Experiencing Freedom Beyond Attachment And Control

What if the discomfort you feel during change is not a sign that something is wrong, but a sign that life is inviting you into a greater level of freedom?

In this live session, we explore the difference between attachment and true freedom. Why do we hold on to people, outcomes and familiar realities, even when something deeper inside us is ready to move forward? And what becomes possible when we begin to trust the guidance of our Higher Self rather than the fears of the survival mind?

Through personal stories, energetic insight and a powerful experiential exercise, you are invited to feel the difference between contraction and expansion, between holding on and allowing life to move through you.

This recording is the replay of a live session we shared together, so you can return to it whenever you wish.

With gratitude to Frits Evelein for the music.

Transcript

Hi. So welcome. Whether this is your first time here or you've joined before, You are deeply welcome. This is a space of remembrance. Of remembering who you really are. Beyond your human experience. My name is Eve, And I share meditations and courses that support you in returning to Source, Returning to who you really are, Your own higher consciousness. And in releasing what no longer serves you on your human path. If you feel resonance, Feel free to follow me and stay close to this field. To this energy. I'd love to explore with you a deeply human. And also deeply spiritual topics. Attachment versus freedom. Two complete different energetic realities. Two completely different states of being. You know, With our conscious mind, We are all trying to figure it out. While your body, Which is your subconscious mind, And in that, Your heart, Which is directly connected to your spirit self. Your super conscious mind, Your higher mind. They know. Your body knows, Your heart knows, Way before your human mind can figure it out. You're super conscious. Your higher conscious. It's that much greater aspect of you that oversees your entire path. That part of you knows. But we tend to live almost entirely in the rational mind. And that is often where we get stuck. Because our rational mind essentially has a few functions. First, To decode information from the outside world. And project it onto an inner screen in your mind. Showing you where you still hold beliefs that are not aligned with who you really are. And second, Of course. To support practical functioning throughout your daily life. How to prepare a meal. How to move to the bathroom, How to clean your house, How to come from A to B. What have you, All those things. Practical things. And third. To protect you in situations of immediate danger. There comes a bus. Okay, I have to run. That kind of thing. But our brain is also deeply conditioned by the past. And in order to resolve unresolved emotional and energetic ties, Our brain, Our system, Keeps recreating situations that resemble older experiences. They come in a new form. In a new jacket. In a new person. But they are, In essence, The same energy. The same energy, The same frequency that you experienced in the moment you got emotional and energetic tied up. In a situation. In trauma. These resemblances bring you back to the root cause. Of where you keep yourself stuck. And we do this so we can finally become conscious of them. To feel them, Those blocks, Those energetic ties, And to release them. And so being able to move forward on our path. But our brain is programmed to keep us where we are. To keep us safe. To keep reliving the familiar. It becomes like a trauma magnet. Attracting the same frequencies over and over again, Through different people, Different situations, Different phases, But always carrying the same underlying energy. So what is our job in this? Our job, From our human perspective, Is to start seeing through it. To recognize it. And to release the old frequencies that are still within us. And when we do. We become more free. We become free to move forward. On our highest path. We become free. To truly, Truly embody. Really embody. In every cell of our being. Our True Divine Essence. Our Divine Blueprint. Because that blueprint is a frequency. And that frequency can become fully alive. Within every cell of your body. When you release the lower frequencies. That block this divine frequency from entering your body. And through this process of releasing the lower frequencies and bringing in more and more of the higher frequencies of who you truly are, You start to begin to see through this reality. To see through the illusion and become more free. More severed. And then in that sovereignty. You are still in the world. But you are not of it. You are not fully captured within it, Fully captured within your blocks. You are your divine frequency from beyond this matrix reality. Right here, In this human form. Yeah, And then, That moment. When you are who you truly are. Here. Now. Within this earthly realm. You support the