Growth Experiences, Censorship, Shifts (Q & A from 1/14/21)

This is a Live Q & A recorded on 1/14/21. The topics covered include - My recent growth experiences during the transitions made in my life, censorship in the world (especially the U.S.), spiritual shifts happening at this time, locking onto belief systems to feel safe and being okay while "not knowing".

Transcript

So Hello everyone.

Here I am.

Oh,

We already got a couple people watching.

Please say hi everybody.

And so I know that you guys can hear me and all is well.

And who y'all are.

Oh,

That was my Florida coming out.

Who y'all are.

And let me put the ticker up.

So start firing the questions.

I'm looking forward to it.

This is my therapy.

Let's see.

Comments.

It would help if I.

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Quick comments,

Huh?

So you guys can tell I'm still getting used to doing this on my own.

Laura,

Hey handsome.

Oh,

Shooting right out with a compliment.

Thank you.

Thank you,

Beautiful.

Laureen Menz.

Hello,

Heather.

Hi.

Laura's saying hi to everybody.

Everybody.

Cool.

Thank you guys.

So I'm assuming that you can hear me.

Okay.

And if you cannot,

You will let me know.

And fire your questions away.

Until I see one,

I will stop babbling as I usually do.

I will stop babbling as I usually do.

So I thought I would start tonight because in a way that is,

I don't know,

Unusual a little bit for me.

Somebody asked me a question.

A friend asked me a question,

I think it was yesterday.

And it really got me thinking which was really nice.

It's just nice to be in community and when you have friends that you can trust and that can throw things at you and it kind of gets you thinking.

And because that's often how I get deeper clarity in my own life.

You know,

It's when somebody asks a question,

Then I kind of go back in my own time and contemplate it.

It's helpful.

So the question basically was,

Because they're a friend of mine,

I opened up and shared some of the stuff that I was going through.

And moving to a new country,

It has its ups and downs.

I think a lot of things are like this.

Even if you know it's right,

It doesn't mean that it's all going to be roses.

So I know moving here was right.

I know the benefits,

The beaches,

The nature,

The people.

All the reasons I moved here,

Those are still in effect and I'm still happy with my decision.

But like many things,

When you.

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You like my shirt,

Sarah?

Thank you.

Yeah,

This is my book.

Down to earth.

So yeah,

It's,

You know,

Like many things,

There's a learning process involved.

I'm on my own journey here and if I'm going to make a big life transition,

The chances of there being growth that are tied in with that are pretty strong,

You know?

And it's like that with all of us.

I mean,

If we're making a big life change,

There's going to be growth.

I don't know how to phrase this in a question at the moment but.

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Well,

I'm gonna.

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So I'm gonna go with this and then I'm gonna check in with Laura's question a little bit as she finishes it,

I believe.

So yeah,

I'll just kind of finish my thought on this.

So yeah,

There's growth and a lot of life changes and I'm stretching myself.

So there's growth for me to have here and it's not always comfortable.

And the.

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Plus,

I leaned into some of the drama that's going on in the U.

S.

Recently.

I was trying to get people to look at things from a broader perspective and just question things,

Not really tell anybody what to believe or one thing was wrong and one thing was right but it kind of turned into that which oftentimes on Facebook it does,

You know?

So whatever.

It's all good.

But so I had some of that energy.

I was caught up in and then,

You know,

Being here it's like it's new for me.

I never traveled internationally.

Now I'm living internationally.

So there are fears that come up.

There are,

You know,

When you travel,

Especially when you've traveled a lot,

It's very.

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It's often very helpful to push you into the present moment because you don't know what to do or it's not habitual.

You know,

A lot of times if you're going to eat you can't just be like,

You know,

Oh I'm just going to grab something.

Like well first you got to find out where the restaurant is,

You know,

Then you got to figure out how to get there or,

You know,

A lot of things that we take for granted in our everyday lives are we can't take them for granted.

You know,

Every.

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Lots of little things.

Don't drink the water.

Okay,

Well how am I going to brush my teeth?

Like just all these little things that we just don't even think about like now are on your plate.

So it can help push you into the present moment.

I've kind of been the one in control of my life for my whole life pretty much.

And so I've kind of been doing things my way for a long time and I haven't traveled a lot.

So this is new to me even though I was here for a couple months already.

