Talk - The Longing For Revelation

Hello beloveds,

Since my kundalini awakening and being brave enough to begin talking about it, many souls have asked me what they can do to experience the truth. They want to remember who we are, to experience it, and to know through direct experience. I can't give you a ten-step program; I can only tell you what burned inside of me. As the Hindu proverb goes, “There are a hundred paths up the mountain, so it doesn't matter which path you take. The only one wasting time is the one who runs around and around the mountain telling everyone else that his or her path is wrong.”

With love and reverence always.

Transcript

Hello beloveds today's talk is about the yearning belonging for truth many people have asked me since i started to talk about my awakening what they can do so that they too can experience what i experienced and the answer is to ask to ask over and over and over again to allow that fire that longing to experience the truth to know the truth to let it burn and burn and burn and i imagine if you're listening to this and that burning that longing is already there truth be told it's within all of us because we all know the truth because we are the truth but when we incarnate into this life within what some might call nowadays the third dimension in eastern philosophies it's called samsara when we incarnate here we forget we forget what we already know we all already know the truth because we are the truth i am that i am that's who we are and we all know that because it's us how could we not so if you feel this deep deep yearning to know to remember because that's what it truly is a remembrance to remember what we've forgotten not to know we already know but to remember if you feel this deep deep yearning then just keep asking out loud inside make it the forefront of your consciousness this deep deep desire to remember to remember who you are to remember who we all are and you will know you will remember whether in this current incarnation or a future future because there is no future as we view future here in this dimension everything is all happening at exactly the same time but either in this life or in another life we all all of us remember the truth eventually all of us because it's who we are so keep calling out keep that fire burning keep the longing in the forefront of your awareness and not from a place of desperation but from a place of reverence of love not from some kind of escapism enlightenment awakening remembrance whatever name that you choose to give it is not all sunshine and roses there should be a disclaimer around what we believe to be enlightenment because it's not all sunshine and roses is yes it is bliss it is rapture it is all of the things that you have read about in eastern philosophies it's all of that yes the peace the knowing the love the compassion all of that yes yes and it is also deep deep shadow work deep deep grief deep deep rage because it's one thing to believe that we're all one that there is ultimately just one of us here dreaming the dream one consciousness playing all of the parts in all of the realms in all the dimensions in all the life spaces times within that which is all just a single point of consciousness to believe in all that is wonderful and it gives you a sense of unity and belonging and love and compassion and to experience it not to just believe it but to experience it to know it in a visceral embodied way throughout your whole system is a very very different experience than you might believe it to be because when you know not when you believe but when you know the truth that everything is us then the shadow work comes and it comes full force because you're not only working through your own individual spark of consciousness shadows shadows all the things that you have done has harmed other versions of you within the dream but when you know that you are everyone everyone and everything then you have to work through the shadows of that and the grief of that and the anger of that not being directed outwards onto a perceived other but as being the one and only thing within existence non-existence and you have to purge that you have to feel that what you have done you not as the character that you're playing but what you have done as the ultimate one source one thing one consciousness what you have done as that in many many many forms within the dream if with full awareness of what knowing the truth really brings what enlightenment really means behind all the fluffy images that we sell each other of enlightenment if you still still yearn to know and just keep asking keep searching keep going within and it will happen you will know you will remember there are many many sparks of consciousness within this current dream that we're dreaming in this perceived time and space now here on earth there are many many many people awakening remembering many souls i've chosen to remember within this current life and if you are one of them then it will happen and if your desire stems from a place of wanting to be of service to all the other versions of you if your desire to know to remember comes from that place place of wanting to hold the hands of all the other versions of you then it's most likely that you will remember awaken in this current life if your desire and this doesn't make your desire wrong in any way if your desire comes from more of a place of wanting peace internally wanting to be soothed by knowing the truth remembering the truth and yes it will happen it may happen in this life or another it will happen to everyone eventually if your desire to know to remember who we are every single one of us and every single thing in existence comes from a place of wanting to be of service to all the other versions of you then it's very very very likely that within this current life this current character within this part of the great big dream it's likely you will awaken so keep the fire burning keep longing keep calling out speak to all the other versions of you that are within the higher realms within the dream call out to them reach out to them whatever words you want to use to describe them be it aliens angels ascended masters speak to them they are you you in another form they're listening you are listening to yourself always at all times okay beloveds i'll leave this here i wish you all a blessed day and peace peace in your heart i love you all very much