earth shift to the maximum of your ability. And it's not one point. There is no point to arrive, Of course. It's the beauty of the journey. Of opening up. More and more and more to who you truly are. And then we really bring something new to the collective consciousness. Yeah, Because as long as we keep recreating the old over and over again. We only add more of the same to the collective consciousness. And as you are listening to this, You didn't come for that. You didn't come to keep rehashing the old and adding more of those lower frequencies and old frequencies to the collective. Now, You are here. We are here to bring in the new. The new, The new paradigm. The new frequencies. The frequencies of source. Yeah, And in order to do that, In order to bring in the new. You bring you. You bring yourself. Fully. And to do that, You clear the lower frequencies within you. You reprogram. Yourself. And in that way you become more available for a completely new reality. So, That is what we'll do. But before we start and dive into some more information. . . Let's first lens in our body. Because in this place, We really arrive. And then we can open up our full brain. Or body break. And receive the information. And the experiential part that follows after this small talk from there. So I'd like to invite you to join me. If you're able to, Please close your eyes for a moment and make sure you're safe. And start by taking a few deep breaths in. Deep, Deep breath into your nose. And exhale through your mouth. And just relax. Take a deep breath in. Deep, Deep breath. Finish your exhale. Let go of all the tension. In your faith. Your neck. Your shoulder. Your arms and your hands. Soft in your eyes. Soften your gaze. And again, Take a deep breath in. And I show exile. Soften your eyes even more. Let them flow. As if they are floating in warm water. They can relax. And as you relax the muscles, All the tiny little muscles in and around your eyes. Also relax your entire face. Your eyebrows. Your forehead. Your cheeks, Your jaw. Your mouth. Feel. Or your body relax. And quiet your mind. Your soul. And again, Take a deep breath in and as you exhale Breathe in your belly. Put your hand there, Just breathe towards your hand. That's your way in the air. Feel your hand going up. And as you exhale Feel your hands sink back. And as you keep breathing in your own rhythm. Extend your exhale a little bit longer. So you give your body the signal. That it is safe. Zorilla. And again, Take a deep breath in, And as you exhale, Now just visualize. Imagine. Or just in ten. That there is this beam of light. Right above you. And this beam of light extends all the way into space. All the way into the galaxy, Into the universe. And it comes from the center of the universe. And there is this bright, Bright, Pure light. An immense ball of light. Shining. Pure unconditional love. This is sorry. Your creator source. From which you came forth. Before you ever incarnated. As a human. And this energy is flowing through this beam all the way. To where you are right now. To your physical location. It's the same energy. Pure source energy. Pure white light. With unconditional love. And bring this beam of light. Through the top of your head. Allowing to fill every cell in your head. Clearing and cleansing the lower frequencies. And filling every cell. With pure source energy. And unconditional love. Take a deep breath in, And as you exhale, Bring it down even more. Through your throat and neck. Your shoulder. Your arms and hands. Let it fill your upper back and chest. Your lower back, Your stomach. Your belly. Let it fill your hips, Your thighs. Your knee. Let it fill your shins and your calves. Your ankles, Your feet. All the way. To your toe. And then knit this light. Through the bottom of your face. Anchoring your D. Deep into the earth. Take a deep breath in and as you exhale Allow yourself to stay in this energy. And then go to your heart and say, I ask and intend. To create a sacred space. A beautiful ball of light all around me. And I now ask an intent. To only fill my sacred space with the energy of Source and the energy of my own higher consciousness. And I ask and intend to let go of all distracting thoughts, Energies and information. And I ask to raise my vibration. When I ask Kyninten for this session to support my own process. And I ask to expand my awareness. To move beyond fear. And experience real freedom. And so it is. Take a deep breath in, And as you exhale, Please add or bring along your own intent. Intent for whatever you need right now. In your specific situation. And then ask yourself. How do I feel right now? Ask your heart. How do you feel right now? Ask your heart, Where in my life do I feel attachment or control? And let it just come up. A word, An image, A feeling. There is no right or wrong. It simply is what it is. Attachment contracts your field, Trust opens it. So. . . Here is your guidance. If you feel contraction That's not the way to go. If you feel openness