Hyla,
Let's begin by arriving.
Wherever you are,
Allow your body to be held by the chair,
By the bed,
By the earth.
Let your breath soften,
Let your shoulders drop.
Let the outside world melt just a little.
You don't have to be anything right now,
Except here.
And now,
Gently bring your hands to your heart.
Feel your heartbeat,
The rhythm that's carried you every moment of your life,
Even when you weren't paying attention,
Even when you were tired or hurting or afraid.
Whisper softly,
Thank you heart.
Say it again with feeling.
Thank you heart for staying with me,
For showing up over and over.
You didn't have to earn this love,
You didn't have to prove yourself worthy of this pulse.
It's always been yours.
Now gently bring your awareness to the rest of your body,
Piece by piece,
Blessing by blessing.
To your feet,
Thank you for carrying me even on the days I didn't want to move.
To your legs,
Thank you for holding me up when I felt like falling apart.
To your hips and belly,
Thank you for holding stories,
For processing more than I knew,
For being softer now.
To your spine,
Thank you for your strength,
For all the ways you've helped me stand tall.
To your shoulders,
Thank you for carrying what I thought I had to hold,
And for finally letting some of it go.
To your arms and hands,
Thank you for the meals,
The hugs,
The art,
The work,
The reaching out.
To your face,
Thank you for expressing so much,
For your tears,
For your laughter,
For the way you've expressed my soul.
To your breath,
Thank you for always returning,
Even when I forget to notice you.
And to your heart again,
Thank you for loving through the ache,
For staying open even after being hurt,
For beating when I thought I couldn't go on.
You are sacred,
You are strong,
You are home.
Now take a few deeper breaths,
Breathing in this love,
This blessing,
This remembering.
You are not broken,
You are a living miracle.
Say to yourself now,
Or aloud,
I bless this body.
I bless this breath.
I bless this life.
I bless this moment.
And so it is.
When you're ready,
Slowly open your eyes,
Or stay here a little longer.
Rest in the warmth of your own love.
You're allowed to love your body like it is.
You're allowed to return again and again.
Your body will always welcome you home.