Absolutely on point for me in many ways. Not only because I woke up late and was listening to this as I rushed to get dressed and go bake the (very healthy, organic, non-GMO, non-dairy, gluten free, Paleo and ketogenic) birthday cake for my husband who turns 45 today, but also because I have long struggled myself with the very topic of this audio. That is, in fact, why I selected it.
There was a time when I was, and indeed, felt, very creative. I don't really feel that anymore, but I know I am - when I have the time to let it flow. I don't often have the time in part due to a lengthy - but not insurmountable - to-do list each day, but mainly because I don't have a good organizational system to keep me on track. There are medical aspects to this situation as well, and some things that I used to rely upon are not longer options for my use. It is frustrating to be sure.
I have long leaned on my intuition and sparks of creativity when my sense of generally being creative had gone. It's in there. I just need to give it breathing room. To do that, I need to be still. To be still, I need the space and time to do so. Which I have trouble finding on a regular basis due to the chaos and lack of a system.
I agree with the need to do more inner work. I keep wondering what the subject matter should be. I think I need to release that need to know in advance, and allow my Self to tell me instead of setting an intention that doesn't serve at this point.
I've made some progress in the last few months, set some goals that will lead me towards this rather than away. I was wondering what the simplification and additional space would yield. I thought/hoped it would permit a return to my sense of wonder and innocent love for the world. Hearing your audio reinforces that hope and has transformed it into hopeful anticipation instead.
Thank you so much for sharing this with me and the world. Much needed for us all at this time. Bookmarked and downloaded, too. I see the light in you. 🤲❤️🤲