and expansion. Hmm, That is your pulse. We are going to experience this in the guided experiential exercise we do later. Because it's so important to feel your guidance, Especially when you're moving through difficult situations in your life. Is there a difficult situation in your life right now? Where you feel charge, Contraction. Pain, Fear. This emotional charge is always pointing you towards an older story. And apparently your higher consciousness wants you to feel it again, So you can resolve it. Through your awareness. Because every time you experience contraction, Pain, Suffering. It is pointing you towards something unresolved from your past. You choose now. If the charge is too intense for what is happening in the now? Then you know you are touching something older. You are resolving something from the past. We are doing that. So we have a choice. We can now recreate that energy that got stuck in the past. With another awareness. Thus another energy, And from there we resolve this tie, This emotional tie. And from there we resolve this emotional tie that keeps us stuck and going in loops. As we resolve that, We can also start to create our new reality. But first, If you feel any contraction, Or unease, Or fear right now, Congratulations! You are about to resolve something. You are going back to an old fear. It's a point in your life. Where the root cause was, To where energy got stuck. To where you got stuck in trauma, Where energy froze and what simply wants to be healed. It's the unfinished movement in your nervous system, In your body. In your energy. That wants to complete itself. And in order to do that, We attract the same situations over and over again. Well, Actually, You don't attract the situation again. To be more specific. You attract the same frequency again. Every time through other people, Other situations, Always the same energy. Because only through that energy you can access that other part. That part where it is all really about. And as you begin to go there, And truly listen to those parts with love. Then you start to heal. Then you become more whole again. You begin to dissolve the belief systems that are not aligned with who you truly are. And from there, Your entire energy field starts vibrating at a completely different level. On a level that is much more aligned with you, With who you really are. Oh, And then you become magnetic on an entirely new level. You begin to access your creative abilities far more consciously. And you become free, Really free. So if something is pushing in you right now, You are indeed resolving things and raising your own energetic bar. What keeps us stuck? Attachment to the old. The fear of losing something. But you know what? Attachment seems love. But it isn't. It is actually fear disguised as loyalty. Care, Responsibility. Or even devotion. But as you feel into it. If you cannot let go of something. If you are really, Really attached. Is that love? Or is there an undercurrent of fear? When I myself got to this point, Big time, In my life. I realise. If I stay. If I stay in the old situation. Where I actually already stayed so long. Maybe too long. If I don't move now. And if I don't follow my body and my soul. It is not out of love. I can tell myself that. That I stay out of love, But it isn't. If I'm really, Really, Really honest. It's out of fear. And when I stay out of fear, Because I don't resolve the fear within me, But I cling on to it. Then? What's the consequence? Okay. Then my entire life from now on will also be built on fear. Fear underneath everything in my life. Because it is this fear in me. Of course, This is my chance to use this situation to bring in more love. I resolve the fear in me and bring in love and see whatever happens from there. And love is something very different from attachment. It's a completely different frequency. Is being detached from any outside circumstance. If you are detached. Then you can be in full alignment. With the true divine essence that you really are. That part of you that knows exactly where you have to go. I created a course on healthy detachment. And after that, I got some remarks, Which were perfect. The remarks had all to do with, But Eve, If I detach, Then I won't have fun anymore. Then I won't feel the joy, The love anymore. This attachment feels good and I don't wanna lose it. Mm-hmm. I know. I know. That attachment feels good. For a while. Because this attachment is needed. It is needed to draw you into that specific frequency. In order for you to resolve it. It's there. To point you towards something. It is there. To point you towards that point where you can find unconditional love within yourself. It's pointing you towards the remembrance that you are this love. And that there is nothing outside of you. That you need. That you need to be attached to. You are this unconditional love. You are made. With this unconditional love. By your Creator. You are this unconditional love. And in this reality, In this earthly