I want to talk about the spiritual journey,
Things that are often not talked about.
You know,
The other side of passion for truth and really wanting to serve humanity and,
You know,
To love and accept yourself,
To move into your,
As part of the process of moving into your true nature,
The negative side of it is bitterness and disappointment.
And that's why it's really important to always keep going on the journey because when I look back over the last 30 years that I've been doing this,
There were very many spots where it didn't look like there was anybody on my side at all,
Like no God,
No soul,
Nothing,
Nothing loving at all.
And I just took it as,
Okay,
This is my ego clearing,
You know,
But some people give up on the journey.
And the trouble is,
If you give up,
There's no real upside,
Because you lose your channel to truth.
So the only place that you can play is kind of then disappointment and bitterness.
You know,
There's nobody more cynical than a disappointed idealist,
You know,
It's just the way of life.
So truly,
I can say from my own experience,
That every time I was disappointed,
Or starting to get bitter,
I just,
You know,
Move forward,
I went like,
Well,
You know,
I know I have this really big ego.
So it's probably just my ego that's blocking me,
You know,
That's prevented my dreams from coming true.
So I would just again,
Give this huge Everest ego over to the divine and ask for help and keep going.
And you know,
Every time,
Though,
Everything just seems to become more and more loving,
With every step past that potential for bitterness or disappointment.
So,
You know,
I'm concerned with this big interest in spirituality,
And maybe they're not that many authentic teachers around.
And so it's easy to get disappointed.
It's easy to get disappointed with an authentic teacher,
If you think it's the teacher's fault,
Rather than looking to your own ego,
And going,
Well,
Maybe I'm the person who has to learn.
But I'm just concerned that,
You know,
That there might be feelings of disappointment.
And just here to say that it's really true,
The journey is 1000s of 1000s of years old,
For as long as there's been humanity,
You know,
People have been knocking on the door for inner truth.
And I wrote a story about it.
It's in the gateway,
Which is on Amazon,
But it's about,
You know,
Somebody knocking at the door,
Wanton expanded life.
And,
You know,
This person comes to the door and says,
Who you Who do you think you are?
And,
You know,
A whole bunch of people stop,
Stop knocking,
But one person keeps going.
And again,
It goes like,
Who,
Who do you think you are?
And it continues until the person who's knocking begins to see that the horrible things that this guardian of the gate is saying is things that have been running inside themselves,
Their own feelings about themselves.
And then as she gives this up to clear,
Of course,
The door opens and the guardian,
You know,
They embrace with great love and forgiveness.
And,
You know,
She sees that the guardian was just helping her face her fear.
So all our obstacles and all our disappointments,
The you know,
What's behind it is our soul is,
Is helping us move through our egos.
And if we have resistance and egos,
You know,
It they'll show up in that it,
Our goals will seem to be blocked,
That our dreams don't seem to come true.
You know,
Unless they're not the right dreams.
And then,
You know,
Of course,
They'll be blocked.
But you know,
If if your dreams seem not to be coming true,
And you feel any bitterness and fear,
And you know,
You're not going to be able to move forward,
And you feel any bitterness and vitriol,
Just give it over to the divine,
Please just keep going,
Because we're infinitely loved.
We're just we are love,
We're made out of love.
We're infinitely love.
We're just here to learn,
You know,
So we have to.
Okay,
Well,
Thank you.
And as I've said before,
There are very many hugely powerful spiritual figures here who are helping you plus your own soul plus the angels.
Just keep going.
You don't never give up.
Okay,
Bless your heart.
