Find a comfortable position.
Close your eyes if you wish.
Take a slow breath in and gently breathe out.
Become aware of God's presence with you.
Imagine that it is night in Jerusalem.
The city is quiet.
The Passover meal has ended.
Jesus leaves the upper room and walks with his disciples to the Garden of Gethsemane.
See him walking in the darkness.
He knows what is coming.
He knows that within hours,
He will be betrayed,
Arrested.
Mocked.
Beaten.
And crucified.
He knows that many of his friends will abandon him.
He knows the suffering that lies ahead.
Yet,
He keeps walking.
Now picture Jesus entering the garden.
The olive trees surround him.
The night air is cool.
The stars shine overhead.
And the black sky.
Jesus asks his closest friends to stay awake and pray with him.
Then he walks a little further into the darkness.
Listen to his words.
My soul is sorrowful.
Even to death.
Jesus is not pretending to be strong.
He is not hiding his pain.
He is not denying his fear.
He brings everything before his father.
Watch Jesus kneel on the ground.
See him bow his head.
Hear his prayer.
Father.
If it is possible.
Let this cup pass from me.
Yet not my will.
But yours be done.
Notice what Jesus does.
He does not run from suffering.
He does not pretend suffering is good.
He asks for help.
He asks for another way.
He honestly tells his father what he is feeling.
This is a gift for us.
When we suffer,
God does not expect us to hide our pain.
We can pray as Jesus prayed.
We can tell God about our fears.
We can tell him about our disappointments.
We can tell him about our grief,
Our anxiety,
Our loneliness,
Our uncertainty.
Like Jesus,
We can ask for help.
Imagine yourself sitting now besides Jesus in the garden.
What burden are you carrying today?
What suffering do you bring?
Perhaps it's physical pain.
Perhaps it's worry about family.
Perhaps it is loss.
Perhaps it is disappointment.
Perhaps it is fear of the future.
Place that burden before Jesus.
You do not need to carry it alone.
Now notice something else.
Imagine an angel.
Comes to strengthen Jesus.
His suffering does not immediately disappear.
His cup is not taken away.
But Jesus receives strength for the journey.
Sometimes God removes our suffering.
Sometimes God walks with us through it.
Always he offers strength.
Ask God now for the strength you need.
As you remain in the garden,
Reflect on this truth.
Jesus' suffering was not meaningless.
The cross looked like defeat.
The betrayal looked like defeat.
The nails looked like defeat.
Yet God was working through all of it.
What appeared to be the greatest tragedy became the greatest victory.
Through Christ's suffering came forgiveness.
Through his sacrifice came salvation.
Through his death came eternal life.
Through the cross came resurrection.
Think about your own suffering.
You may never fully understand why certain hardships have entered your life.
Yet God can bring good.
From what seems broken.
He can deepen compassion.
He can strengthen faith.
He can teach perseverance.
He can draw us closer to himself.
He can use our wounds to help others heal.
The suffering itself is not the victory.
What God does through it.
Becomes the victory.
Hear Jesus speak.
In this world you will have trouble.
But take courage.
I have overcome the world.
Because Jesus walked through suffering,
He understands ours.
Because Jesus carried the cross.
He can help us carry ours.
Because Jesus rose from the dead.
Suffering never has the final word.
Hope has the final word.
Love has the final word.
Resurrection.
Has the final word.
Return one final time to the garden.
See Jesus rise from prayer.
The struggle is not over.
But he stands with courage.
He is ready to do his father's will.
He is ready to walk the path before him.
Let us now ask Jesus for this same grace.
O Lord Jesus,
When suffering enters my life,
Help me bring it to you.
Teach me to pray as you prayed.
Give me strength when the burden feels heavy.
Help me trust that you are present even in the darkness.
And help me believe that just as your suffering led to victory,
You can bring life,
Hope,
And redemption from every cross I carry.
Amen.
Thank you for joining me today.
God be with you.