Everybody take one second or five or ten to tune in to that deep inner knowing that love is already here.
Let's just check in.
Take a big breath,
Feel your eternal existence.
Try and stop existing.
Give up everything you think you are.
Just try and get it out of yourself.
Try and get rid of everything until you don't exist.
Give away your ideas,
Your thoughts,
Your hopes,
Your dreams,
Your desires.
Give up all your egos,
Desires.
Just throw them out of yourself for a second.
Let them burn up in your imagination until the only thing that's right here that you can't get rid of is your existence.
It's the only thing you cannot get rid of.
And just ask,
Love,
Are you here?
And feel for the answer.
Ask,
Is my existence and love the same thing?
If it's all that's here and the only thing you can actually prove to be here,
How can they be separate?
Feel that love is not a gender,
It's not an age.
It has no dimensionality that would limit it.
It is limitless,
Eternal existence.
And let's just clarify a few things about today.
Ask,
Love,
Am I lacking anything?
It starts here.
Am I lacking anything in my existence,
In eternity,
In truth?
I've never asked this specific question before.
Ask your existence,
Do I feel bad?
And if you don't feel bad in your existence,
Ask your existence,
Do I,
And or love,
Do I need to manifest something to feel better?
Remember,
Love isn't going to get you to manifest something to feel better.
It wants you to wake up to the realization that you already have it.
And it starts at the level of self-awareness.
There is no disconnection in truth,
So why the hell would you need to manifest connection?
There is no lack in truth,
So why the hell would you need to manifest something to give you abundance?
You have to start knowing.
Ask,
Love,
Is there anything I don't have in truth?
You've got to listen,
You've got to actually feel that,
You've got to realize you have it all.
Connection,
Let's just feel that one through.
Where does your existence and everybody else's stop and begin?
Does your existence stop somewhere and someone else's begin and there's billions of different existences or is there just one?
And if there's just one,
It means we're all here together,
There's no such thing as disconnection ever,
We're all here now together.
If you know that and you feel it,
Why would you ever waste time trying to manifest connection?
What a waste of time,
It's already done.
Is your existence sick?
Feel it.
Feel it,
Is it sick?
Is there pain?
Is there stress?
Is there anxiety?
Is there lack?
Those things don't exist in truth.
And in this moment,
If you're doing the exercise properly,
If you're actually committed,
You will feel that the truth is all there is.
Which means that you can drop your ridiculous ideas that you are sick,
Separate,
Or anxious.
Self,
That's not who you are,
It doesn't even exist here.
And if that is the truth,
Then why on earth would you waste time trying to manifest health?
If you already have it.
It is not to manifest something you don't have,
It's to realize you already have it,
You see.
If you know that you are eternal,
Connected,
Healthy,
Abundant and whole,
And that becomes your knowing,
Your subconscious understanding,
Your conscious understanding,
That will then eventually mirror back into the body,
Into the illusory world.
Starts here.
So no,
Love is never going to have you try and manifest what you think you lack.
Love,
The Holy Spirit,
Has one agenda.
Help you wake up and realize what you already are,
What you already have,
Have always had,
And will always have.
You want to quote unquote shift timelines today?
You make the declaration in yourself,
This is radical forgiveness.
I am already whole.
I have always been whole,
I will always be whole.
I am as I have always been here.
Eternal,
Loving,
Joyful,
Abundant awareness.
There is no body here to get sick,
This is eternal health.
As Paul Selig says,
If you know who he is,
I know who I am in truth.
I am what I am in truth.
I know who we all are in truth.
I know what we all are in truth.
I am,
I am,
I am.
Let's make a significant leap today.
I want you to bring the thing that you think you want up into your mind's eye.
Let's make a,
Let's use radical forgiveness to disintegrate a desire in lack.
Bring up the thing you think you want,
Hold it in your mind's eye.
Whether that be money,
Whether that be a person,
Whether that be health.
And when you look at that symbol,
What does it represent to you?
Freedom,
Relief,
Love,
Creativity.
This is a great exercise.
Bring up the thing you think you lack and that you want.
And you have to recognize now that if there is something that you think you want because you believe you don't already have it,
It's because it's mirroring a belief in separation.
And feel,
This is very important,
Feel that the second you place your mind on the desire of what you want,
You should simultaneously have a sense of lacking it.
Because if you want something,
It's because you believe you're lacking it,
So it should bring out that feeling of lack at the same time,
They're both there.
Desire and lack are two sides of one coin.
You only want something because you think you don't have it,
So there it is.
Put it all there in front of you,
Look at it clearly.
Become aware that the only reason you think you want that is because you think you don't already have it,
Especially the feeling.
Then feel back into your eternal existence.
Check in again,
Am I here?
Do I still exist?
Try and stop existing,
Squeeze really hard,
Get out of here.
Feel the eternal present now,
Whole and complete,
And feel that you already have whatever it is that you think you were going to get if you manifested that thing.
This eternal moment is already whole,
Complete,
Abundant,
Loving,
All the things connected,
Safe.
And so what I need you to do,
Is I need you to walk right into the heart of the desire that you have,
Walk into that mental projection.
Just take your existence right into the middle of the thing you think you want,
And sit in it,
And start to flood it with the present moment.
And you have to start anchoring into your mind,
Remembering,
I'm already whole,
I'm already connected,
I'm already safe,
I already have infinite abundance.
You've got to fill the desire with the truth.
As you're doing this,
Call on the Holy Spirit,
Which is just your right mind,
The one that knows who you are.
Holy Spirit,
Help me keep seeing myself clearly.
Help me remember who I am.
I'm here,
I'm listening,
I'm open.