It's,

You know,

I have to get used to things and I'm stretching myself and I'm growing and it's not always comfortable and you add that with me leaning into some drama on Facebook and you add that into the collective energy that's going on right now.

You know,

I do believe we're in the middle of a spiritual shift and the energy is rising.

I mean we are we are smack dab in the middle of it man and this is why all this controversy is happening and all the energy is swirling around and if you've been a little more emotional lately and you get knocked around a little bit it's happening to a lot of people right now,

Me included.

So you know,

I have to ground and I have to work through things and I have to stretch and it's like I said it's not always comfortable.

So you know and I've done a lot of work on myself and it's easy to go,

Geez how come I feel like this?

I've done so much work and slide into that victim mode a little bit and you know all that stuff it still bounces around in and out.

It's just you know I don't take it so seriously.

I don't stay there that long.

It's you know sometimes I need to get stuff off my chest and it sounds like oh man he's messed up.

You know and it's like no I it's just sometimes I have thoughts and and it's not always easy.

So you know I just kind of wanted to share that because I believe in being authentic and I want people to have a realistic outlook on what living spiritually is.

It doesn't mean you never get knocked around.

It doesn't mean that you don't have a myriad of emotions to experience as you go through life.

It's just you don't get sucked in so deeply.

You don't take it so seriously.

You know it's it and you get through quicker and you know it's much easier.

It's way better than living the other way.

Trust me.

And then you know from a life coaching perspective,

There's a few reasons why I know that I'm supposed to be a life coach and one of the reasons is because I and I've said this many times I gain energy while I'm doing it.

I get excited.

I get energized.

I feel alive.

I feel peace.

I feel a flow of energy going through me when I'm doing it.

All that stuff like that's how I know that I'm supposed to be doing it.

And another thing that happens when I'm going through stuff is no matter what I'm going through in my personal life,

I can always life coach.

This is why I was just a little bit extra excited to hop on tonight because I was like,

Oh I'm gonna be getting out of my stuff because as I'm sitting in it,

You know that's when I'm really feeling it.

But as soon as I start working and this is a little bit different but more so when I'm working one-on-one with somebody,

I just lock into them.

Lock into their energy.

So I'm completely out of mind.

So no matter what is going on in my life over the last eight or nine years or whatever,

I've never had a problem working with a client.

In fact,

I look forward to it.

I've gone through periods where I actually fell into the crap and I was really depressed and going through a very difficult time.

And I would look forward to working with my clients because those were the only respites that I had pretty much.

Because I was in it.

And so working with the clients was when I could lock onto their energy and I didn't feel all that.

I wasn't caught up into my own crap.

And I could just ride this stuff.

You know,

Lean into somebody else's energy and ride them.

But you know,

Ride that wave of energy and help somebody else.

You know,

And this is not a new concept.

In recovery they teach that.

When all else fails,

Go help somebody.

You know,

They teach that.

So because it gets you out of your stuff and into somebody else's reality and with the focus of helping.

Because it's so healing to do that.

So yeah,

I just kind of wanted to throw that out there.

So people kind of,

You know,

Because we preach happiness and joy and peace and love and all this stuff.

And yeah,

You know,

Of course that's how we want to live.

But it's not always like that.

Hi Lisa.

It's not always like that.

We have our ups and downs still.

They're just not as bad.

And you know,

I don't know if everybody's like this,

But for me fortunately,

If I am off,

I can still work with people.

Which is gigantic benefit.

You know what I mean?

Okay,

So I guess that's it.

Unless anybody else has any comments on it.

But I see that Laura popped up the question that I saw the post.

Okay,

So I'm gonna put this up.

Yeah,

She was trying to send this a couple minutes ago when I started babbling.

But then yes.

So she saw the post on my page which gave me,

Gave her the last little push she needed to start being more open to what's happening there in the U.

S.

Now I'm questioning everything news wise.

It's weird to feel like I don't know what I can believe anymore.

It's just uncomfortable and unsettling.

Can you find a question in that?

Yes,

Yes I could definitely find a question now.

And it's,

I think it's a great question.

It's,

What it is,

So in spirituality we hear that like this is not a new concept.

We have to be comfortable being uncomfortable.

There's a fairly famous spiritual perspective that says the more I understand the less I know.

So in spirituality this is normal.

Like you kind of have to get comfortable not controlling things,

Not thinking you have control over things,

Not thinking you know the 100% truth to everything.

