Reconnect To Self 3/21 : I Am Open To Receive

Today we let our guards down - so we can receive what we desire but more so what we deserve - the abundance the guidance the health & wealth.
Day 3 Journal prompt: What am I not OPEN to receive?
What have I recently blocked myself from receiving?

Transcript

Okay, Then close your eyes and just relax your body. Once again, Bring all your attention to just quietening the noise from the outside. Hold in that attention to the space behind your eyes, Your third eye chakra and begin to have a view inside your body, Your energetic body, Entering your energy space through your third eye. A little light shining in the middle of your forehead, Your consciousness, Your awareness following that light inside of you. I'm now going to count you back from 10 to 1 and as I count you backwards, I'd like you to imagine that you're dropping your attention from your third eye, Passing through the throat and then settling in on your heart chakra. 10, 9, 8, Sliding down slowly, 7, 6, 5, Deeper and deeper into your heart space, 4, 3, 2 and 1. I'd like you to imagine that your consciousness is wrapped into this beautiful white bubble, The light that comes from your third eye and you're sitting in that bubble right in the center of your heart chakra, Your chest. I'd like you to spin around in that bubble, Turn it around, Maneuvering it so you begin to see the back of your heart chakra. That means the front is your chest and the back is the receiving space. So from the inside of your energy, You're looking at the back, The entry of the back, Almost the back door into your heart. And as you observe that from your beautiful white bubble, I'd like you to see how does that entryway look? Is it a door? Is the door made of wood? Is it this big, Gigantic wall? Or is it an iron door? Does it have many locks on it? Is it a cage? Whatever you see or even if you don't see it, Allow your body to show you how have you shielded yourself. I'd like you to zoom into the awareness of the energy that is blocking your receiving. Whether it shows up in the form of a lock, It shows up in the form of a window, It shows up in the form of a thin little curtain, Or even if you can't see or feel, Allow your mind to show you what parts of you at what ages, Like sometimes we're really young when we make these decisions in our consciousness, Has blocked our receiving. What are the belief systems that if I receive and I'm not worked hard, It's not good enough? Or if I receive something and I've not really earned it, It's going to be taken away from me? It's going to be taken away from me? Or is there a belief system that I'm not worthy for it? Or is there a belief system that things don't come to me easy? I have to struggle. I have to be in survival mode. Nobody takes care of me. And now invite each of your higher selves to join you in your consciousness bubble. And with such purpose, The two of you run toward that wall, That gate, That cage, That curtain, Those locks and break it down. Take a gentle breath in now. Exhaling powerfully from your mouth that any remains on your receiving is completely broken down, Pushed away, Blown away. Let's do it one more time. Gentle breath in. Blowing this massive, Strong air to open up your heart chakra. One more time. Gentle breath in. Exhaling and pushing down those doors, Those walls, That coping mechanism, That sabotaging mechanism. And as you stand there at the entryway of your receiving from your heart, You notice small little sparkles coming through, The kindness of people that have no other intentions, The goodness in people that is just pure good, The goodness of the universe that wants to bless you, But we unconsciously block it because we want to earn it. We want to work hard for it. We want to run for it. But sometimes we have to just receive it. And maybe it's an idea. Maybe it's an aha moment. And maybe it's an idea. Maybe it's an aha moment. Stand at that entryway receiving that breeze of freshness, That breeze of manifesting, That breeze of abundance, That breeze of luck, That breeze of barakat, What we hear in Dubai, Which is the blessing of multiplication, That you may have so much, The breeze of being and living your highest life, Even in the material world, That everything you desire, You get that and more. I'd like you now to bring to mind one intention that you know of and make it as big and lofty as you like, Whether it's a number as a deal, Whether it's a number in terms of what you want to save, Invest, Or it's something you want to buy, A car, A home, An investment. And I'd like you to stand at that space with your higher self and say it out loud wherever you're sitting or when you repeat this meditation later, My intention is to receive and state that number right now. Within one month, Three months, 10 months, Whatever you want to say, But put a timeline. I am open to receive the blessing, The gift, Or the idea along with whatever I need to lean into to make it happen. Take a gentle breath in. And as you exhale, Notice this golden breeze coming towards you, Entering from the back of your chest, So to say, That enters right from the back and comes through your body and settles into your heart center. I'd like you to now repeat this in your mind or aloud. I am open to receive the blessings from others, From my highest version, As well as from the universe. I'm open to receive because I know that I deserve it. I am open to receive because I am safe now in my body, My mind, And my embodied soul. In the safety, I know that whatever comes to me comes through the shielding of good energy protection. I'd like you now to imagine that on the back where you're receiving energies, Which is the back of the heart center, You kind of place a filtration almost like a mosquito net where the energy can come through, But the mosquitoes can't, Signifying that all the energy that you receive comes through a filtration of protection of only good intentions, Good energy, Good money, Good relationships coming your way. I'll give you a minute to set up this beautiful, Powerful protection layer. I am open to receive everything I desire. I am receiving everything I deserve. I am safe and so I am open to receive. I am wise and so I protect myself from anything that is not of the high vibration. I am always guided, Protected, And blessed. Take a gentle breath in. And as you exhale, Bring your hands to your heart center right now, The front of it. Feeling that golden light radiating from the back to the front onto your palms. I'd like you now to bring to mind one person that you'd like to share this beautiful energy with, And imagine just wrapping them up in the same golden light of receiving, Of abundance, Of ease, And of this glory that you've activated within yourself. Take a gentle breath in. And as you exhale, Begin to walk back your consciousness from your heart center, Up your throat, To your third eye, Coming out from the center of your forehead, And just embodying yourself back into your physical body. And whenever you're ready, You can open your eyes. And whenever you're ready, You can open your eyes.