?

It's like,

I'm scared.

And then at the end,

There's the exhilaration of ah,

Ah,

It's okay.

It's like that,

You guys,

It's it's like that.

It has a happy ending.

It's just not always comfortable.

Okay.

It's interesting.

I'm getting there's some gift wanting to come and may come in a dream.

Some gift wanting to come to all of you,

Like a love gift,

Reassurance to help with reassurance.

I don't know,

It's in the it's sort of like in the next week,

Could be a dream,

Could be a small shift you make.

Yeah,

Some kind of sense of proof you get,

You know,

I've gone through all kinds of things in my body.

And,

And,

You know,

Right now,

I've got severe arthritis in my shoulders,

Which I actually think is going to change.

So we'll see.

But anyway,

Um,

I don't,

You know,

I mean,

I do some exercises and everything,

But I don't do any flexibility things.

But suddenly,

What will happen is,

You know,

I never used to be able to put my,

You know,

If I put my hand behind my back,

I couldn't reach up my hand towards my head at all.

And then one day dawned,

And all of a sudden,

I noticed that I had much more flexibility in my shoulder and what I could do in my back.

And there was no,

I hadn't done any exercise about it.

Yeah.

It's like when we make these shifts,

Emotional and spiritual shifts,

Our bodies release out.

Yeah,

So just back to this arthritis.

So I hardly have any shoulder pain.

And that's,

That's one of the things that's kind of a,

It's like,

Sometimes I don't know,

It doesn't help me take care of the arthritis,

Because I don't really have any pain.

So the whole thing's kind of a bit of a comical thing.

So I think it's gonna go.

So we'll see.

I'll let you know.

I sort of thrown down the gauntlet,

Because it really that's the data I got it.

It reminds me a little bit of the breast cancer thing,

Too.

It's like,

Yeah,

But anyway,

The universe will show me my soul show me but there's no,

There are no limits.

And if you clear complexes in you,

Your body responds.

And I've said this to you before that I used to be like about,

Okay,

I used to like,

Like,

I was heavier.

And then I just reached this piece,

And I don't have any,

I don't have any weight problem at all.

And it's like,

Oh,

This is so interesting.

And I just eat really good quality food,

I still have a sweet tooth,

But the quality of food is really good.

And,

And I didn't try to improve this.

Do you understand?

I just started doing it.

It just flowed in.

Yeah,

I wasn't I never tried to fix any of this stuff.

That's it.

I'm going like,

It's like,

I,

I don't know how to put this.

It's,

It's,

I always felt that somehow I had to live it and show that it was possible.

But that has to do with my life task.

And just stand there and keep saying,

Look,

You can live it is possible.

And it just happens as you steer this way,

And embrace your human foibles,

You guys,

Without indulging yourself.

But that's it.

It's,

It's coming back to being,

You know,

At the aboriginal level,

People are just human beings,

They're human beings first,

They're human beings.

And what they do in the village is secondary to their worth as human beings.

That's what we're returning to that,

When you return to that,

That's where God can come in.

That's it.

And,

Again,

Think of aboriginal people in the village,

Like,

There'd be more truth telling.

So you come back down to the simplicity of just telling the truth,

You know,

Politely.

But sticking with the truth,

Because if you don't,

It stresses your body.

Like that's what lie detector tests measure.

The stress in your body when you're lying and you see our culture is getting more and more lying based.

It's like and the stress on our bodies is immense.

So just coming into truth relieves a lot of stress,

You start being able to flow down river.

And really just that would be a great thing to do is just try to stay closer to the truth,

To everything you're saying this week.

And just on an ongoing just live that way.

Yeah,

Because that will heal your base chakra,

You'll find out that you can tell the truth here.

And you don't get shot.

You don't do it compassionately,

Gently.

That's it.

Okay,

There's time for a couple of comments or questions.

We're going a little over but is anybody have anything to say?

Hi.

Hi.

Hello,

Sweetheart.

Hello.

I want you to tell you a sweet story.

Yeah.

You have been writing with writing with just let me see the wardrobe.

In your letter and your email.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And I have had a dream about a wardrobe.

Oh,

Yeah,

Yeah.

I would love to tell you.

Yeah.

So my husband is called Stefan.

And I dreamed Stefan was at the desk.

And suddenly he disappeared.

So and I was surprised and calmly looked for him.

A little later both doors of a big brown wardrobe opened and Stefan tumbled out.

And he shocked himself.

