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Reflections Of A Mental Spirit Chapter 20: To Be Or Not To Be

by Nicolas Apelt

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Are you looking to empower yourself? Do you feel that the time you have is not enough? Do you feel that energy does not reach you? You already have power, you have all the time and energy in the world, only that in many cases you have no conscience about where, to whom or how you are delivering it. You do not have to do magic or implement great techniques to co-create. You are creating everything you want at all times, only that in many cases you are not aware of what you wanted.

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To be or not to be,

Having or not having any form Throughout this book,

I have spoken much about the form and experience.

So,

What is form?

The shape of a physical object situated in space is a geometric description of the part of the space occupied by that object,

Determined by its outer limit and regardless of its location and orientation in space,

Or its size and other properties.

If this definition of shape,

Which applies for a 3D space,

Could be three-dimensionally elevated to include everything that exists,

We could say that the shape is the aspect that an idea takes when it's combined with the infinite projected aspects,

Potentiality.

That is,

If the great mind has the intention of experimenting what it would be like to live with two legs,

Two arms and some level of rationality,

It will combine its elements to give rise to a race which meets its needs.

And then,

If this great mind decides that this race must experiment happiness and sadness,

Automatically it will create a planet that only possesses those two conditions.

Then,

This great mind also wonders,

What would it be like to live a lot of emotions in a short span of time and space?

And therefore,

It creates a human being with an average of lifespan on a planet with certain durability and many other characteristics.

At the same time this great mind thinks about this,

It also wonders what it would be like to be a source of light,

And therefore,

It becomes a sun,

Which will live millions of years in a galaxy called A1689-CD1.

Well,

It thinks what it would be like to be the sole guardian of a whole solar system.

As I have already told you,

The great mind is able to project and combine all that exists,

Generating a potentiality of scenarios and unlimited shapes.

This leads to the possibility of getting to know itself from different angles,

And the more it knows itself,

The more thoughts it is able to generate,

Which are capable of combining with each other in thousands of previously unknown shapes for it,

Generating new potentialities which will provide new experiences.

Maybe now you may feel it very distant,

But what happens when you imagine things?

What if I told you that what you imagine right now is being created in some other place?

And this thought,

No matter how long or short it might be,

Is being experimented.

You are capable of imagining only what you have experimented or what others have experimented,

And you are only able to dream about only what you have been told about the truth.

But your unique and unrepeatable shape has been penetrated by this truth in an unique and unrepeated way,

Transforming you in a thought chakra who is different than everything that exists,

And therefore is an unique source of creation.

And if,

Anyway,

You decide not to believe in all this,

I invite you to reflect on the following.

If at this moment you decide to think about something,

No matter if it materializes in reality,

Isn't it modifying your present?

Aren't you aware of this?

At least just a little bit?

Imagining future doesn't encourage you to act?

Dreaming doesn't give you the strength to follow your passion?

Everything you have created in your material world was always first an idea,

Which then became a thought.

So why do I speak about forms?

I think it is very important that you manage not to get lost in forms,

But that you realize that it's only destructive than one idea adopted.

Believe me that this will be very useful and liberating.

So,

Now we should talk about information.

If the great mind is only love,

Everything that comes from it is nothing but an hologram of its being.

That is,

If you dream,

Everything you dream with is nothing but the information of your being projected in a neurographic way for you to be able to give form to some information which you haven't been able to integrate or comprehend yet.

Information is basically a set of instructions,

Something like the user's manual you read when you buy a home appliance.

Therefore,

Information is the user's manual that the idea possesses,

Which enables it to return to its projected source.

And it is the information as well the one which helps the idea through concrete forms to understand what it has projected.

How could you exemplify this in an everyday element?

If you observe a seed,

You can understand that within it all that exists is information.

Within that small vessel of creation,

You will find all the instructions necessary to become whatever potentiality it allows it to be.

But the materialization and expression of this information will depend on the vital aspect,

And that is that the being that composes the vessel has to decide to activate that information.

You can be full of information,

But if you don't do something with it,

It will be basically like having a recipe for a cake and never cooking it.

This seed that fell from the sky into the darkness of the soil has within all the necessary information to express and expand itself to get back to the sky with the branches of its cup,

So that it can allow itself to fall once again as another part of itself,

Beginning once again the cycle being a totally different seed.

When you get the ability to integrate or understand certain information,

This information gets into your consciousness system immediately or through a learning process which you may have gone through.

Now,

Which is the form information adopts?

It can come in different forms and levels.

In order to understand this better,

You have to recognize yourself as a great mind and place yourself in the middle of the scene.

Absolutely everything that surrounds you in this moment in 360 degrees is of your exclusive creation,

Even the people who are around you.

Everything that is surrounding you are holographic parts of information of your being,

Which you have decided to expand to be able to generate an interaction.

So you break yourself down into coaches,

Computers,

Books,

People where all of them reflect little parts of your internal information,

Which is of your sole property.

Depending on the viewpoint you take,

You will be able to unify that information and to realize that everything comes from a unique idea.

If,

For example,

You have your mother next to you,

She will have unique characteristics.

She will give you pleasure and some discomfort as well.

She will teach you her virtues and also will program your life in order to limit you.

But if you broaden your vision just a little bit,

You would include your father,

Your brothers and sisters,

Uncles and aunts,

Grandparents,

Among others.

By doing so,

This information will adopt the form of a family or a clan.

