11 Part One Jane Eyre - Stephanie Poppins

Jane Eyre is a first-person narrative from the perspective of the title character.

Its setting is somewhere in the north of England, late in the reign of George III (1760–1820).

Jane's childhood is at Gateshead Hall, where she is emotionally and physically abused by her aunt and cousins. Her education is at Lowood School, where she gains friends and role models but suffers privations and oppression. In this episode, she begins her time as a governess at Thornfield Hall.

Read by English author and vocal artist Stephanie Poppins.

Transcript

This is SD Hudson Magic Jane Eyre Chapter 11 A new chapter in a novel is something like a new scene in a play,

And when I draw up the curtain this time,

Reader,

You must fancy you see a room in the George Inn at Millcote,

With such large-figured papering on the walls as inn rooms have,

Such a carpet,

Such furniture,

Such ornaments on the mantelpiece,

Such prints,

Including a portrait of George III,

And another of the Prince of Wales,

And a representative of the death of Wolfe.

All this is visible to you by the light of an oil lamp hanging from the ceiling,

And by that of an excellent fire,

Near which I sit in my cloak and bonnet,

My muff and umbrella lie on the side,

And I am warming away the numbness and chill contracted by sixteen hours' exposure to the rawness of an October day.

I left Loughton at four o'clock,

And the Millcote town clock is now just striking eight.

Reader,

Although I look comfortably accommodated,

I am not very tranquil in my mind.

I thought when the coach stopped here there would be someone to meet me.

I looked anxiously round as I descended the wooden steps,

The hoods placed for my convenience,

Expecting to hear my name pronounced,

And to see some description of carriage waiting to convey me to Thornfield.

Nothing of the sort was visible,

And when I asked away to if anyone had been to inquire after Miss Eyre,

I was answered in the negative,

So I had no resource but to request to be shown into a private room.

And here I am writing,

While all sorts of doubts and fears are troubling my thoughts.

It is a very strange sensation to inexperienced youth to feel itself quite alone in the world,

Cut adrift from every connection,

Uncertain whether the port to which it is bound can be reached,

And prevented by many impediments from returning to that it has quitted.

The charm of adventure sweetens that sensation,

The glow of pride warms it.

But then the throb of fear disturbs it,

And fear with me became predominant.

In half an hour elapsed,

And still I was alone.

I bethought myself to ring the bell.

Is there a place in this neighbourhood called Thornfield?

I asked of the waiter,

Who answered the summons.

Thornfield?

I don't know,

Ma'am.

I'll inquire at the bar.

He vanished,

But reappeared instantly.

Is your name Miss Eyre,

Miss?

Yes.

Person here waiting for you.

I jumped up,

Took my muff and umbrella,

And hastened into the inn passage.

A man was standing by the open door,

And in the lamplit street I dimly saw a one-horse conveyance.

This'll be your luggage,

I suppose,

Said the man rather abruptly while he saw me,

Pointing to my trunk in the passage.

Yes.

He hoisted it onto the vehicle,

Which was a sort of car,

And then I got in before he shut me up.

I asked him how far it was to Thornfield.

A matter of six miles.

How long shall we be before we get there?

Happen an hour and a half.

He fastened the car door,

Climbed to his own seat outside,

And we set off.

Our progress was leisurely,

And gave me ample time to reflect.

I was content to be at length so near the end of my journey,

And as I leaned back in the comfortable,

Though not elegant conveyance,

I meditated much at my ease.

I suppose,

Thought I,

Judging from the plainness of the servant and carriage,

Mrs Fairfax is not a very dashing person.

So much the better.

I never lived amongst fine people but once,

And I was very miserable with them.

I wonder if she lives alone except this little girl.

If so,

And if she is any degree amiable,

I shall surely be able to get on with her.

I will do my best.

It is a pity that doing one's best does not always answer.

At Lowood,

Indeed,

I took that resolution,

Kept it,

And succeeded in pleasing.

But with Mrs Reed I remember my best was always spurned with scorn.

I pray God Mrs Fairfax may not turn out a second Mrs Reed,

But if she does,

I am not bound to stay with her.

Let the worst come to the worst.

I could advertise again.

How far are we now on our road,

I wonder?

I leant down the window and looked out.

Millcote was behind us.

Judging by the number of its lights,

It seemed a place of considerable magnitude.

Much larger than Lowton.

We were now,

As far as I could see,

On a sort of common,

But there were houses scattered all over the district.

I felt we were in a different region to Lowood.

More populous,

Less picturesque,

More stirring,

Less romantic.

The roads were heavy,

The night misty.

My conductor let his horse walk all the way and the hour and a half extended.

I verily believe to two hours.

At last he turned in his seat and said,

You're known to far from Thorfield now.

Again I looked out.

We were passing a church.

I saw its low broad tower against the sky and its bell was tolling a quarter.

I saw a narrow galaxy of lights too on a hillside,

Marking a village or hamlet.

About ten minutes after,

The driver got down and opened a pair of gates.

We passed through and they dashed behind us.

And they clashed behind us.

We now slowly ascended a drive and came upon the long front of a house.

Candlelight gleamed from one curtained bell window.

All the rest were dark.

The car stopped at the front door.

It was opened by a maidservant.

I alighted and went in.