He shocked himself and said,

I don't even know how this happened to me.

I told him lovely and laughing in a loving way.

There's nothing to worry about you healing Stefan.

So that was my dream was a big,

Big wardrobe.

And yeah,

And this is your first to remember I've talked about in,

You know,

The Harry Potter stories where the doorway in the subway,

It's the door to magic the door.

This work is the doorway,

Right?

Yes.

Doorway of the wardrobe.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Cool.

And the last weeks,

In this sweet way,

I get so stories and dreams.

And sometimes it's show me Yeah,

I have another sweet story.

So there is for in Christmas is for,

For,

For kids,

You can spend a present for kids in our court is in children's homes.

Yeah.

And we made a present.

We,

There was one kid who wants pens to,

To,

To painting,

And we buy a present,

Christmas painting for painting pictures.

And,

And after Christmas,

My husband Stefan found a little letter as a little painting from a kid for our house door.

Just,

It's just like,

I don't know,

It's coming from the universe.

I don't know.

We don't know the kid and,

And the kids don't know us.

And just coming.

Yeah,

It's funny.

What's another door,

Right?

Yeah.

Right.

Right.

Yeah.

And a child's kind of blessing of the door.

Yeah.

Door to your inner child opening.

You see,

This is it.

This is the metaphor.

It's like,

It'll just the universe will show you in a million different ways.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And this makes sense,

Because I do have that feeling of a door opening in you.

Yeah.

But for the last month or so last six weeks.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And it is coming in a very sweet,

Sweet way.

Yes.

Very sweet.

And loving.

Yeah.

It's a loving universe.

Yeah,

That's,

That's it.

And you Yeah,

It's a rope,

Not a snake.

That's it.

Right.

I know.

It's you guys,

You're all on the path.

I saw you all walking on this golden path.

Really,

All of you.

We're all walking together.

Yeah.

And if you're coming to the sad sayings,

You're doing the work.

Because if you weren't doing the work,

Your ego would start busting so much that it would tell you that you can't come.

You would find excuses.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Thanks,

Suzanne.

Thank you.

Yeah.

Just it's 940.

Is there one person more and then we'll does anybody have anything?

Miriam,

Are you wanting to say something?

I'd like to Yeah,

Thank you.

Nice to be here with you all.

I am.

I think this is probably about my third time joining satsang,

Which is is nice.

And I'm just trying where I'm at the moment is trying to find or struggling to find compassion for myself.

I don't know how to put but yeah,

Struggling to find compassion for myself,

In the middle of everything that's going on in my own personal life.

And then when you were saying about the,

The snake in the rope,

And I thought,

Well,

It I just thought to myself,

Yeah,

The snake in the rope,

I thought,

Okay,

It's just energy.

I don't know what to say,

Really.

But I'm trying to come from a compassionate place in myself.

I think you should just phone me.

Can we set up a phone call?

Because you just need some you just need you just need some mothering spiritual mothering here.

Okay.

Would you do that?

Email me?

I'll email you.

Yeah,

Yeah,

Yeah.

That will that you can it's like your little kid,

You need a you need some hug,

Kisses.

And just reassurance.

Yep.

You'll feel better.

I can feel it.

Okay.

Glad you know,

And Miriam,

You deserve this.

Okay,

This is the this is the crux of what it's like your little child self feels you don't deserve it.

You do.

Okay,

You do.

Okay.

That's good.

And you're Yeah,

We'll we'll speak about this on the phone.

Good.

Good.

Okay,

You guys,

I know it's getting late.

And with Anna,

She's it's like getting near midnight in India.

So in in a couple of weeks,

We're there's going to be that opportunity for a focus on the Saturday morning on the shadow for the brave people that want to come to that to reduce their shadow and move more into the light.

And there'll be the regular satsang on the Saturday too.

And you guys,

You you're my beloved,

I tell you,

I think of you,

I send you love.

Like,

Please,

We're being held by a great deal of grace coming from far more powerful beings than I am.

Really?

Really?

And a lot of really powerful beings are behind this.

Shining this light on this path for us to walk.

Yeah.

I love you so much.

You have no idea.

Bye.

Bye.

Blessings,

You guys.

Blessings.

Blessings.

Bye

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I've been listening to you for some time now & you have helped me so much on my journey. I loved the "it's a rope, not a snake!". I deal with unfounded fear a lot, I think. Thank you for posting on Insight Timer. I would love to start joining your Satsangs but don't know how. I will try to email you.