reality, We often mistake it. You know, It's all inverted here, All upside down. So we mistake attachment for love. As do I. Oh yes, As do I. Oh my, What have I attached myself to beautiful people, Mistaking them for being my mom or my dad? Mistaking them to be the source of love for me. Instead of me being the source of love. Instead of my relationship with my creator and my source being the source of love. And so life is inviting me. And it's detoxing time of this attachment. Big time. And let them go. And actually they represent my attachment. To love outside of myself. I am letting my attachment go. Because when the old frequencies that they represented are triggering me too much. I know I have to have the courage and the love to let them go. In order to honor my own process and theirs as well. Because isn't that real love? Isn't that real love? Isn't not attaching my need to others. But seeing everything from a bigger perspective, The real love that can flow. Because when I would be hanging on to them. It would be my survival part. Speaking. It would be fear speaking. It is fear, Fear of losing, Fear of the unknown, Fear of letting go of control, Fear of not knowing what comes next. From this sphere we hold on to people, To structures, To expectations, Outcomes, Certainty and identities. But the more we tightly hold on to those. The more contraction we create. Because it's attachment that says, I can only feel safe. If life unfolds exactly the way I want it to. That's our ego talking. That's not our higher mind. Speaking. Life doesn't work that way. Last weekend I spoke to a lady on a birthday party. She's the mother of my brother-in-law. Okay, Still cut it? Well, Doesn't matter. But she reflected my fears back at me. Once again. Right in my face. She asked me, Eve, Still living in that gorgeous house in Apeldoorn? I said, Yes, Certainly, And it's indeed gorgeous out there. She asked, Okay, But do you have a contract? How long can you stay there? How long? How will it go? And I said, Oh, I don't know. I don't know, No, I don't have a contract. We will see. And she got a kind of a different color and she said, Oh, But you have to, You have to make sure that you're safe. You have to, Do you have a plan B? I said no. No plamby. And I thought in myself there is only plan A. And plan A is there is no plan. The universe, My higher self, Guides me. And while my heart was racing because all the old programs were tuning up again, I felt no. No plan B? The entire universe is my plan. My Divine Blueprint is my plan. And I am supported from above and below, From within and without. And I'm here to live this life however it goes. So, All the human certainties came up in me again. Well, Certainty? We think it's a certainty, Right? We think that we can buy safety. We think we can make plans. What was that sentence again? And the mind makes a plan. And. . . I don't know. . . Something God is laughing because. . . Something like that. I'm not sure anymore, But you get the picture. It's the human mind that is grabbing for certainty outside. That is attached. But I don't want to do that anymore. Now I want to let go, I want to be detached and fall into the arms of my creator, Into the arms of my own higher consciousness. And see what unfolds from there, From love, From appreciation. And of course, This is way too big for my human mind. It always is. Of course our human mind is not made for this. No, It had those three other functions. But you know what, In more comfortable circumstances, The fear is not released, Not resolved, It's simply suppressed. So then it's logical, Right? That we have to create situations for ourselves. In which we can indeed release the fear. Otherwise, We are still stuck here, In this fear, In this matrix. So how to solve it? How to really, Really, Really solve it and release the fear. Yes, Of course, Our higher consciousness is bringing those situations forth to really resolve it. Then you become really, Really, Really free. Really free is not having a nice house and enough money in order to survive. Being really free is being detached from any outside circumstance. Not to say that you will not have a wonderful life. It will, You will. It is beyond imagination. But it's not in the world anymore. Because you are resolving and releasing those frequencies that keep you stuck here, In this material reality. You came here for so much more than that. So again, If you are in a deeply uncomfortable situation right now, Congratulations, Because you are resolving. On those deep, Deep layers. Where many human beings will never come in this lifetime. And you are there. And you are resolving it. Well, How do you do that? How do you resolve those energies and frequencies? First, Stay present with them. Don't push them away. They are here to bring you a message. Stay with the energy in your body. And then you start releasing one layer after another of emotions and thoughts, Which are all frequencies. That got stuck in your system. You connect to