So bringing your attention now to the top of the head,
Imagining a light can be a very targeted spotlight or maybe just a glow.
You're controlling that temperature,
Hot or cold,
Blue or orange,
Warm or cool,
And just shining that light now on the top of the head.
Not harshly,
Almost gently,
Opening up that light so that it now comes over the top of your head and the forehead,
Over your temples,
Your eyes,
Your ears,
The back of the head is illuminated,
Just in that soft glow of your choosing,
Bringing that light now over the nose and the cheeks and the mouth and the jaw and the chin,
Noticing what's happening here and noticing if there's tension being held,
Just noticing as that light opens now over the neck and the throat,
Over the chest and the clavicle,
The shoulders,
The upper back,
Almost as if you're looking for something,
Just sort of seeing what comes up to mind,
Seeing what's calling your attention as that light opens up over the shoulders,
Over the upper arms,
Encompassing the heart and chest,
The upper back,
The elbows,
Moving down over the forearms,
Around the wrists,
Over the palms of the hands,
The backs of the hands,
And over each finger,
Just slowly enough for you to follow it and notice what's happening in these spots.
Opening up that light now over the abdomen,
The belly,
The hips,
Lower back,
Over the rear and the thighs,
Moving down the legs,
Over the knees,
At your own pace,
Just noticing what's happening,
Noticing how you feel,
Any sensations,
Any absence of sensation,
Over the calves and the shins of the lower legs,
Around the ankles,
Over the tops of the feet,
Wrapping around the soles of the feet,
And finally encompassing the big toe all the way down to the little toe on both feet.
Sitting here in this awareness of the body now illuminated as you please,
Seeing if you can even notice the outline of you,
Sensing into that glow,
That feeling of warmth or cool,
Just sitting here in awareness of the body.
As you sit,
Feeling grounded and centered,
Feeling how your body is supported by the chair and subsequently the ground,
Connecting you,
Steadying you,
Grounding you.
In this present perfect moment,
Now shifting your attention to your breath and your breathing,
Noticing its normal,
Involuntary rhythm,
Seeing that this breath,
Your body has set a tempo for you,
Whether you've been paying attention or not,
Just noticing the inhale and exhale,
Not trying to breathe in any particular way.
And as you watch this breath,
Having not engaged yet,
See if you can begin to lengthen the exhale just a little bit,
Perhaps inhaling gently to the count of three,
Then exhaling for the count of four.
We'll do it together.
Inhale,
Two,
Three,
And exhale,
Two,
Three,
Four.
Trying one more time,
Inhaling and exhaling.
On your own,
Just whether you choose to count or just breathe in,
And count or breathe out,
Take a few rounds of this breath,
Pausing in between if need be to take a couple of regular breaths,
Whatever feels comfortable.
Breathing in,
Two,
Three,
And out,
Two,
Three,
Four.
At your own pace,
Taking a moment to do a few rounds of this breath,
Allowing it to be slow and steady,
Each exhale being sort of like a gentle release,
Allowing all that energy out.
With each inhale,
A new arrival of clean energy,
Relaxation,
Abundance,
Happiness,
Slowness,
Whatever you choose.
Breathe in and breathe out.
Whereas normally we might want to try to follow the rules,
We might stick to the rigidity of it.
In this case,
We're just allowing the flow,
Allowing that swell,
In and out,
Gently floating,
Bobbing,
Allowing that breath to slow,
Noticing how maybe the mind is slowing at the same time.
As we bring our attention to the breath,
Everything else can fall away.
As we are mindful,
Seeing the inner workings of our bodies,
Ourselves,
In,
Notice how the mind feels,
Notice how the body feels,
Remembering that if you are taken elsewhere,
If your mind is elsewhere,
It's okay to just guide it gently back to our breath.
As this breathing continues,
We let it fade into the background as we bring our awareness to our past,
To things that have happened before.
In the interest of staying present,
We'll look at the past,
We'll look at the future,
But we'll come back to right now.
So thinking back,
To past memories,
Past regrets,
Maybe old stories,
Good or bad,
Not necessarily judging them,
But just bringing them into awareness,
Noticing what pops into your mind,
Noticing them gently,
Without judgment,
Without engaging.
