Good evening,
Beloveds,
And welcome to tonight's story.
A story I wrote called The Girl Who Sees Ghosts.
This is part one.
Before we begin,
Just taking a moment now to settle into your space.
To arrive here,
Now,
In this moment.
Maybe snuggling down into your duvet as you prepare yourself to rest.
And if you are comfortable,
We shall begin.
Sarah had always known she was different.
Not different in the way other children at school sometimes were.
Wearing glasses too big for their faces,
Speaking with a funny accent,
Or having a talent for cartwheels that left everyone else dizzy with envy.
No,
Sarah's difference was the kind you couldn't see.
It lived quietly inside of her.
A secret folded away where no one else could touch it.
She could see ghosts.
It had started so young that she almost couldn't remember a time before it.
When she was four,
She'd been playing in her bedroom with a rag doll when she noticed a woman sitting on the end of her bed.
The woman had soft eyes,
Wrinkled at the corners,
And hair pinned up in an old-fashioned style.
She wore a dress with lace cuffs,
Yellowed with age.
She didn't say anything,
Just sat watching with a kind smile.
Sarah had chattered happily to her,
Thinking perhaps she was a neighbor or a friend of mum's.
But when mum walked in a few minutes later and Sarah said proudly,
This is my new friend,
The bed was empty.
Mum had laughed awkwardly and ruffled her hair,
But there was something unsettled in her eyes.
After that,
Sarah learned quickly,
Ghosts were hers alone to see.
At school,
Sarah was the quiet one.
She wasn't unfriendly.
She liked people well enough,
But she always seemed a little distracted.
As though she were listening to something no one else could hear.
Her classmates didn't tease her outright.
They simply let her hover at the edges,
Never quite part of the group.
Sometimes when the other children talked about their weekends,
Football matches,
Birthday parties,
Visits to the cinema,
Sarah longed to say,
I spent mine with a boy who used to live in my house before me.
He showed me where he'd hidden his marbles under the floorboards.
But she knew better.
She bit her tongue,
Smiled and nodded as if she understood.
Her favourite place in the whole world was the old park at the edge of town.
It wasn't well kept.
The swings squeaked with rust.
The roundabout was missing a handle and the seesaw had been broken for years.
But Sarah didn't mind.
She loved the wildness of it.
The tall grass at the edges.
The ivy climbing the stone wall.
The way the air always seemed heavy with secrets.
It was in the park that the ghosts felt closest.
Sometimes she saw a shadow slipping between trees.
Sometimes the air shimmered and she heard faint laughter on the wind.
The ghosts never frightened her.
Not really.
They were like echoes,
Pieces of the past that hadn't quite faded.
Still,
She never spoke to them.
They never spoke to her.
It was as if a wall stood between them,
Invisible but firm.
She could see them,
But they could not reach her.
Or so she thought.
It was a grey afternoon in late October when everything changed.
Sarah had wandered to the park after school,
Her bag heavy on her shoulder.
The air smelled of rain,
Though none had fallen yet.
She dropped her bag on the ground and went to sit on the swing.
Kicking gently at the carpet of golden leaves.
That was when she saw her.
Perched on the stone wall at the far side of the playground was a girl.
Not a shadow,
Not a flicker,
But a girl as clear as day.
Though her edges glowed faintly like moonlight.
Her hair was long and silver,
Tumbling down her back.
And her eyes shone with an odd,
Pale light.
She wore a dress that looked like it belonged in a storybook.
All ribbons and lace.
And she sat with her legs swinging,
As though she were perfectly at ease.
Sarah froze,
A heart hammered in her chest.
Ghosts didn't usually look so solid.
The girl tilted her head,
Studying her.
Then she smiled.
You can see me,
Can't you?
She said.
Her voice was bright,
Clear.
And full of something Sarah had never heard from a ghost before.
Hope.
For a moment,
Sarah's throat felt too tight to speak.
No ghost had ever addressed her directly.
But the girl was waiting,
Her silver eyes fixed on her with such certainty.
Yes,
Sarah whispered.
I can.
The girl's smile widened into a grin.
She hopped lightly off the wall,
Landing on the grass as softly as a feather drifting down.
And in that moment,
Everything in Sarah's life began to change.
The girl's feet barely seemed to touch the ground as she crossed the playground towards Sarah.
Her silver hair shimmered even in the dim light,
Like water catching the last rays of sun.
Sarah clutched the swings chained so tightly,
Her knuckles turned white.
Ghosts weren't supposed to act like this.
They drifted,
They flickered.
They appeared and faded,
Caught between here and somewhere else.
They didn't walk straight up to you with a grin that made them look almost alive.
I knew it,
Girl said,
Stopping just in front of her.
You can see me.
I've been waiting for someone like you.
Sarah blinked up at her,
Waiting.
Yes,
For years.
Everyone else looked straight through me.
But you?
The girl leaned in closer,
Her eyes glowing faintly.
You're different.
Sarah swallowed.
I've always been different.
The girl giggled.
It was a sound like bells,
Light and ringing.
She thrust out her hand.
I'm Louise.
For a moment,
Sarah hesitated.
Would her hand pass right through?
She'd touched ghosts before,
Accidentally brushing against them in a hallway or squeezing past them in the park.
Most felt like cold mist.
But Louise's hand,
When Sarah finally reached out,
Was warm,
Real.
The shock of it made her gasp.
You're not like the others,
Sarah said softly.
Louise tilted her head,
Still holding her hand.
Neither were you.
