What a beautifully emotional piece of music. I just went through my whole 14 year relationship with my - now deceased - partner. He passed in 2018 but I just thought.... the mind is like a camera.... taking photographs of the memories and images that REALLY had an emotional impact on you at that particular time. We forget a lot of things, but those photographs remain. I remember when I first saw him, I remember when I laid roses down and kissed my hand and touched it to his coffin to say goodbye and "I will always adore you"....it's funny how the mind takes photographs. I remember every scar on his body, how his hand felt holding mine. I feel his feet resting on mine at night. I remember looking at my name elegantly tattooed on his shoulder blade and smiling because I remember he tricked me for valentine's day one year saying "he had my present 'on' him" because I was badgering him for my present 😁 and I remember being so confused and intrigued and then when he showed it me, I just laughed and cried because it was so clever of him and so beautiful. A committed act. And a gift he went to ashes with, a part of me went when he did and I'm trying to heal, but it's emotionally crippling. I get so lonely, I just wish I could hold him one more time....but alas, never again.
Love your loved ones hard, dear friends, TELL them, every. single. day. Don't go to sleep on an argument with anyone. Because you do not know when God will come to take them away. Hopefully I will see him again, but not yet, not now, I have children and they need their mum. I want to grow old happily first, because he would have wanted that. He will wait for me. And, when I return to the ashes I came from, I will be at peace knowing I saw my children/grandchildren, (hopefully), grow and prosper.
God bless all of you, you deserve all the love you have in this world.
Thank you for the memories in this musical piece, it was beautiful - I sobbed my darn heart out - but it's ok. I'm ok, life's ok. The love I STILL have from others is amazing. ❤️ And I thank God for that everyday.
~Laura~
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P.S. Sorry for the long review, I just needed to get out exactly what I felt when I heard this beautiful music. ❤️🙏❤️