Beautiful human,
You have a strong soul.
A soul that committed itself to break cycles.
A soul that entrusted a life to you,
Beautiful body,
A life that heals,
Transforms and creates new pathways.
But not only that,
It entrusted to you a life that breaks,
Disappoints and triggers people.
Do you feel that pain?
That pain that might seem to tear you apart at times when you're burning in between the clear longing and commitment often to your soul and the paralyzing fears of your family line.
You disappoint your people again and again because you're choosing you.
You pay the price of betraying that old law of belonging in your family.
That law of belonging through keeping some pains under the surface,
Of not knowing too much,
Not daring to shine too much,
Not facing healing too much.
That law of rather staying in one place than facing uncomfortable truth.
Do you feel like betraying your line again and again?
Please,
Feel that pain.
It's a price you pay and it's a big one,
I know.
Feel it and know you came to betray.
Disappointing everyone is your holy duty.
I know,
Doesn't sound very fun,
Not very desirable.
But trust me,
By disappointing one tribe of people you're calling a new one into life.
You are breathing life,
Rhythm and dance into a new era of being,
Of connecting,
Of creating.
You are calling in vibes that none of the disappointed could have the capability to imagine because they didn't come for that healing.
You were entrusted with a duty to heal and open spaces that were thought dead of ages.
You were entrusted with the capability to fear the pain of disappointed,
But to then not choose the comfortable,
To not choose the compromise,
To not choose to protect the status quo,
But to protect truth.
You don't disappoint by intention,
Not to destroy,
Not to hurt,
But as a consequence of following your soul without compromising,
Without playing low,
Without keeping your light back just to please others by making them feel good.
You didn't come to help maintaining the old comfortable,
You came to create the new safety that's built on truth,
Wholeness and deep connectedness.
You didn't come to earn applause,
You came to experience your soul's blooming,
Expanding and purposeful being.
What you have chosen is not easy,
I know.
You disappoint people,
You betray your line,
That's what they say,
But what you're actually doing is liberating all those who came before you and who didn't have the possibility to heal.
You came to break the cycle,
Opening a new path of moving forward,
Of expansion,
Of living truth.
You came to make path,
Not to follow them.
I deeply honor you for your choice,
For your courage and for accepting the holy duty that your soul prepared for you in this life.
It's not going to be easy,
But it's liberating,
Fulfilling and definitely worth it.
You are not alone.
Thank you for sticking to your path.
All my love,
Yana