Like in spirituality that is spirituality.

So I'm kind of used to it.

So this was kind of an easy place for me to get to in the outside world because I've kind of integrated my spirituality into my spirituality into the rest of my life.

As I mentioned earlier I still have some growth to do.

But as a general rule,

So like this is it's basically the same thing.

We have to get comfortable being uncomfortable.

Like it's okay not to know.

I think this is a big crux of where we are right now.

I believe this is why people are latching on to belief systems so tightly because foundationally people aren't used to living spiritually.

So like I said this,

I said that living spiritually is being comfortable not knowing,

Right?

Well everything is spiritual.

Like the real world is spiritual too.

It's not like we have spiritual life and human life with different rules.

It's all spiritual rules trump everything.

So you can take the spiritual rules and bring them into the human world and they still work because they work everywhere all the time always.

So this is what I did.

I just brought my spirit,

The way I look at spirituality into the human world and it really wasn't that big of a leap for me because I've done it quite a bit.

But if you're trying to do it right now with this big scenario that's all noisy and emotional right now,

Yeah it's going to be a little unsettling.

So and it's normal.

You know it's okay to feel like that.

It's okay to be like,

Oh geez this feels weird that I don't know what I can believe.

Yeah of course it's going to feel weird.

It's new.

You know?

So it's okay it's okay to feel like that though.

That's the point.

And it's but so what I was starting to say earlier and I felt I needed to finish that.

What I believe people,

One of the reasons that there's so much controversy right now I believe is because people feel more comfortable when they can latch on to something as the truth.

It's because it is.

It's very unnatural.

Well it's natural but the way people,

I don't even know what freaking terms to use,

The way normal people or the way most people live lives is not through spiritual principles.

So most people are not okay not knowing.

Most people are still functioning like they need to know that they need to control things.

So when they get enough evidence one way or another to latch onto something and to feel kind of comfortable that that's the actual truth,

That's you know they know that's you know that's what's really going on.

When they start feeling comfortable with that,

Faith's going nuts.

Hey faith lay down.

Good girl.

So when they get enough evidence to latch onto a belief system then they will defend that with everything because it's the only thing that makes them feel safe.

It's the only thing that prevents them from feeling uncomfortable and unsettling and weird.

Latching onto something and going oh this is the truth.

This is you know this is this is what I can latch on to and I'm right here and I've looked into it and I believe that I'm right.

So therefore and I mean I'm a good person.

Everybody thinks they're a good person and quite honestly most people are.

Their intentions are good.

So I go I'm a good person.

I looked into it.

I believe this to be true.

I latched onto it.

It's true.

So therefore I feel good about myself because I'm a good person.

I don't feel weird because I understand what's going on and I've I well I believe I do.

I've locked on to this being the truth and okay cool.

I'm a good person and this is the truth.

Oh okay good.

Now I can relax.

That's where our sense of comfort comes from.

It's not permanent.

It won't last.

It's not even true but we feel comfortable as long as we've got that you know and then we'll defend it and then the other side is feeling the same way.

They happen to be exposed to something along the way where they think that they are looking at the truth and they as soon as they got enough to believe in that they latched onto it and then when they got exposed to anything other than that they pushed it away and said no that's lies and and then whenever they got exposed to something to reinforce it they pulled that in to make it stronger and stronger and stronger.

That's their sense of identity.

So it's so you know that's that's what they locked on and and and for the most part we have two people two groups of people one over here and one over here and they both think that they're right and they both think that the other side is crazy.

So you know what I was attempting to do which some people liked and for some people it went over like a fart in church I was trying to just say hey there's another way like loosely and like like uh Janice says wear the world like a loose garment.

Yeah it's just like I'm not locked onto anything.

I'm not you know and and perhaps my timing was was wrong but like I was kind of guided to do it like I believe that I mean because I don't usually get into this stuff and when I started getting these urges to post I was like why like I don't want to post this stuff I don't want to lean in and it was like nah Glenn you kind of have to just just do it.

So then I do it and then I start getting remarks and messages going like about Trump and I'm like why are people talking about Trump?

