The foreground and the background of mindfulness.
During a mindfulness meditation,
We bring our attention to a variety of things,
Thoughts,
Sounds,
The breath,
Sensations in the body,
Emotions.
We hold these things in the foreground of our awareness.
It is important during mindfulness practice to not create a tension between what we are holding in the foreground of our attention and everything else that is happening.
The idea of allowing all other activity,
Internal and external,
To be there in the background is a useful one.
We do not try to exclude,
For example,
Sounds from our awareness whilst we try to focus on our breath.
To do so would be counterproductive,
In that it would add tension to the mind rather than be relaxing,
And it would be an attempt to deny the present moment by trying to exclude part of it from our awareness,
When mindfulness is about embracing the present moment and everything that is occurring from moment to moment.
There is a further use of this idea of a background to our awareness.
Whilst holding sounds in the foreground of our awareness,
For example,
We can,
After a while,
Begin to notice that there is a particular background to sounds that we can also begin to get a sense of.
This background to sounds is a quietness,
A silence,
Out of which the sounds in the foreground of our awareness come from and go back to.
This world is a world of opposites,
And sound cannot exist without its opposite of silence.
When we become acutely attentive to sounds,
We will simultaneously begin to be more aware of its opposite,
Silence.
If we become completely and wholly aware of something,
We can no longer be within it,
We must be outside of it.
When we are inside a room,
We can only see one wall or one corner at a time.
We must turn to look at the opposite side of the room,
And then the first side is no longer within our field of vision.
Our view is always partial.
If we step outside of,
Above,
And beyond the room,
And adopt a bird's-eye view of the room,
Then we can see the entire space,
All four walls and corners.
We are outside the room,
And so can be aware of its totality.
Similarly,
If we can become totally aware of sounds,
Completely attentive to each and every sound as it comes and goes through our awareness,
Then we must no longer be within sounds,
We have stepped beyond sound without any effort being made to do so.
By being fully aware of sound,
We begin to notice we are somewhere else.
We are listening to sounds from a place where there is no sound,
From within an experience of silence.
We can then shift our awareness slightly,
So the sounds start to become the background of our awareness,
And the silence moves into the foreground.
We can begin to allow ourselves to be absorbed by silence.
The same can be experienced with our thoughts,
If we have our thoughts in the foreground of our awareness,
Being extraordinarily attentive to and welcoming of each and every thought that arises and passes through our mind,
We can begin to get a sense of the opposite of thought existing in the background,
That is an immense inner spaciousness,
Out of which thoughts arise and fall,
An emptiness that leaves us feeling utterly free and entirely complete.
Next,
The sense of sight,
Hold the objects including your body and the limits of space around us in the foreground of your awareness.
Everything we see,
The limited objects and spaces,
Are all held by an unlimited background that we can bring into the foreground of our awareness,
An unlimited non-physical consciousness that contains all limited physicality.
Hold all the sensations of the moment in the foreground of your awareness,
From moment to moment.
Get a sense of how change is the one constant thing as time passes by.
Become totally aware of the process of things changing.
Sounds,
Thoughts,
Sensations,
Continually influx,
Never remaining still.
Begin then to get a sense of the background to this foreground tension on the changing nature of all experience.
This background is the opposite of change.
It is changelessness,
It is timelessness,
It is permanence,
The unchanging fundamental ground of experience and consciousness that is beyond all the senses and beyond all thoughts and beyond all limits.
This background unifies and brings a feeling of great connectedness and wholeness as it is beyond any sense of separateness.
This is how the simple act of becoming mindful of whatever is in the foreground of your awareness can lead to deep and transformative meditative experiences of the absolute background of all experience.
