Rebirth Inner Child Healing - Embody Wealthy Podcast

An invitation to surrender, to let go of control, to sit in the uncertainty of the unknown and find peace and rest. 

My journey has been into a deeper and deeper experience of surrender and a healing rebirth with the inner child.

Transcript

An invitation to surrender,

To let go of control and sit in the uncertainty of the unknown to find peace and rest.

I'm Christelle Ercucci.

You're listening to the Embody Wealthy podcast,

The lightning path for world changing women to create millions,

Embody wealthy,

And enjoy a pleasure led legacy in service to love.

You might notice my voice is extra sultry this week.

This episode is on surrender and was supposed to be recorded and published over a week ago.

My journey has been into a deeper and deeper experience of surrender.

I know that this podcast will be a transmission and a healing experience of surrender that will benefit me and you.

Yet the amount and depth of surrender,

The consistent invitation for me to surrender this week has made it so that I will be more careful in selecting podcast episodes in the future.

My adventure of surrender to prepare for this episode started when I saw,

Heard,

And felt the opening for the hypnosis journey.

As a physical transmission,

I felt the journey changing me.

Then I'm invited on a four day overnight river trip where my invitation is to surrender,

To receive,

To not be in control,

To not even know the plan.

In general,

I prefer solo adventures and this adventure is literally not possible without a guide.

I either trust,

Let go of control,

Or I don't go on the river adventure.

I love being in nature and rivers are truly magical to me.

I'm endlessly fascinated by the continuous flow of water.

It's a physical manifestation and demonstration of power,

Flow,

And unlimited abundance.

I know the river adventure will stretch me and of course the answer is yes.

I want to go.

I want to experience that kind of flow,

Surrender,

And trust in every cell of my body,

Mind,

And being.

I start making plans,

Clearing my schedule,

Ordering the supplies that I will need,

And preparing myself for this great adventure of surrender.

But in the meantime,

My allergy situation gets out of control.

I lose my voice and can't record because of extreme allergies.

I've never spent a summer in the high desert of New Mexico near Santa Fe before.

The mountains are covered with wildflowers in every color,

Blooming everywhere.

The vibrant green glow of life force covers the desert floor.

It's incredible.

But my body thinks it's a threat and has activated a hardcore allergic response.

I surrender.

I'm preparing for the river trip of great surrender and on a parallel track,

I'm surrendering to the reality that I may not be well enough to go,

Which now makes the surrender of going on the trip seem so easy.

I'm disappointed and I feel like I'm missing a lifetime opportunity.

I surrender.

I trust.

I slow down and listen.

The aspect of me that wants to push,

To go,

To make it happen is activated and fighting for control.

My body is overriding that drive.

So while I thought this week was about preparing for a different kind of surrender,

My experience has been more challenging than I imagined.

My mind knows that fighting surrender will only make the message louder,

More intense,

And more powerful.

Yet the fight response inside of me is pushing so hard.

An invitation to surrender and surrender in ways that you might not expect.

Standing in the summer heat,

The air is blazing.

An opening deep into a cave inside of the earth stands before you.

A cool breeze is coming up the tunnel from deep inside the earth that feels refreshing,

Inviting,

Calling you to enter.

The hot stones beneath your feet make it so that you have to move.

You have to take steps down,

Down,

Down into the earth.

Walking between this state of extreme heat outside and the cool,

Inviting air from below.

The light fades as you keep taking steps down.

The hot stones become cooler and you begin to feel moisture in the air so different from the heat of the desert air.

Taking steps down,

Down,

Down into a cavern inside the earth like a sacred womb that will hold you.

You begin to hear the sounds of water dripping,

The sounds of a river inside the earth.

Your movement deeper and deeper is calm,

Is calm,

Relaxed,

And confident.

The monkey mind is somehow settling,

Settling,

Settling with each step.

Deep inside your body,

Mind,

And being,

You feel drawn into this journey,

Into this sacred cavern inside the earth,

Drawn into an underground river,

An experience of flow like you have never imagined.

The walkway becomes more narrow and darkens.

You no longer feel the hot air from where you started.

As you travel deeper and deeper still,

You hear your own breath,

You feel your heart beating inside your body.

You have a sense of the veins inside of you,

Pumping blood and oxygen,

Filling your entire body with life force.

There is so much that is unknown in this journey,

Yet your sense of trust is overriding everything else.

You know you can let go.

You feel you can trust.

You know this is a deep surrender on so many levels to be held in the arms of the Great Mother.

The passage becomes so narrow that you have to curl your upper body down,

Your hands touching each side of the wall.

And then you find yourself sitting at the base of the steps with an opening only large enough for your body to pass through.

You are sitting there now with your feet,

Ankles,

Calves,

Knees,

And hips submerged in the water.

You are amazed how your monkey mind doesn't have anything to say.

There is a sense of stillness and a presence here that is holding you,

Comforting your nervous system,

And supporting you in this experience of surrender.

Your hands resting beside you on the steps,

Your feet,

Legs,

And hips submerged in this water.

It is the perfect temperature.

You feel supported,

Held,

And guided.

Then you lower your body deeper into the water,

Into the opening,

Into the unknown.

As you let go with your hands,

It's as if an unseen,

Unknown power is holding you.