And they're going they're going like well Trump got censored and you're talking about censorship I'm like I didn't even know Trump got censored I didn't know he got banned from social media when I put my posts up I didn't even know that because I don't follow all of this stuff because I'm holding it loosely and I'm not trying to to to come to a conclusion I mean to be honest with you I you know the the well I'll just say it I mean to be honest with you if you're looking at Trump and Hillary Clinton or Trump and Biden as your two choices to run what a lot of people think is the most powerful or the greatest country on earth it's fucking absurd is what it is is it's fucking absurd so like I mean that's ridiculous neither one of them are good people it's and if you think that they are god bless you god bless you look into things you know so it's I wasn't trying to defend anybody what I was saying is that there's stuff going on and and I don't trust see so like me personally I got censored from a cambo thing you know a cambo post which is frog medicine and it's to boost your immune system well they banned cambo stuff at the beginning of covid they censored it and I couldn't post it I couldn't even send it in a messenger on Facebook I had to email it so like red flags went up and then um somebody that did spiritual movies that I know came out with a spiritual uh uh something about covid and I was amazed at how quickly they pulled it because it wasn't saying what the who and the cdc wanted you to hear and I'm going like this is amazing the censorship going on as soon as anybody says anything other than like the the powers that be what they determine is right they pull it that's insanity this is propaganda this is like being in a concentration camp where they pipe in information that they they want to brainwash you with like I was like this is unbelievable that they're doing this stuff and then they're they're they're saying that you know they discredit things so you know I'm trying to do a little bit of homework on some of this stuff so I you know I go okay why are they saying that that this is a lie so I certainly don't want to be a racist and I don't want to be a racist so I search and they go oh this person's a meathead and the the doctors that they talked to were idiots and they don't know what they're talking about and I'm like geez that's they seemed credible the doctors seemed like they they didn't have any agenda but other than the help people and um the the the filmmaker I know to be living a spiritual life and all this that geez what why and then I'm like well wait a minute since I'm questioning everything like wait a minute like who's who is um who is discrediting these people like let's take it one step further I'm not taking anything for granted I'm going hey maybe this spiritual guy is a nut job I don't freaking know he seemed okay with his other spiritual stuff that I really enjoyed and the people that he's associated with but how do I know I'll search him so I search him and I read and they're like yeah nut job nut job nut job and I'm like well what well who is saying he's in that job just because I read it on the internet doesn't mean it's true and I'm thinking like one thing that I do well I think because of living a very dysfunctional life I can think like a dysfunctional person really well because I was one for a long time I was very manipulative I was very you know dysfunctional I had bad intentions a lot of times so I know what you need to think and what you need to do to do that so if I'm sitting there going I want people to think the way I want them to think what are the two things I'm going to do one I'm going to make sure they're exposed to as much of the way that I think want them to think is possible and the other thing that I'm going to do is make sure I discredit the ways that that they shouldn't be thinking it's not a one-part thing it's a two-part thing you pump up your side and you pull off and discredit the other side so when people you know when I talk to people and they go oh well and I go well you know this person you know I don't know because this person said this and it kind of seemed like a good thing and they go no they're discredited yeah who discredited him who were who like who well I read on the internet that they're you know that they're an idiot and this this doctor was pissed off because they got fired from a job right okay so somebody trying to discredit somebody probably would say those exact things don't you think I mean it's not rocket science you know it's just keeping an open mind and then I start following the money you want to find out the truth about something follow the money because that's what runs this entire world power and money this is why the world is all messed up is because those are the driving forces in our world so if you want to follow the money I start following the money and I go oh ivermethicin is not used in the United States and some of the other countries but it's used in the smaller countries effectively whole bunch of doctors from around the world one representing them went on and said this stuff's a miracle drug and I'm gonna quit being a doctor because if you don't use it then needless people are dying so well we'll just discredit them we'll just go yeah no we we really haven't done any long-term studies you haven't done any long-term studies it's an existing medicine that's been on the radar since April the CDC commented on it last April why are you not studying it why are the other countries using it effectively doctors are saying that you should use it but you're not studying it why and it they they're so good at this they just go oh well there's just no long-term studying and everybody goes oh there's no long-term studying makes sense no it doesn't make sense it's been on you there was remarks from the CDC from April saying that this was a possible benefit for COVID and they haven't studied it since April what what are you waiting for there's one reason is because the money is in the patents and they can't make a patent on an existing medicine this is this is the type of stuff that I that I'm looking into teaching somebody how to boost their immune system with natural medicines they ban it why