your higher consciousness through your intent, You create a sacred space, Make sure that only you and your higher consciousness are in that sacred space. And the energy of Source. And then you go to your heart. And you ask your heart. Can you show me the biggest block that wants to be released and that is ready to be released right now? And then you will feel one emotion coming up. And as you feel it, You say, I ask in intent to release this emotion, This sadness, This anger, This frustration. This nervousness. Or this uncertainty, Or not knowing, Or not feeling. From every cell in my body, From my conscious, Subconscious, And cellular memory. Then you take a deep breath in. And as you exhale, You visualize particles of energy leaving your body an energy field. Then you notice how you feel. And then, Probably. . . The next emotion comes up. And you repeat the sequence. Until you feel calm and complete. And then you bring in the energy that is beneficiary to you now. An energy of inner calm and peace. And trust. Trust in the universe, Trust in your own higher consciousness. Trust in you. Trust in your Creator. And as you do that, You release layer after layer of lower frequencies and you bring in the higher, New frequencies. This is owning everything in you. Okay, I get triggered from something or someone outside of myself. Ooh, I feel the fear creeping in, Or the anger, Or what have you. Okay, I go inward. I go to my heart and I say. That's the process. And the more you release, The more expansion you will feel. These are the heavy bags you have been carrying around for so long. That they started to feel normal. But they aren't. And every trigger in your outside world is there to show you. And that's it. It is there to show you where you become more free. Because freedom is a completely different frequency. Freedom, Detachment does not mean that nothing affects you anymore. It means that your well-being is no longer dependent on controlling the outcome. It means allowing life to move through you. It means allowing yourself to receive, To change, To open, To follow. To feel. It is trusting that life is always working for you. Always. You can support yourself in that process by not focusing only on the outside circumstances right now. They are old, They are a replay of the consciousness you had before. Now you can start to focus on the energetics, On your own consciousness. Don't look too much at the 3D reality that you are in right now. Focus on what you feel in the energy. In your consciousness. To possible realities. They are all right here, Different timelines, Different choices. Expansion. Creative ability, And you can start to feel into it. Feel what is most aligned for you. Feel what is most expensive for you. You can feel. Beyond any situation where you are in right now, Where you seem to be in right now. What is there waiting for you? Where are you most on your path? You can tune into that and really experience it, Already, Right now. It is all consciousness, It is all information. And I also experienced this myself. There was this moment in my life where I could no longer deny that something deeper inside of me had already changed. From the outside my life looked still the same, This long relationship, The familiar structure, Community, Family, Certainty, Of course. A whole identity, Built over decades. And yet. . . Insight. I could already feel. This reality no longer matches who I am becoming. But then it was terrifying, I can tell you. Because when you know that something no longer fits, Yeah, Then you also know that eventually everything that is connected to it may also start to shift. And of course it did. And it was one of my deepest fears. That if I truly speak out what is happening within me, If I truly become honest, Then everything will start to shift. And this human part of me so much wanted to hold it all together. Do not hurt anyone. Do not disappoint anyone. To not lose belonging. To not become the quote-unquote one who changes everything. But of course, Energetically, This was already happening. So here it became very interesting. At a certain point I got clear guidance and I began to feel two different timelines very clearly. Like two energetic realities. One timeline was the reality where I stay. Where I remained inside the familiar structure out of fear, Out of guilt, Responsibility, Needing certainty. And when I turned into that timeline. . . I could feel contraction in my body. Heaviness. A diminishing of energy, Tightness, Contraction is really the right word. But there was also this other timeline. And this was the timeline where I allowed myself to move with truth and to let go and to surrender. To trust something bigger than my human mind could understand at that point. And I didn't know how or what, But as I tuned into that energy… I felt relief. And I felt expansion. So, No clue, No idea how this was going to unfold. But my body could already feel. The frequency of that future reality. And I felt the freedom. The