They sat together on the swings.
The chains creaked as they rocked back and forth,
Leaves whispering around their feet.
How long have you been like this?
Sarah asked.
Louise scrunched up her face in thought.
A very long time.
I don't remember exactly.
Sometimes the years blur together.
I think I was about your age when it happened.
And what happened?
Louise shrugged.
When I stopped being alive,
She said it so casually that Sarah almost fell off her swing.
You mean,
When you died?
Louise nodded,
Unfazed.
Yes,
But it's not as gloomy as it sounds.
At first,
It was strange,
Drifting around with no one noticing me.
But then I found all sorts of secret places,
And I learned to do things.
What kind of things?
Louise grinned,
Eyes sparkling.
Watch.
She hopped off the swing and skipped toward the pile of leaves at the edge of the playground.
Sarah followed,
Curious despite herself.
Louise twirled once,
Lifting her hands,
And the leaves lifted too,
Swirling into the air as if caught in an invisible breeze.
They danced in spirals,
Golden and orange,
Forming shapes,
A butterfly,
A heart,
A crown.
Sarah's mouth dropped open.
That's amazing.
Louise bowed theatrically.
The leaves fluttered back down.
Thank you,
Thank you.
I can also do this.
She stepped forward,
Straight into the thick stone wall surrounding the park.
For a moment,
She vanished.
Sarah's stomach lurched.
Then Louise popped her head back out,
Grinning.
Peek-a-boo.
Sarah burst into startled laughter.
You scared me.
I scare everyone,
Louise giggled,
Slipping back through the wall.
But I didn't want to scare you.
I wanted to meet you.
As twilight deepened,
They wandered the park together.
Sarah asked question after question,
And Louise answered as best she could.
She remembered fragments of her life.
A warm kitchen,
The sound of a piano,
Her mother's humming voice.
But the rest was hazy,
Like a dream slipping away on waking.
I think that's why I'm still here,
Louise said thoughtfully,
Sitting cross-legged on the grass.
Because I forgot.
Maybe I'm supposed to remember.
Do you want to?
Sarah asked.
Louise shrugged.
Sometimes I do.
Sometimes I don't.
But it doesn't matter now,
Because I'm not alone anymore.
I have you.
The words warmed Sarah's chest in a way she hadn't expected.
She had spent so long keeping her secret,
Hiding the truth,
Pretending not to see.
And now here was Louise.
Silver-haired and glowing,
Who not only saw her,
But understood.
Park lights flickered on,
Casting long shadows.
Sarah glanced at her watch and gasped.
I have to go.
Mum will worry.
She scrambled to her feet,
Dusting leaves from her trousers.
Louise rose too,
Her glow faint in the growing dark.
Will you come back tomorrow?
Sarah hesitated.
Could she really promise that?
Spending time with a ghost felt like stepping into another world.
But the thought of not seeing Louise again made her chest ache.
Yes,
She said,
Finally.
I'll come back.
Louise's smile widened.
Good.
And tomorrow,
The fun really begins.
The next day,
Sarah couldn't concentrate on anything.
At school,
A teacher droned on about fractions.
But numbers blurred on the page.
At lunch,
Her classmates chatted about television shows and football scores.
But the words slipped past her like wind.
All she could think about was the girl with silver hair,
Waiting in the park.
Will she really be there?
Sarah wondered,
Stomach fluttering with nerves.
Or did I dream her up?
When the final bell rang,
Sarah ran all the way to the park,
Her bag bouncing against her hip.
Louise was there.
She sat perched on the swings,
Humming to herself,
Her hair catching the afternoon sun.
When she saw Sarah,
She leapt up,
Waving both arms.
You came back!
Sarah laughed,
Breathless.
Of course I did.
From that day on,
Park became their secret meeting place.
They played games,
Though never ordinary ones.
Louise had a talent for bending the world around her.
She made the swings move without touching them,
Faster and higher than the wind could push.
She coaxed dandelion seeds to hover in the air like tiny lanterns,
Spinning around them in circles.
She even taught Sarah how to half-see.
Tilting her vision just so,
Until the faint outlines of other spirits sharpen like figures coming into focus.
It's like tuning a radio,
Louise explained.
You're already special,
You can see.
But if you learn to listen properly,
You can see more clearly.
The world is layered,
You know.
More than just what your eyes say is there.
Sarah shivered with delight.
She had never thought of it like that.
With Louise,
Her strange ability no longer felt like a burden.
It felt like a gift.
But keeping Louise a secret was harder than she expected.
One evening,
Sarah's mum asked why she was spending so much time at the park.
It's nearly dark when you come home,
She said,
Frowning as she set down a plate of fish fingers.
You shouldn't be out there alone,
Love.
It's not safe.
I'm not alone,
Sarah blurted without thinking.
Mum paused,
Fork halfway to her mouth.
Oh,
Who are you with?
Sarah's heart raced.
She couldn't say a ghost.
She couldn't even say a new friend because mum would want to meet her.
I just like reading there,
She said.
It's quiet.
Her mum studied her for a long moment before nodding.
All right,
But don't stay too late.
That night,
Lying in bed,
Sarah whispered to Louise,
Who appeared like a silver glow by her window.
I almost told her about you.
Louise shook her head firmly.
Don't.
People don't understand.
They try to keep us apart.
Sarah clutched her pillow.
I don't want to be apart.
Then we'll keep it our secret.
Louise's voice softened,
Almost like a lullaby.
The best secrets are the ones that you keep safe.