Hi everybody,
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My loft,
Welcome.
So I wanted to share something from my heart today.
I see a lot in our world of victim consciousness and there is a thing called secondary gate where we can stay in an issue,
Stay in a problem,
Stay in an illness,
Stay in a whatever,
Or keep experiencing the same thing over and over again for a secondary gate to get something from it.
And it's time for us to look at that.
It looks like it's helping us,
It looks like it's doing something but it isn't and it's keeping us stuck and it's keeping us miserable.
So if you're having chronic things in your life and you're having issues that are happening over and over and over again,
Instead of playing victim to it of,
Oh this thing just keeps happening to me,
Take responsibility,
Sit down with your journal,
Close your eyes,
Look within and say,
You know,
What am I trying to get from this?
Obviously we want to come at ourselves looking at the past going,
I didn't realize I'm doing this,
There's innocence here,
I'm going to come at myself with compassion.
But what drives me crazy is that there's so,
Because I've seen it the last 10 years,
Because I'm in the healing arts,
I've been on this path myself,
There is so much healing available to us.
So when we walk around on this level of consciousness like,
Oh this victim consciousness that we get secondary gain from,
Right,
Innocently,
We're just in a lie about who we actually are as unlimited,
As beings who have an unlimited potential in the quantum field.
So it's time to really take responsibility,
It's time to sit down,
Go to your meditation mat,
Go to your journal.
It is a gnarly long,
And it doesn't have to be,
But it can be a gnarly long raw inner journey that you go on,
Right,
When you start to unlock these things.
But you either live the quote-unquote safe route where you're living in victim consciousness getting segmented by getting secondary gains that you think that you're getting that you're not really getting,
And you think that you're safe,
Or you are uncomfortable and you're raw and you're facing all of your emotions and you're facing all of your feelings and you're confused and you're changing and you're scared you're changing and you're going backwards and you're going forwards and you're all sorts of confused,
But you're alive,
You're healing,
You feel.
We're all walking around so asleep,
Right,
It's okay to feel your feelings.
We live in an emotionally unintelligent world where we're all taught,
Or at least I was taught,
Don't feel your feelings,
Don't communicate,
Don't say how you feel,
Don't express yourself,
You're going to look stupid,
No one's going to meet you where you are,
You're not going to be hurt anyway,
Your feelings are normal and human and welcome,
And you have the tools and there are solutions because again,
Victim consciousness will think we can't handle it.
There are tools that can assist us,
That can assist you in moving through your trauma and moving through your pain.
Now this isn't to minimize anyone's trauma and pain,
This is just to say we don't have to stay in fight or flight anymore.
Yes,
It might take 10 years,
I've been on a 10-year spiritual journey and it's nutty at times,
It's bring you to your knees raw at times,
But again it's up to you right now to make a choice,
Do I want to stay asleep,
Do I want to live in survival mode because of what was handed down to me,
Live in victim consciousness and get secondary gain of trying to get love,
Trying to get connection,
Or do I want to stop today,
Take out my journal and go what do I keep repeating,
How do I think this is giving me something,
Is my sickness allowing me to connect with people,
Is my lack of financial success making me digestible in my family,
Is my whatever giving me something,
Or at least I think it's giving me something.
Then you can bring whatever's in your unconscious mind that's making us move around life like robot,
The shell of a person asleep to the conscious mind,
So you can look at it,
You can call a healer,
You can call a coach,
You can look in your journal,
You can read a book and go okay wow what do I do to heal this thing,
Right?
So for me the journey is let's set an intention of what I want in life,
I want healing,
I want love,
All of it's possible even if you don't think it's possible,
I want love,
I want healing,
I want connection,
I want money,
I want abundance,
Whatever.
And then move forward on the path to whatever it is that you want,
Following inner aligned inspired actions and then as your ship comes up which it's going to,
Instead of retreating in the shell,
Right,
In our victim consciousness pretending like there's nothing we can do about it,
We show up for ourselves.
It's the greatest act of self-love,
It's awful feelings sometimes.
I know it,
It's disorienting,
But you show up and you go how do I heal this thing and you follow your heart to that next course or that next teacher or that next meditation mat or whatever it is because I promise you I have seen miracles.
No one has not been easy,
Yes I am a human being like every single other person who feels a ton and I don't think when we start this spiritual journey like more and more stuff comes up.
But you get to experience your authenticity,
You get to experience your truth,
You get to experience your gifts,
It opens up more for you.
So don't look around the world and want to fit in with everybody else,
Staying in victim consciousness,
Pretending like there's nothing that we can do,
Repeating our patterns to get secondary gain.
It's time to with love and compassion and understanding when all this happened out of innocence,
Thank you defense mechanisms for keeping me safe,
But I'm an adult now,
There is an adult in the room and I'm ready to heal and even if I have to go on faith from hearing Jamie sneak with such passion for a minute that there is unlimited potential in the universe,
Then I will.
And let that be your prayer,
Right?
There's science behind it,
We're in a quantum field of atoms,
There's solutions to every problem.
The next healer will come,
The book will come,
The conversation with the friend will come.
Okay,
I wish you breaking free from the chains that bind you,
I wish for you liberation,
I wish for me to get to know your soul and your heart,
I wish for you a sense of safety around welcoming your inner experience to move through you,
And I wish for you to gain the knowledge and the tools to help you live a life of power and sovereignty and creation as opposed to victimhood.
Okay,
So I'm sending you all my love and I'll see you all in the next video.
Bye.
Bye.