because it doesn't scare you and it might actually work and they can't make money off that so they ban it ivermethicin an existing medicine they can't make money off of it so they ban it so when I start seeing stuff like this I start going geez this seems to be an agenda here and it's big because they're all in cahoots because who's banning it who's discrediting it and why are they doing it and who's benefiting from it well people making money are benefiting from it who's who's powerful enough to get google and facebook to pull stuff they all have to be working together otherwise they can't get this stuff pulled within 12 to 24 hours and discredited all at the same time how would they accomplish that if they weren't all in together so do you see how this stuff starts making sense it's not conspiracy theories and I can't believe I even have to say that because now they they've they have tainted the words conspiracy theory like it's a bad thing oh that's conspiracy theories when did a conspiracy theory be bad like lincoln doesn't poo poo at conspiracy theories he's freaking dead because of one like I mean conspiracies happen all the time they've happened throughout history always they've always happened throughout history conspiracies now all of a sudden if you have a theory of something that might be going on that could be a conspiracy it's bullshit it's conspiracy theory why what isn't a conspiracy theory do you think the fact that when when the governments had a choice to either keep walmart open or all the mom and pop stores open they chose walmart do you think that that isn't a conspiracy do you think that that wasn't a bunch of people that make a shitload more money than you do making decision and no concern over what you're doing and what you're doing and what you're doing and what you're doing and what you're doing and you're making decision and no concern over how your life got affected and all concern about how much money they made that's exactly how that decision was made you know this this is this is why I question everything and and I don't know I don't like I I don't know what the truth is I don't know if there's a new world order trying to come in for everything and to be honest with you I don't even really care because at the end of this at the end of this tirade that I just went off like it doesn't matter like it doesn't matter we're going to come out the other side of this and we're going to be fine because good always wins and if it's if it's um if we have to go through this to and a new world order has to take place and then and then we come in and with a with spirituality and we go hey no way you're not going to do this um you're you're not going to you know control us anymore then it'll happen then maybe we'll wake up before that and we'll be like hey you guys can't do this stuff to us anymore we need a new way of living a new way of being is coming into this world whether they want it or not and it might look scary looking at this stuff going oh my god these people have so much power now they're controlling all the media and the information and censorship and this really looks scary and really looks ugly yeah it does from an outside perspective but what happens is we change through suffering often you know I mean we're trying to wake up so I'm hoping we change through waking up but we already are suffering quite a bit so um but if if negativity doesn't know when to stop it doesn't know when to go well you know we've got we've got 20 trillion dollars in the bank and we control almost everything maybe we should just call it quits and good enough is good enough that will never happen they're addicted to more so they will keep pushing and pushing and pushing and pushing taking more and more and more and more until the masses have had enough and then we'll be like no that's not going to happen then we'll regain control which is fine you know it can happen that way so that's it you know I always say this the game is rigged in your favor you know I'll let you know how it ends up you win you win so that's that's the other part that can let you I think relax a little bit is you know it doesn't matter and this is what I needed to remind myself after I got sucked into all the drama of that is like Glenn it doesn't matter it doesn't matter it's like it doesn't matter stop fighting for it because if I if if I fight for this stuff then I'm part of the problem and that's what I started being that's why I backed out is I started becoming part of the problem because I was getting frustrated and I was I was answering people's questions out of frustration and the energy in which I was doing that was coming out I wasn't being courteous and and kind and loving to people I was drilling them with answers as hard as I could and that's just not the person that I want to be and it's you know it's not how I choose to live so I had to pull back love is the answer it's always been the answer it'll always be the answer so it's not you know energetically we're shifting we're going to get there it's more important for us to work on ourselves and be a an example of living spiritually inside of ourselves and inside of our lives treating other people the way that we want we we should be treating them with love and respect if we just do that we're good that's the best thing we can do to speed up this shift and get through arguing with people that don't see it is not going to do it because it's argument it's it's negative energy so they're in negative energy and we think we're going to go in there and change their negative energy with positive energy that's not what we're doing we're bringing in argumentative frustrating energy into an already frustrated person and it's just expanding the problem you know everything's energy if we just have to be the love and I leaned into it for a few days and that's all I could take because it's just not congruent with my vibration I can't stay in that stuff long I mean that's it screwed me all up being in that negativity for a few days well so uh let's see I'm just gonna touch on this and then look at Sarah's not conspiracy theories but try to explain ivermectin to people that aren't living a spiritual life they look at me like I'm drinking kool-aid