If you broaden it even a little bit more,

This would adopt the form of your family tree.

And if you kept on endlessly broadening your vision,

This information would start to adopt the form of Earth itself,

Of the cosmos,

Of the universe,

Of the galaxy,

Of the different dimensions to finally reach the great source.

These are all the forms of a single idea adopted,

All of them created to generate different experiences in you.

Your experience with your mother will be unique,

And so will be the experience with your clan due to her role in it and likewise the role your clan has in its country,

Planet or cosmos.

Remember that all the forms of what you have in front of you,

From a mother to the great mind,

Have a specific role to reflect the specific parts and dimensions of your inner worlds.

Don't desperate.

I'm getting closer to the idea of why can this be useful to you.

Let's suppose you decide to buy a car and you have a limited budget.

And with that budget you can choose between ten different cars,

Ten different forms.

You will justify your election based on the different manifestations of the forms.

Where you live,

Why you want this car,

How quickly you want to get it,

Your past experiences with cars,

Including your biology,

Beliefs and ideas,

Which,

Although they may be unconscious,

They will be part of the process.

And finally,

You will be able to choose the precious car.

The car you have chosen will have all these characteristics that for you represent a specific information you still have to integrate.

Why this colour?

Why three or four doors?

Why this engine?

If you go deeper in the answers,

You will see that these answers are not that logical no matter if you say,

I don't know anything about cars,

I only buy cars on recommendation,

Or it was a bargain.

This purchase is not restricted to what you have bought,

But to how you have obtained the money to do so,

And therefore what money means to you.

If you have had a hard time buying it,

It will speak about how you go through processes.

If you need to watch it daily,

Or if you decide not to do so,

Among all the other things you could do with it,

This will speak about how much value this car might have for you and how you take care of things.

The car is the condensed information of all this experience.

And what this car may generate and trigger each time you are in front of it will be your own creation.

Everything you choose will speak about you and will be materialised outside,

So you can feel reflected in what you haven't seen yet inside yourself.

That is why there are still wars and peace demonstrations,

Different sides,

The good and the evil,

Because deep inside we haven't defined ourselves yet,

Because still we live in an internal chaos,

Because we are still emotionally unstable.

When we feel sorry for ourselves,

And in a split second later we punish ourselves for being so stupid in relation to our actions or thoughts.

Because we love certain people,

But there are others who,

Although we don't hate them,

We would rather not like to meet.

Every internal struggle and everything that hasn't yet been healed or individually integrated by each person will come as a destiny in form of wars,

Children,

Cars,

Friends,

Fraud,

Illnesses,

Healing or blessings.

Remember that we left behind the distinction between good and bad.

If you are still in two minds whether to take it to an even more reduced level,

Just think,

Why do you dress the way you do?

Who chooses your outfit with those colours and fabrics?

Doesn't this say anything about you outside?

This has a unique goal,

Integration.

Remember that the great mind is split to generate an experience,

And once you know which the results were,

And the way to obtain those results will be always through integration.

If each divided part of the being is integrated,

The same existence will integrate you.

If a figment of your DNA is integrated,

Maybe it will mutate into a new type of DNA,

Which will grant great benefits to the physical body of a human being,

And if this latter in turn integrates itself,

It will do the same for its planet,

Thus starting an endless cycle of integration.

And what would happen if this DNA integrated too,

But in a way which mutated into cancer?

Both events have come from the same idea,

But have generated different experiences or scenarios.

The most important point here is not only that you understand that everything that surrounds you is there for you to learn,

But also that it's there as well for you to complete yourself.

For example,

Partners which generally have the characteristics which are opposed to ours.

Why?

Because your mirror has to give you back what you haven't yet recognised inside yourself,

And if you can live with that person,

You will have integrated.

And having said this,

I would also like to make a point,

Because what we automatically think is,

I don't have to buy a car,

Or I shouldn't have a partner,

Because as it is a projection of myself,

I am left with myself.

On the contrary,

What you will have to do is understand why you choose what you choose,

And experiment yourself in its consequence.

A great person is the one who marries his shadow,

His dark part,

And finds in it the necessary fuel for self-improvement.

And consequently,

He will experiment himself in such sublime ways as he had never imagined he would.

Light,

Just to call it sound way,

Is the simple fact of being and manifesting,

That there can only be light and manifestation if there is darkness were to be projected.

Therefore,

Darkness is the structure of the universe where light expresses its shapes.

Remember that balance is what is bound to guide you.

It is very easy to polarize in any of these two extremes.

If you understand that everything is perfect in the universe,

You could be calling for inaction,

Because you could tell yourself,

What is bound to happen will happen,

And you start a false flow,

Together with the fact of repeating yourself that there is no such thing as good or bad.

Or on the contrary,

You could desperately start to do good deeds to return to the source and become a light soldier,

Forgetting that darkness is what gives you the structure to your purpose.

Remember that the shape you have in front of you,

Whether the person,

An emotion,

Something mental,

Physical,

Or material,

Is an aggregate of information which comes to represent a bigger idea.

Don't fight the form,

Because you would be fighting with yourself and fighting your own integration.

Take advantage that this has appeared in front of you,

And ask yourself,

What have you come to teach me?

And then,

Trust yourself into learning,

No matter if it happens to be a rough path.

Meet your Teacher

Nicolas ApeltBuenos Aires, Argentina

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