Let the eternal present moment fill up absolutely everything,
Everywhere,
All at once,
Until you cannot feel a difference between the desire you once had,
Your existence,
Love,
Light,
Holy Spirit.
It is within you,
Without you.
There is nowhere it begins or ends.
Sending it everywhere,
All at once.
Sensing it everywhere,
All at once.
All you're really doing is remembering what's already here,
What's already here.
You don't have to create anything,
You don't have to force anything,
You just have to remember,
I'm here,
Still here,
Still love.
Ultimately,
Everything's good.
So good.
So,
So good.
Now what happens to wanting when you're truly present?
And if the feeling of wanting of anything arises,
You just have to keep doing this,
Keep moving into it and flooding it with this moment.
Keep blasting the idea of wanting something with now.
It's like everywhere you find the hungry ghost in your mind,
Go and sit in it and blast it with now and say,
It's already done,
It's already whole.
This is radical forgiveness.
The realization that you are love itself and nothing else.
And it's whole.
And this is a practice that you can keep doing in your own time as you sit here,
Honestly,
As you start feeling any thought forms come up that say,
But I want this,
Or I want that,
Or I need this,
Or what about this?
Just keep going into those thoughts,
Sitting in them and blasting them with right now.
I am here.
I exist.
My existence is already whole,
Complete,
Abundant,
And worthy,
Already.
It's already what I've always wanted.
This is what it means to return home to somewhere you never left.
It's funny.
And just for a moment,
If you feel your eternal nowness,
Even though it is completely whole and in and of itself,
Feel yourself radiating it out,
Back into itself.
Just radiate your wholeness into yourself.
You can't make it bigger,
You can't make it less.
It's already complete,
But you can radiate yourself into yourself.
And there's absolutely an exquisite experience of radiating what you are to yourself and feeling that.
You can create from this state of mind.
You give to yourself.
You radiate to yourself.
You extend to yourself.
Not to make it bigger,
Not to make it better,
But because it's beautiful.
This is just how it functions.
Just because it feels wonderful.
You can give to yourself from a state of wholeness.
You don't need anything.
You can just give.
The more you give,
The more you receive.
So give your light to yourself.
Feel it coming back in.
Give your eternal,
Loving,
Pure awareness to yourself.
Feel that coming back to you.
It's just one process.
Give relief to yourself.
Oh my God,
It's so good.
Give relief to yourself.
Feel it coming back.
Trust yourself.
Radiate that.
Easy to trust when you know what you are.
Practice extending this to yourself.
You can't extend it out of yourself because there is nothing outside of yourself.
You can literally just extend into yourself.
Give to yourself.
If you want,
Tune in to the innate laughter of love,
That cosmic joy,
And laugh into yourself.
Send laughter into yourself.
Feel that laughter coming back to yourself.
It's one thing.
There's only one of us here.
And we're all here together in that oneness.
Radiate to everyone on the call.
Even though it's one thing,
It's the same thing.
Radiate relief to all.
Feel that relief in yourself.
Easily and joyfully in this moment,
Surrender the idea of a separate self.
Just give it up.
It doesn't exist.
Never has.
There's only one of us here.
Give up this feeling of having to do it on your own,
Needing to manifest,
Needing to prove yourself.
Just give it up.
Try this on instead.
God,
Love,
I trust you completely.
I know that your highest will for me and my highest will for myself are the only and same will in truth.
Where love guides me must be where I want to go anyway.
I don't need a separate self to try and create that.
I trust love you to guide me.
I'm listening.
Listening with my inner ears,
Looking with my inner eyes,
Feeling with my deepest knowing.
And let's do it together.
Big breath in,
Big sigh out.
It is relieving you guys.
There is nothing you have to do other than let go of what you are not.
And it's very easy.
Once you have access to now,
It's like dropping off ideas that do not have any validity in truth.
Just for a couple more minutes.
I want you to feel what it would feel like to let love guide you.
Just let love grab you and however that's going to happen and pull you into an experience of just extending yourself.
Just let yourself be pulled.
Get taken on a ride.
Drop off all the weight.
Nothing to figure out.
Just let God pull you and fly.
Fly through yourself.
What would it feel like to just be pulled through love?
Not with your physical senses.
Not with the body.
That's gone.
But with yourself.
Together always with all beings in truth,
In love,
In joy,
Creativity.
Sure,
You don't know all the different creations and ideas you can come up with,
But don't worry about it.
Just for now,
Enjoy being guided.
You can create anything.
But for a moment,
Just rest in love.
Feel at home.
And just ask yourself,
What would it feel like to let love guide you?
Actually,
For this last 30 seconds or so,
Imagine stopping in love and literally just lying down into it.
Not with your physical body,
With your mind.
Just resting into it,
Dropping into it.
Sighing out.
Completely weightless and rested in eternal,
Loving awareness.
And one last time,
Say to yourself,
I know who I am in truth.
I am who I am in truth.
One in love with all.
Eternally.
Now.
Forever.
Completely free.
Innocent.
Complete.
And so it is.
Begin to wiggle the fingers and toes.
Feel your temporary avatar,
But do not leave the rest in your mind.
Stay resting.
At home.
In love.
Even as you move the body.
In fact,
It's fun.
It's that same love and joy to everything.
Even to what feels like the physical body.
Fill this physical body with that same love,
That same rest.
It's going to happen naturally.
Shake it out a little.
Talk about nervous system regulation.
Nervous system relaxation.
When your mind finds the home of God again,
Body will chill the fuck out.
Because your mind is chilling out.
So fill this body,
Become aware of the physical surroundings around you.
Temporary hallucinated physical surroundings.
No problem.
And when you're ready,
You're gonna blink your eyes open.
But do not leave the rest in your mind.
Do not leave the resting place in your mind.
At one with love.