openness, The alignment. And a deeper connection to myself. And from that point on, This frequency started to pull me through the process. And I could not explain it logically. Mentally, But it was pure energetics. And I now think that this is something very important to understand during transitions. There is this future pulling you forward. Before your human self is ready for it. Your higher mind, Your higher consciousness already feels what is more aligned. Your consciousness already recognizes the frequency of where your life wants to move. Even while this human part of you is still terrified. So this is why learning to feel expansion versus contraction becomes so important. Because your human mind will try to trick you into staying where you are. But your consciousness is responding to frequency. So before anything can change physically in your 3D reality around you, Your energy already knows. And then this future can start to pull you forward. Even though your human self follows later. That's completely okay. We can have a lot of compassion for this human aspect of ours that is moving through these lower frequencies and releasing all of them. But you know what? When you have felt it. Deeply within yourself. What the possibilities are that are unfolding for you through this change. Then you can really, Really start to trust. And one final remark. You know, We don't get hurt by the change itself. No, The hurt is coming from the holding on. You know, Life is always moving. Always. But the moment we try to freeze it and to hold on to it and to stay attached to it, Yeah, Then the suffering begins. Because your higher consciousness wants to move. It wants you to move, It wants you to grow and to expand. That is why you're here. So, As we are in this inner dynamic of wanting to grow and evolve. And also wanting to stay safe and stay here, Then we have this suffering within us. When we hold this human part, This ego part that is so scared within us and we give it love. It can move along with us. With our higher consciousness. And then it will unfold in the most beautiful way, Online, For you and for everyone involved. It's so beautiful. So the real question I guess is not how do I get exactly what I want, But more. Can I open myself? To a reality that is far greater than my human control. And can you feel what feels most expansive, Most alive, Most true for you? Even when you don't know yet how. We can let go of the how. And just sink into that trust that's something greater than you. Greater than me, Greater than all of us. Greater than our human mind actually. Is moving us forward. Can you sink into the trust? That define you. Is moving you forward. Beautiful story Eve, But it's not about that of course. I invite you to open up. And really experience it for yourself. Because you know for yourself. Your higher self knows. So the only thing you have to do with your human mind is to attune to that wisdom that is already within you and around you. And by the way, That is in every day, Every moment, Every situation our job. Attune to our higher mind. And to let ourself be guided from there. That was the plan all along, By the way. Only our blocks got in the way. So the more we release those, The clearer and happier we can move through life. In full alignment with who we really are and detached from whatever outside circumstances. And in that state of being, Our guidance will be so clear. And whatever will unfold. Will be. Beyond imagination. I'd like to invite you to join me in this guided meditation to experience it for yourself. So please bring with you the situation where you are in right now. Where you'll love to get more guidance on. Bring it along. And see what happens. Just see it as a beautiful experiment and have some fun with it. Sew again. I'd like to ask you to close your eyes. And take a deep breath in. Deep, Deep breath. And as you exhale, Just relax. Quiet your mind. Relax your face. Your neck, Your shoulders. Ask to let go of the tension. Ask. Torilla. And again. Take a deep breath in. Deep, Deep breath. Into your nose. And exhale through your mouth. Every time you exhale Quiet your mind. Some more. Quiet your mind. Quiet your thoughts. Just relax. Be in the moment. Don't worry. Don't think. Just be. And one more time. Take a deep breath in. And as you exhale. . . Focus on your heart sense. And safe. From your heart. I ask, And intend. To create the sacred space. And keep away all distracting thoughts, Energies and information. I ask and intend. To raise my vibration. And align my energy with the energy of Source. And the energy of my own higher consciousness. And I ask to bring this energy through. My entire physical being. And I ask an intent. To let go. Of my programming. That keeps me needy and attached. To things and people. Outside of myself. In a misaligned way. I am now asking and intending. To release this programming. And replace it with a new programming. That allows me. To feel. And be. Free. That allows me to feel