Will you walk this way,

Mum?

Said the girl,

And I followed her across a square hall with high doors all round.

She ushered me into a room whose double illumination of fire and candle at first dazzled me.

Contrasting as it did with the darkness to which my eyes had been for two hours inured.

When I could see,

However,

A cosy and agreeable picture presented itself to my view.

A snug small room,

A round table by a cheerful fire,

An armchair high backed and old fashioned,

Where it sat the nearest imaginable little elderly lady in widow's cap,

Black silk gown and snowy muslin apron.

Exactly like what I had fancied Mrs.

Fairfax,

Only less stately and milder looking.

She was occupied in knitting.

A large cat sat demurely at her feet.

Nothing in short was wanting to complete the bow ideal of domestic comfort.

A more reassuring introduction for a new governess could scarcely be conceived.

There was no grandeur to overwhelm,

No stateliness to embarrass.

And then as I entered,

The old lady got up and promptly and kindly came forward to meet me.

How do you do my dear?

I'm afraid you've had a tedious ride.

John drives so slowly.

You must be cold.

Come to the fire.

Mrs.

Fairfax,

I suppose,

Said I.

Yes,

You are right.

Do sit down.

She conducted me to her own chair and then began to remove my shawl and untie my bodied strings.

I beg she would not give herself so much trouble.

Oh,

It's no trouble.

I dare say your own hands almost numbed with cold.

Leah,

Make a little hot niggas and cut a sandwich or two.

Here are the keys of the storeroom.

And she produced from her pocket a most housewifely bunch of keys and delivered them to the servant.

Now then,

Draw nearer to the fire.

She continued.

You brought your luggage with you,

Haven't you,

My dear?

Yes,

Mum.

I'll see it carried into your room,

She said,

And bustled out.

She treats me like a visitor,

Thought I.

I little expected such a reception.

I anticipated only coldness and stiffness.

This is not like what I have heard of the treatment of governesses.

But I must not exult too soon.

She returned,

With her own hands cleared her knitting apparatus and a book or two from the table,

To make room for the tray which Leah now brought,

And then herself handed me the refreshments.

I felt rather confused at being the object of more attention than I had ever before received,

And that too shown by my employer and superior.

But as she did not herself seem to consider she was doing anything out of her place,

I thought it better to take her civilities quietly.

Shall I have the pleasure of seeing Miss Fairfax to-night?

I asked,

When I had partaken of what she offered me.

What did you say,

My dear?

I'm a little deaf,

Returned the good lady,

Approaching her ear to my mouth.

I repeated the question more distinctly.

Miss Fairfax?

Oh,

You mean Miss Varens.

Varens is the name of your future pupil.

Indeed?

Then she's not your daughter?

No,

I have no family.

I should have followed up my first inquiry by asking what way Miss Varens was connected with her,

But I recollected it was not polite to ask too many questions.

Besides,

I was sure to hear in time.

I'm so glad,

She continued as she sat down opposite me and took the cat on her knee.

I'm so glad you are come.

It will be quite pleasant living here now with a companion,

She said.

To be sure,

It's pleasant at any time,

For Thornfield's a fine old hall,

Rather neglected of late years,

Perhaps,

But it's still a respectable place.

Yet,

You know,

In wintertime,

One feels dreary quite alone in the best quarters.

I say alone.

Lear is a nice girl,

To be sure,

And John and his wife are very decent people,

But then you see they're only servants and one can't converse with them on terms of equality.

One must keep them at a due distance for fear of losing one's authority.

I'm sure last winter,

It was a very severe one,

If you recollect.

When it didn't snow,

It rained and blew.

Not a creature but the butcher and postman came to the house from November till February and I really got quite melancholy with sitting night after night alone.

I had Lear in to read to me sometimes,

But I don't think the poor girl liked the task much.

She felt it confining.

In spring and summer,

One got on better.

Sunshine in long days makes such a difference.

And then,

Just as the commencement of this autumn,

Little Adela Varens comes and gets her nurse.

A child makes a house alive all at once,

And now you see you're here,

I shall be quite gay.

My heart really warmed to the worthy lady as I heard her talk,

And I drew my chair a little nearer,

And expressed my sincere wish that she might find my company as agreeable as she anticipated.

But I'll not keep you up tonight,

She said.

It's on the stroke of twelve now,

And you've been travelling all day.

You must feel tired.

If you've got your feet well warmed,

I'll show you to your bedroom.

I've had the room next to mine prepared for you.

It's only a small apartment,

But I thought you'd like it better than one of the large front chambers.

To be sure,

They have finer furniture,

But they're so dreary and solitary,

I never sleep in them myself.

I thanked her for her considerate choice,

And as I really felt fatigued with my long journey,

Expressed my readiness to retire.

She took her candle,

And I followed her from the room.

First she went to see if the hall door was fastened.

Having taken the key from the lock,

She led the way upstairs.

The steps and banisters were of oak.

The staircase window was high and latticed.

Both it and the long gallery alone,

Into which the bedroom doors opened,

Looked as if they belonged to a church rather than a house.

A very chill and vault-like air pervaded the stairs and gallery,

Suggesting cheerless ideas of space and solitude.

And I was glad,

When finally ushered into my chamber,

To find it of small dimensions and furnished in ordinary modern style.