and you figure out they're gonna get me back on track yeah yeah and it's well ivermectin it's just you know it's it's just a medicine I mean that's not even spiritual it's just it's just logic it's like you know doctors say it works other countries are using it I took it you know I was in the dr when I get covid two day within two days taking ivermectin I felt better I wasn't completely over it but the hard part was two days and then within eight days I was back working again was it just that I don't flipping know see again I don't know I don't know I don't know but geez you know like I don't give a crap if ivermectin is what they say it is or not I don't care I don't care if that's what got me better like or if it's not what got me better that's not the point the point is to open our minds and to ask questions it's to look at this stuff and question it and hold it loosely and relax and lean back and then we'll have an idea what's going on as soon as we latch on to one belief system we dismiss everything else and that's how we get close-minded that's all I was trying to do is just open our minds so we're not so attached to one side or the other because we're never we're never going to hear anything like that so just open up our minds a little bit and go geez maybe there's some other stuff going on here that's a little bit bigger a little bit deeper geez maybe I don't know I'll just keep my eyes open and see if anything looks weird and just walk through life like that and then you go oh yeah maybe that oh that could that kind of seems weird but you don't latch on to it and that's a much more once you get comfortable not knowing it's such a beautiful way to go through life and you get along with like most people because like I don't like if somebody believes one thing or somebody believes the other thing it's I don't have to defend a position because I don't have one so I can get along with anybody if they you know but I still have that edge man you know hey I had the edge growing up I had it for 20 years as an alcoholic I got an edge if somebody comes at me I usually you know and starts asking questions or you know pushing and being argumentative I have a hard time backing down I've never been good at backing down at anything but that's you know it is what it is so Sarah in the end why do you feel like you were nudged to post well I don't think that the universe or God uses us without us having something to benefit so I think personally I was nudged to post because there's some work I need to do I need to be able to have these conversations without getting so frustrated I think I have some work to do there so personally I think that's why I got nudged and then collectively I think the reason I get nudged is because I know from the comments like a lot of the posted comments were negative and I went back and forth with a lot of the people behind the scenes were very positive well that's not true probably 50 percent of the comments were positive and 50 percent of them were negative so I did get a fair amount of positive comments posted but I got quite a few positive comments behind the scenes too which from people who didn't want to post publicly and I think every one of them I said I completely understand it's probably a good idea um posting publicly on Facebook very rarely accomplishes what you want it to hey Christopher I love that man um so yeah so I think I was I was nudged to post collectively to one give support to all of those people that were already kind of thinking this stuff and to kind of say hey guys you're not gonna post hey guys you're not crazy hang in there you know just hold things loosely and hang in there so I think that that was one benefit of it and I and I know I know from what I've seen from some people that it did actually open their mind some of the people that that were not thinking like this by the time I was done said oh okay I get what you're trying to say and and I'm sure other people um that didn't say anything um some of them got it too you know which is fine you don't have to comment to me like you know this is your journey you know all of you so you know it's not important whether you comment or not it's just planting seeds I think I needed to go out there and plant some seeds and so over time if people just keep their eyes open just a little bit more and they start they see something and they go wow could that be true and then they go I don't know I think I'll look into it oh it's discredited they're not gonna go like oh it's discredited no who's discrediting it can you trust them you know from what I've seen the information is coming is coming from the media I don't trust them the government I don't trust them um the the major corporations don't trust them big pharmacy don't trust them like every single one of those organizations have proven themselves to be liars and focused on money and power every single one of them and they've proven it over and over and over and over and over and over again and then so it's like that and then I wonder like why I don't trust them like like who you know we don't we don't think that people who write articles actually have control over whether that article is published or not do we I mean we're we're beyond that I hope there's been enough movies made and and enough you know I mean we we we have information from the 60s and 70s of stuff that's going on we have information from the 40s and 30s and the 20s and the 1800s of this stuff going on you know so things have been controlled for since the founding of our country so like you know this is not a big stretch to think that maybe the government is lying of course it's lying I mean politician and lying is basically synonymous at this point so when somebody says like well yeah I believe them because a politician said it I'm like well yeah I believe them because a politician said it I'm like are you serious like that's what you're gonna come at me with proof it's true because a politician said it come on you know work harder than that it's true because I heard it on the media it's not true because I read it was discredited on the internet none of these that's mostly what I heard and not one of those things has anything to do with reality it's like you know