Whether it's a relationship that you wanted to keep but the other person broke up with you.
Or a job that you were pursuing that didn't work out.
Or an opportunity that you desired that didn't pan out how you wanted to.
Why didn't you get what you wanted?
When you don't get what you want,
The first thing your mind will do is create stories as to why you didn't get it.
You weren't quite good enough.
You just need to work on one specific quality and then you'll get what you want.
You just needed to do something a little bit differently and then you can get what you want.
The mind will create stories and it will seek solution after solution,
Trying as hard as it can to get what it wants.
At some point,
If you still don't get what you want,
The mind will reach a point of surrender.
And this is a very sacred moment on your path.
Because currently as humans,
Our mind is the seat of awareness.
And it does not want to relinquish its seat of awareness,
It does not want to let go.
And everything that you're seeking on your spiritual path.
Is on the other side of your mind relinquishing its seat of awareness.
To allow space for you to know the truth of who you are.
Beyond your mind,
Beyond your individual eye awareness.
And so this moment.
In your life.
Where you don't get what you want and you try so hard and you still don't get what you want.
It offers a very rare moment for the mind to finally say,
I don't know.
I don't know how to do this.
I've tried everything I can and I don't know.
I offer myself up.
And so when you don't get what you want,
There's an invitation to gently,
Humbly bow your head and say,
I know I'm worthy of what I want.
I know I'm worthy of my heart desire.
I don't understand why I didn't get what I want.
Please help me to see.
Please help me to see.
Help me to understand.
And by opening up in this way,
You're humbly opening to receive and to see what is meant for you to receive and to see in this next step on your path.
And I don't know why you didn't get what you wanted.
This is between you and you.
And this offers.
A moment for you to be guided somewhere deeper and higher on your path than you have ever been before.
And it can take courage to go into the unknown in this way.
And it can take courage to surrender and bow your head in humility in this way and open to see something that you've never seen before.
So I wish you well on this path of yours.
If it feels right for you,
You can carry these words with you.
I don't understand why I didn't receive what I wanted.
Please help me to see.
Please help me to understand.
Go with courage.
Go with humility.
And we can trust that you are exactly where you're meant to be on your path.
And you can trust that you're not alone.
You're guided.
I wish you well.
You have everything you need.
Bye for now.