and be who I really am. To be this energy. Of my True Divine Essence. Which is whole. And complete. In itself. In this energy. I know there is nothing to control. Or to fix, Because all is in perfect order. And I ask to really feel this. And to let go. Of everything that stands in its way. So that I, In this human form, And be fully connected. To My Divine Essence. And always. Stan. In my power. Being completely free. And so it is. Take a deep breath in. And as you exhale, Imagine. That you are in your own bubble of life. Imagine that you are in your own sacred space. This ball of light. Is 10 to 12 feet. In diameter. All around you. Feel. The energy around you. And now ask to merge with the edge of this sphere. Which is your own higher self. Which is vibrating. At a much higher level. Than your human self. Us to be merged with this aspect of you. Us. To be guided. From here. Take a deep breath in. And as you exhale. . . Imagine. That just outside of your sphere of light, Are now appearing. To other balls of light. Do this thing. Balls of light. To distinct fields of information. Two choices. Two possibilities. To timeline. Just imagine in 10. For them to be there. Take a deep breath in. And as you exhale, Focus on your heart again. And safe. I now ask and intend. To retrieve information. About why I have created the situation I am in right now. Then bring your focus back to yourself. Let's first tune in to the situation where you are in right now. Ik draai ze even om. Um Yes, Because those balls will come in a moment. Take a deep breath in. Deep, Deep breath. And as you exhale. . . Bring forth. Or just think about. The situation you are in right now. And where you want clarity on. Focus on your heart. And from your heart. As you are merged with that outer layer of your energy field. Your higher self. And you say. Eye off. And intense. To retrieve information about why I have created the situation I am in right now. And just feel in your heart what comes up. It might be a feeling. Award. Collar. Just notice how it feels or what comes up. Allow the information. To come through. In whatever form. Just trust and stay open. There is no right. There is no wrong. And if you're not feeling or sensing anything right now, Ask your subconscious. To give the information to your conscious mind. In exactly the right time. And Jeff. Trust the process. Vanoss. Is it purposeful, Where I'm moving through right now? Is this situation contributing to my consciousness growth? To my highest ball. And again. Allow yourself to feel. Allow yourself. To receive the information. Take a deep breath in. And as you exhale, Focus now. On your own sphere of life. Your sacred space. And as you are in your sacred space Just imagine that right outside of your sphere of light, Are now appearing. Two balls of light. Two distinct balls of light. To distinct fields of information. To choices, To possibilities. To timeline. One. A little bit more to the left. And the other one a little bit more to the right. Focus on those two balls of light. And now decide for yourself. The left one is staying where you are right now. In your current situation. The right one is moving forward into the unknown. Into the new reality. You can make it more specific for yourself. If you can identify two specific options in a decision you have to make. Fill in your options or go along. With the left being the option to staying where you are. And the right. Being moving forward. In your transition. Ask your higher consciousness to really and very clearly let you feel, See, Sense or know. What you need to feel. Sea scents. Or a no. Right now. And now just imagine. That you are stepping into the left. Ball of light. It is just an experiment. Let go of all the projections and everything that your mind thinks. Just project yourself there. Imagine. Visualize. That you stop. Into this ball. How does it feel? What comes up. Feel your heart. How does your heart feel? Is it expanded? Or contracted. Again, There is no right, There is no wrong. Take a deep breath in, And as you exhale, Thank this bowl. And step back. Into your own sacred space. And then from your heart and just let go of any preconceived ideas. Ask for a clean slate. And again, Step into the right one. And feel. Ask your higher consciousness. To really and very clearly let you feel, See, Sense or know. What you need right now. And feel. How does it feel? How is it different? Than what you experienced before. Feel. And let it go. Ask for the information to unfold within you. In a beautiful. And comfortable way. And now visualize. A beam of light. From the center of the universe, From source. Pure loving light. Pure, Unconditional love. And now, Also thank this ball. And step back. Into your sacred space. And ask for the information. To unfold within you. In a beautiful. And comfortable way. Take a deep breath in, And as you exhale, Focus on your heart sense. Visualize. A beam of light. A beam of light. From the center of the universe. From SOAR. It