You are immersed in this water,

Being floated through an underground cave,

Being taken by a river of life that is underground in the belly of the Great Mother.

You are held,

Supported,

Guided in this exploration of the unknown.

The movement of the water is comforting you.

The temperature of the water perfectly supports you in relaxing.

It's as if a thousand hands are holding you in this gentle flow,

In this experience of surrender.

The tunnel becomes so narrow that you have to hold your breath to make it through.

The observer inside your mind is amazed at how calm you remain.

You know you are being held.

You know that your soul chose this life,

Chose this experience,

Chose this exploration of the unknown,

Of surrender.

A deep dive into the core of the Great Mother,

Into the heart of the void.

In holding your breath,

The passageway becomes so narrow,

You are being squeezed on all sides.

Then you feel gentle hands holding you,

Supporting you,

Guiding you guiding you into a great opening where there is light,

Sounds that are unfamiliar.

Yeah,

In a great cave underground,

You are welcomed by a circle of healers that take turns holding you,

Floating you,

Moving your body in an exquisite water dance.

Your body,

Mind,

And being are so relaxed in flow with the water and with being supported,

You feel the ecstatic embrace embrace of this community of healers holding you,

Loving you,

Touching you,

Clearing away remnants of past ways of being,

Of fear and doubt,

Letting go even deeper.

In a parallel place and time you are being born into this life,

Into your body.

Yet this experience helps to integrate any challenges you faced in your birth journey up until this point in your life.

On a soul,

Body level,

You are being held in the Great Mother,

Supported by extraordinary humans and beings of love that are embracing every part of you,

Holding every fear,

Transforming every traumatic experience.

In your state of surrender,

In this state of being,

You allow yourself to be held,

To be loved,

To be known and understood on a level that you didn't imagine was possible.

In this space and time,

The Great Mother holds you,

Loves you,

Supports you,

Sees you,

Understands you,

Hears you,

And supports you to integrate the challenges of being human.

There is nothing that can't be held and loved in this space.

All of who you are,

All that you have experienced is held inside this cavern deep inside the earth,

Inside the flow of life.

You feel loved.

You release resistance.

And you experience the golden light of awareness sparkling inside your veins,

Sparkling inside of your consciousness,

Bringing awareness and love to every challenge you have ever faced.

No matter what has happened until now,

This presence of love holds you.

You have done nothing wrong.

No matter what you have experienced in this life,

The awareness of love is a power to be with what is without resistance,

An experience of surrender to the challenges we face in being human.

It isn't right or wrong,

Success or failure,

Dark or light.

Being human is challenging.

It is the path your soul chose to come and experience the challenges of earth school,

The extreme experience of being human and to be able to sit with what is and not resist.

Release fighting what is.

Surrender the desire to make it be different.

In this breath,

Holding all that is.

In this breath,

Releasing all that is.

Like the river,

No resistance,

Just flow.

Flowing with the life force,

Enjoying the adventure of surrender,

Navigating the bumps and challenges that you have faced and letting go and letting go and letting go.

Breathing in love,

Breathing out surrender.

Breathing in love,

Breathing out surrender.

Breathing in love,

Breathing out surrender.

Love is the presence that can hold all things,

All experiences,

All thoughts,

All trauma.

Love is the presence,

The life force that courses through your body.

Love is not a reward for doing good or being what others expect.

Love is presence with what is.

Surrendering control,

Being in this experience,

Being with what is as much as possible.

Your body mind is being moved around in this cavern,

Underground in the belly of the great mother.

Human hands are holding you,

Caressing you,

Nurturing you,

Guiding you,

Supporting you,

Loving you.

There is nothing that cannot be held in love.

It is impacting you on a cellular level.

Surrender to love.

Surrender to being supported.

Surrender to abundance.

Surrender who you thought you were to be who you are.

In one time and space,

You are a newborn baby,

Being held and supported in the way you wish you had been by you,

The grown person you are now with your baby self in your arms,

Seeing,

Supporting,

Loving yourself in an underground cave.

You are being held by a circle of healers,

Humans that are transforming your experience of flow.

Yes,

Yes,

Yes.

You are being held,

Supported,

And loved in this deep state of surrender.

At the same time,

You are holding your baby self with unconditional love,

Blessing your life with the presence of love in all the challenges you will face.

In an underground cave,

In a river of warm water,

You are being held in the loving presence,

In the loving presence of the Great Mother,

Being born into a new experience of surrender,

Of trusting the choices your soul made to experience in this life.

You feel hands guiding you back to the opening.

Your hands touch the stone steps.

Use the strength of your arms to pull yourself from these sacred borders back to the stone steps that will guide you back into your life.

You make your way to your feet,

Hands gently touching the sides of the cave,

The stones beneath your feet,

Guiding you back to the light,

Guiding you back to your life,

Bringing you back to the surface of the earth.

You can see the sunlight pouring in through the opening of the cave,

Each step bringing you more fully back into this moment,

Taking the steps that lead you back to the surface,

The warm air caressing you,

The light guiding you back to loving your present day life,

To bringing a greater experience of presence and surrender.

You make the final steps back to the surface and walk into the shade and sit down and lean your back against a tree to be held and supported in integrating this great adventure of surrender.

Thank you for being here.

It's a pleasure to co-create and embody wealthy with you.

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