These thoughts,
These memories,
These regrets,
They're part of you,
But they do not define you.
And as these moments,
These memories come to mind,
Continue your breathing in,
Breathing out.
Imagine placing those past moments onto a leaf.
You have maybe a collection of leaves around you.
Picking up one of those leaves,
Attaching one of these memories or moments to this leaf,
And just placing the leaf down on a stream that is rushing just gently down.
And as you release that leaf,
The river carries it away.
Once you've let go of one memory or one regret,
One moment,
You reach down for another leaf,
Place that moment onto the leaf,
And set it gently on the flowing water.
Allowing it to drift away.
And as you're envisioning this practice,
You can say quietly to yourself,
The past is over.
It's complete.
I release the past.
With each thought of the past,
With each memory,
Down the river it goes.
Noticing the space that is created by letting go of these moments,
Letting go of these thoughts.
This is what happens when we accept the past,
We soften the past and we let it go.
Now bringing our awareness toward the future,
Looking ahead at the worries,
The uncertainties,
The what if X,
Y,
Or Z happens,
Perhaps the worst case scenario that keeps popping in your brain.
Notice how your mind is trying to protect you by predicting or trying to control what happens.
And as we did with the leaf,
Bringing to mind now,
Clouds in the distance in a big sky.
You notice these clouds,
They might be large or small.
With each inhale,
We bring to mind these worries,
These moments in the future that are concerning.
And with each exhale,
We attach them to a cloud and watch as that cloud drifts farther and farther away,
Dissolving and morphing into the sky.
Inhale,
And thinking about that uncertainty or that worry,
Exhale,
We give it to the clouds and allow it to dissolve.
You may say to yourself,
The future will unfold in its own time.
With each exhale,
I release the need to control the future and control what happens.
Letting go of that control,
I make space for myself in the present.
Having let go of memories and regrets,
Having let go of our need to control the future,
We come now to the present.
Returning to the breath,
Which is always here and now.
Inhale,
And exhale.
Feeling the groundedness of your body,
Your steady breath,
Your calm awareness of right now,
This present moment.
Feeling yourself in it,
Noticing what is happening within you.
This moment is complete in and of itself.
There's nothing missing,
There's nothing to change,
There's nothing to do.
You are here,
You are present,
And this moment is enough.
We take the next moment to really rest in this awareness of presence.
Simply being,
Noticing,
Not judging,
Just taking,
Taking it in as it comes,
This perfect moment with no past to hold you and no future to chase after,
Simply being here now.
Continuing to rest in this awareness,
If your mind starts to wander,
Just bring it back to the inhale and exhale,
That rhythmic breathing that your body has set the tempo.
Noticing what your breath is doing,
Again,
Not trying to change it,
But just noticing as it's slowed down,
As it quickened,
Is it calm,
Is it easy,
Or is it a little belabored with continued concern or worry?
If it's the latter,
Allowing those worries to go ahead and join the clouds in the sky and come back to your breath.
This presence,
This moment,
That's complete.
Feeling the groundedness of you,
Allowing that glow of the outline of you to brighten just a bit.
Bringing awareness a little bit back to the space around you,
Expanding from you to the chair,
To the floor,
Noticing the sounds in the room,
Feeling the contact that your body is making with the earth through the chair.
Taking a slow,
Deep breath in,
And allowing the breath to just release slowly.
Let's do that one more time.
Inhale and exhale.
Resting another moment in this awareness,
In this present perfect moment,
Perhaps saying to yourself,
I am here,
I am present,
I'm aware.
There's nothing else in this moment that needs attention.
As we keep our attention on our breath,
Allowing to kind of join us again as the room,
Our body,
Our environment.
When I ring the chimes,
Feel free to sit quietly,
Keeping your eyes closed as long as you want,
Just allowing the closing of this practice to sort of seal the presence of this moment so that you can take it with you into the next few minutes,
Next few hours,
Or maybe even into tomorrow.
When you hear the chimes,
Just sit quietly.
When you're ready,
You can open your eyes and join the room.
Taking a moment now to notice how you feel,
How you would describe it.
Maybe calling back to your intention for this evening.
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