Okay,
So if you're here,
Chances are you're in that very human space of wondering,
What am I actually doing?
Where is this all going?
Why do I not have the answers yet?
And if no one has told you lately,
It is entirely okay to be in that space.
I,
Just like many many other people,
Have been in this space more than once so settle in,
Find a comfortable position,
Maybe a cup of tea and listen through the rest of this track where we talk through how we can be present in this space.
Let me remind you that you are not late,
You are not off track and you are not failing because things aren't perfectly clear.
A way we can phrase this period of time is simply being in a chapter between chapters.
Take a moment and just notice how your body feels after hearing that phrase.
Does anything feel a little bit softer?
Can your body calm as it feels a little reassurance just in a few words?
And in saying this,
Not everything suddenly needs to make sense.
It may even be that maybe not everything needs to make sense right now.
A space of unknown can create a space for us to become something new,
Something different and to explore what really lies within our heart.
People love the idea of clarity.
We're taught that certainty means success but truthfully clarity often arrives after the leap,
After the discomfort and after the messy middle.
The in-between,
This exact moment you're in and something you're questioning is where something new is beginning to form.
It might feel shaky but that is purely because you're expanding.
It feels confusing because the old way just doesn't fit anymore.
And yes that's scary and it can feel like chaos.
It can feel like floating in the middle of the ocean with no hope of finding land.
That feeling of did I really just change my entire life and now I have no clear path of what I'm doing.
I can confidently say that you're not the only one who's felt anything like this but that feeling,
That feeling right there,
It is not failure.
It's growth in real time.
So instead of pressuring yourself to know everything,
Know what's going to happen in the future,
What if you just gave yourself room to be here as it is right now?
Take a breath with me here,
Nothing dramatic,
Just naturally observe the breath,
Watch it rise and fall and just let yourself land in this moment.
Now quietly ask yourself without forcing any answers,
What feels true for me right now?
Where do I feel pulled to go,
Not pushed,
Where do I feel pulled?
Where is energy drawing me?
You don't need a grand plan,
Nothing five years ahead.
Sometimes the only step you need to take forward is being true to your desires.
Allow yourself to sit and reflect in this truth for just a moment.
Now thinking about moments in your life that have ended up being turning points for you.
Think of those unexpected opportunities,
The people that you met by complete accident and the choices that didn't make sense until later down the line.
This is the space you are currently in.
Life has guided you before even through the messy areas and it's okay if the signs are whisper quiet right now,
They are still there.
Which is not to say you need to start chasing the signs,
Just stay open enough to notice when one really lands and resonates and allow yourself to follow.
You are not lost,
You're just recalibrating.
You are not behind,
You're just aligning.
Remember this isn't the end of something,
It's the beginning of something,
Even if you can't see it fully yet.
And you do not need to rush it.
Let yourself live in this part too.
This is the part where you're learning,
Stretching,
Trusting and becoming anew.
It's a beautiful space to be in,
So really embrace that feeling of unknown and what the hell am I doing?
You don't need certainty today,
You just need presence,
A little self-belief and it will go a long,
Long way.
Remind yourself you are doing beautifully no matter what you are doing.