there's no proof that whoever is saying or doing anything is actually credible but people don't want to wrap their brain around that because it's very threatening to them to think that they don't know which brings us right back to the beginning of the question he like well I have to believe somebody what do you want me to do not believe anybody yes that's what I want you to do I want you to not believe anybody until they prove themselves to be honest that's that's what I would like so until you find an honest source of information I think you should trust nobody none that means don't form an opinion that means stay open that's what I think you should do you know and the truth will bubble up there's people speaking the truth they're just being silenced and and somebody somebody goes up and speaks the truth and then they get pulled off the internet somebody else comes in that that has an agenda discredits them and then then we go geez I don't know what to believe I don't know maybe if we stood up and said hey guys you can't continue censoring all the information if something goes against what you think we should hear you can't take it off you can't just remove it you can't do that that's censorship like you can't do that there's no freedom in a society that has that like start there and then maybe we can start being exposed to different conversations maybe we could actually even have a couple people to have a debate on tv about these things maybe we could hold somebody accountable to actually answer the tough questions but we can't because anytime anybody brings up a tough question they get dismissed so this is why I want I want people to question things and ask things it's the foundation of democracy it's the foundation we are losing our democracy we are losing our freedom to ever discern what is actually true and what is actually not true because we are we have no exposure to information it's all being controlled like once we lose that then what you know and people are so locked on to having a particular president they are willing to throw that right out the window they're like I don't give a crap we need this guy who's a president the other guy was crazy we need this guy it's like okay fine you know you vote for that guy try to get him in office do all that stuff but do we have to lose all of our freedoms in the process of getting that guy in office we shouldn't have to it shouldn't be you know it shouldn't be one or the other here like we should be able to keep our freedoms and elect who you want into an office that's kind of what the united states is about supposedly but we are losing all of our freedoms and nobody's even paying attention because they're too focused on getting a particular guy in office and a particular guy out of office or if you're for that guy you're too busy trying to get him back into office and you're trying to get the new guy out of office and meanwhile all the freedoms are being stripped and information is being controlled and nobody's noticing so boy I didn't know I was going to go off on all that but I guess I had to felt good um let's see i'm just scrolling through the um comments to see if there's anything else i should touch on oh yeah there's a couple comments um from sarah about the science yeah they've that's become a catch phrase oh you don't believe the people of science no i don't believe the people who are controlling the people of science that's what i don't believe because they're being controlled you know i know people that are in the science industry and and it didn't start now a lot of the science industry and a lot of the research that's funneled through colleges and all this stuff that all that that stuff is they have they make money if they get published and a lot of the workloads are really high and stuff and they don't even care if it's true it's not even half the stuff that goes out isn't even fact check they don't even give a crap about it it's just publish publish publish publish and then we'll lean on that and go the science said that every i'm telling you when you start really looking into this stuff everything's messed up it's you know we we have to understand that that things have always been controlled by the rich and the powerful and it's been getting more and more over the last 200 years and guess where it is now if you can look back in the 70s and see that the vietnam war you know they're feeding us information that wasn't true changing death tolls to boost uh morale and all this stuff the watergate stuff you think that that stuff was happening then what do you think is happening now that it got better do you think that there aren't covert operations where people where the united states goes in and kills people all over the world on a weekly basis probably and we don't know about it and nobody knows who did it like this stuff is going on all over the place it's you know it's been enough stuff has been leaked enough people have come up and said i did this i saw this i've i was a part of this and half the time you know we just dismissed them too it's like you know we're we're we're in a tough way man we are in a tough way in all of the world and in this country specifically we are the leaders in a lot of ways and i think right now we're the we're the leader in um dysfunction you know but you know we're the leader you can look at that one of two ways you can be like oh damn that's us or you know hey at least we're the leader in something you know like you know hopefully change will come here and you know we're the leaders in the world and we're the leaders in the world first if we suffer the most if we're the most if we're in the public eye the most and we explode and then change comes hopefully we can lead the way um uh for others to change so all this stuff guys you know i i jeez i'm starting to annoy myself so i'm gonna wrap it up um all this stuff it's you know it is what it is i mean to me it just makes common sense i don't i don't think that i've said stuff that is like what it can't be unless you've locked onto a belief system and you believe politicians and the media and other organizations that have proven to lie um if you believe them without questioning then you're going to be listening to the stuff that i