Reiki healing for trust.
A short meditation.
I want to start this wee meditation by first of all telling you a story.
When I was 23,
After being diagnosed at 2 with kidney problems,
I went into renal failure,
Kidney failure,
And I spent a year on dialysis.
During that year,
I had 12 plus people come forward,
Offering to be a donor for me,
To essentially save my life by donating their kidney.
But one by one,
They all were unable to for various reasons,
And so as they fell to the wayside,
My time on dialysis looked like it would be growing longer and longer.
But I decided to trust,
And every night I prayed and told the universe what I wanted to happen.
And for about six months,
I was saying,
March,
I will get my kidney in March.
Because at the time,
That was the furthest point that I could look to.
Because at the time,
That was the furthest point I could look to.
And as time went on,
And the dialysis wasn't working as well,
And everything became a lot more intense,
Although it already was,
Let's be honest,
I continued to pray and trust,
And frankly,
Tell the universe.
And then on the 4th of March,
After these 12 people had not been able to,
After the dialysis continued to do worse and worse,
After I continued to get worse and worse,
On the 4th of March,
I got not one call,
But two.
I got one call offering me a kidney in six months.
And so I went out to celebrate and had a choice of either going clubbing up in town in Shoreditch,
Or going for a curry in Tooting.
And I chose the curry.
And later that night,
I got the second call,
Saying that the hospital in Tooting,
Round the corner,
Had a kidney that was a perfect match for me,
Right then and there.
And could I get there at that very moment?
And had I been out clubbing,
I may not have picked it up,
I would have been far away,
But I was round the corner.
And had I not had the first call,
I would have been at home,
I would still have been far away,
And I was round the corner.
Everything always works out.
And so with this story in mind,
This miracle in mind,
Let's take a big inhale.
And exhaling,
I'm just bringing down through your body a white light full of trust.
And that thing that you so desperately want,
Need,
Hope for,
I bring into this vision,
This field of trust.
And decide in this moment,
That it will happen,
That it does happen,
That it has happened.
Trust.
Know the universe wants this for you,
As long as it is good and meant.
And then allow the need,
The desire to wash away,
Roll off down the backs of your shoulders,
Down your body as you soften,
As this trust allows you to soften.
Because you know,
And it is on your path,
It is right there.
Here it comes.
Inhaling deeply into the here it comes.
And exhaling.
Feeling your feet on the earth.
Feeling yourself held by this white light.
And letting it go now.
I send you love.
And hope you feel this trust and knowing in your body,
For it is a powerful thing indeed.
And in your own time,
Coming to blink open the eyes.
Knowing anything is possible.
And seeing a world of miracles and possibilities all around you.
Now go forth.
And I wish you a beautiful day.