is pure loving life. Pure, Unconditional love from Source. From your creator source. For who you are. Visualize this beam of light. Being the highest and purest energy in the universe. Untainted, Untouched. Pure, Pure unconditional love. It's coming to you. Straight from source through this beam. All the way through the universe. Through the center of this galaxy. Through the Milky Way. All the way to this planetary system. All the way to the Earth. And it's entering the new earth grid. With beam of light. Is filling. The New Earth grid. It's flowing through the grid. All the way. To your physical location. It's coming to you and it's arriving right above your head. Allow it to enter through the top of your head. Filling every cell. Every cell in your skull, In your brain. Every cell in your head is being filled with this pure white source light. It's releasing all the fears, All the worries, All the blocks that keep you stuck. And it's replacing those lower frequencies. With the energy of trust. Trusting yourself. Trust your source. Trust. In your highest path. Take a deep breath in, And as you exhale, Bring this energy further through your face. Through your neck. Through your throat. And again, Just visualize, Imagine. For every cell to be filled. With his soreth life. Allowing every cell to just relax. And let go of all the lower frequencies. Automatically. Bring it through your upper back and chest. Your shoulders, Your arms and your hands. Bring it through your lower back. And stomach. And intestinal tract. Bring it through your hips, Your thighs, Your knees. Let it flow through your shins and your calves. Your ankles. And your feet. And let it come out through the bottom of your feet, Anchoring you down, Deep into the earth. And as you are this pure white light. As you are a resource energy right here, In human form. Focus on your heart again. And say. From your heart. I know I am here for a reason. I know I am guided. Support it. And deeply lost. I am deeply loved for my path. In all of my experiences. In this human form. And now. Now is a new chapter. I feel it, I sense it. I know it. My reality is changing, Is shifting, As is the Earth's reality. I feel it. The new paradigm is becoming stronger and stronger. The old and the new are separating. And it is becoming more and more clear. The divine truth is breaking through. And it can't be hidden. Anymore. I can't hide me anymore. And because of these shifts, Fears are coming up. The fear of leaving the old behind. The fear of letting go. The fear of the unknown. And this moment. Is a beautiful invitation. For unconditional love. Take a deep breath in. And as you exhale, Again, Safe from your heart. Yes. This time. Is a wonderful invitation. For bringing more love. Bringing more love. To the table. And so I keep it about me. I ask and I intend to own it all, All of these fears. In me. I ask in intent to let go of my fears. And replace them. With trust. Trust in the divine timing. Of this new awakening. Of who I really am. And so it is. Take a deep breath in, And as I exhale, I remember. That I am creating my reality. I have all the tool. I have all the support. And I know. On a deep, Deep level. Exactly. What I'm here to do. And so. As of now. As of today. I stay. In this beam of light. In this beam of Source Light. In my connection. In the now. There's only this moment. And the only thing I have to do. Is to stay. In my alignment. And everything else. Will take care. Of itself. By itself. And it will unfold beautifully. For the highest good. Of everyone involved. I know, I feel, And I trust. It will be. Beyond imagination. And so it is. Take a deep breath in. And exhale.

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Just powerful! (A tip: at around 23:23 there is still some Dutch audio)

Life is bringing to the surface that need of control and attachment to a certain outcome. A need I had growing up and figuring out what to do with my life. Attaching to a certain desire of success by working very hard. Something led by fear. As I parent my son graduating from high school, the same fear, the same attachment to a successful for him is keeping me somewhat bound. Not a feeling of freedom. By trusting life, source, God, the light, the center of the universe, I get to experience that freedom. By letting go of fear, letting go of control, I get to trust that life knows better what is good for him. I get to change this frequency I have cultivated in my life. I bring in unconditional love instead. Nothing for me to do but connect to a different frequency, the frequency of true love. Which is non-attachment. Which is relaxation. Which is freedom. Which is trust. When I saw that this was an hour and a half long I thought I would only do part of it. I don’t know how the time went by and I was shocked when the session ended and I had stayed with it the entire time. Thank you Evelin for guiding me into a different frequency in this time of transition I am going through related to parenthood.