say and think it's ridiculous which is fine you have the right to your opinion and i'm not going to argue any longer about it you got it this is my show so i get to purge all this crap and get it off my chest um i think anybody that didn't like it you can be fairly confident that uh i'm not going to be discussing it on here again um because it's just now you said this is this i got the information out i think that this was the end cap of what i needed to do i got the information out that i have seen i have experienced personally i have a lot of other people around that have seen this stuff and worse and personally experienced that a lot of spiritual teachers are looking for other platforms and getting onto the platforms because their their numbers are dropping dramatically this they're setting up you know they believe that they're being censored and they're not being exposed to as many people and a lot of people a lot of other spiritual teachers i know have have um mentioned that they have seen this stuff happening at a certain time and they're all communicating and they're they're saying that they're doing it so you know they won't be able to silence it we'll just create new platforms fortunately there's lots of spiritual people that are good with it too so so don't worry about it they're not going to silence us but i've just been exposed to a lot of people that think like this um and and those of you who found it helpful great uh those of you who didn't that's okay you have the right to your opinion um but remember this we are globally we are going into a whole new other way of being and i've been talking about this for years i know lisa and chris and laura and sue and all these people back in my rhode island you know foundation crew i've been talking about this for years and so a lot of people there is a spiritual shift happening and we've been talking about it coming and we are in it now this is what it looks like it looks ugly it's now it's noisy it's like a caterpillar in a cocoon you know it's just going through change and it's ugly and it's disgusting and it's noisy and it's and it feels gross but we are going to come out into a new way of being it's inevitable it's going to happen so um what the only thing that we can do to help make that happen not only globally and universally but in our own life to make this transition easier is to go within go within go within go within and then go within be love be love for you man just anchor into the eternal peace the calm that's where you're supposed to find your safety not in a belief system because belief systems are transitory everything in this earth plane is transitory it changes constantly the one thing that's constant is change here so you will not find safety here anchor into your spirituality anchor into the reality that you are a divine being and that you are loved and cared for anchor into that and just keep hanging in hanging into that spirituality that love that love that love that love and be it be it be it that's what i'm getting back to you know um because i did i got knocked with this stuff for a few days so i'm getting back to that and i am going to be walking around be walking around in the reality that i create which is love peace and bliss as much as possible with experiencing human emotions every now and then too um but i am anchoring into that that is my main priority and that is how we can help because our energy is going to be different it's going we're going to be literally bringing love into this world even if you don't do anything externally just you being a beacon of love is changing this world so do that and then just naturally once you're really really really there you're not going to have to find people to help you're not going to have to figure out ways it's just going to be natural we're going to have inspired action flowing through us we're just going to say the right things to the right people we're we're going to buy somebody a cup of coffee when they were thinking about going and getting a gun and ending it we're going to be inspired to do the right things at the right time in the right ways but the only way we can do that is anchor anchor anchor we have to be it and and i know everybody that's listening here i know you guys and i know that you guys are all spiritual and i know you guys have all have huge hearts and i know you're great people and i know you've done a lot of spiritual work but what i'm saying is we have to go deeper me included we have to go deeper there is so much more love that we haven't even tapped into yet that's there and i felt it a few times this is part of the awakening too it's it's it's gonna be freaking it's gonna be awesome man it's gonna be awesome so the more you lean into love and being it being it being it don't worry don't worry about living it man don't worry about bringing it out into the out into the world and helping others and all that crap i mean it's a nice thought but we got so distracted with that don't worry about helping others just be it just be it that's it that's it just be it when you're taking a piss be it when you go to the grocery store be it when you're driving in the car be it inside don't the rest will take care of itself you know did i just say be it when you're taking piss oh that's funny this is how you know that i'm not in control of what's coming out of my mouth it's just flowing man i don't know what the hell i'm gonna say next uh all right everybody that's gonna do it for tonight raffy's listening um thank you for listening thank you for your comments your questions um you know where you can find me it's very difficult google my name so um and whoever you know that's calling me from florida um stop it man stop it i can't answer calls internationally on that phone text me email me all right everybody thank you love you love you too kate um with kate a little shout out sweet um sarah okay well this i have to show i have terra diera masu left for you oh raffy that's my neighbor i will i will eat it um all right thank you everybody gotta go uh oh and i have to do it right i did it right last week let's see if i do it right again okay okay all right bye everybody peace out so

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