Welcome to today's somatic inquiry guided practice.
Gentle orienting for ADHD.
Overwhelmed.
And emotional sensitivity.
Before we begin,
I just want to say this.
If your mind feels busy today.
If your nervous system feels overwhelmed.
If emotions feel close to the surface.
Or if a part of you feels scattered behind too much.
Or not enough.
You are welcome here.
Nothing has gone wrong.
And nothing in you needs to be fixed right now.
Today we are simply going to practice being with ourselves in a different way.
Not forcing,
Not fixing,
Not trying to become something else.
Just gently noticing what it's like to be here.
So,
If it feels okay,
Just begin by letting yourself settle in whatever position feels supportive.
And before we do anything else,
Just notice that you have arrived.
You're here.
And maybe just let your eyes gently go where they want to go.
You don't have to focus,
You don't have to concentrate.
Just letting your eyes wander naturally.
Maybe noticing light in the room.
Color,
Shape.
Something familiar?
Something neutral.
Or maybe even something that feels just a tiny bit comforting.
Just notice what it's like to let yourself actually arrive here.
Right now.
Not in the next thing,
Not in the unfinished thing.
Out in the thing you forgot.
Not in the conversation that didn't go well.
Just here.
And if it feels OK,
Maybe notice where your body is making contact.
The chair.
The floor.
Feel your feet,
Your back,
Your hands.
No need to change anything,
Just noticing.
What is supporting you right now?
And maybe quietly,
Internally,
Just say to yourself,
I'm here.
And if it feels okay.
I'm alive.
And just notice what happens when you say that.
No right response,
Just curiosity.
Now,
If your mind feels busy,
That's okay.
If thoughts are jumping around.
That's okay.
If part of you is distracted already.
That's okay too.
We're not trying to stop the mind.
We're not trying to become perfectly calm.
We're simply practicing relationship.
You might imagine for a moment that your busy mind isn't a problem.
What if it's trying to help?
What if your overwhelm isn't failure?
But a nervous system working very hard to protect you.
Sometimes the body learns to stay alert,
To not miss anything,
To watch for danger.
To not mess up.
To not disappoint.
And over time.
.
.
This can feel exhausting.
So for just a moment.
See what it's like to let go of the idea that something is wrong with you.
What if nothing has gone wrong?
What if your system has simply been trying to take care of you?
In the best way it knew how.
Now just gently notice.
What does it feel like inside right now?
Not what you think it should feel.
Just what's here.
Maybe there's some restlessness,
Could be tightness,
Buzzing,
Pressure,
Anxiety,
Fatigue.
Or maybe something that feels okay,
Neutral,
Or even good.
Whatever you notice.
See if there can be a little permission for it.
Not forever.
Just right now.
Maybe silently saying you are allowed to be here.
Or this too belongs.
And if something feels intense.
See if there's also somewhere in your body that feels a little more neutral or even good.
Maybe your hands,
Your feet,
Your breath,
Your forehead.
The contact with the chair.
We're not trying to get rid of anything.
We're just letting the nervous system remember.
I can notice more than one thing at a time.
I can notice discomfort.
And support.
I can notice activation and settling.
I can notice strong emotion and safety.
Just gently moving between.
No forcing.
Now,
I want to gently invite you to think of a moment,
Maybe something that happened recently,
Nothing too overwhelming or too charged,
Just something small.
Maybe it was a text that felt painful or some misunderstanding.
Maybe you felt left out or criticized.
Maybe it felt like somebody was disappointed.
Or maybe you felt like you got it wrong.
Just notice what happens in your body as you bring that to mind.
No story needed,
Just noticing.
What is the sensation and where do you feel it?
Is it the chest,
The stomach,
The throat,
The jaw?
Or maybe the heart just noticing.
And as you notice,
You might ask yourself gently,
What feels hard about this?
And then maybe ask yourself,
And what am I believing right now?
No need to force any answer.
If something comes great,
If not,
That's okay too.
Sometimes beliefs can sound like I'm too much.
Or am not enough.
I disappointed someone.
I messed up.
Or be rejected.
And so if something comes up,
Just notice without trying to change it.
And ask yourself.
What is this belief or part trying to protect you from?
Because usually there's a very good reason.
A protective reason.
Maybe it's trying to protect you from shame.
Or embarrassment.
A rejection.
Disconnection.
Or just pain.
And for just a moment,
See if you can appreciate how hard this part has been working.
Thank this part for trying to protect you.
And you might say to this par,
You know what?
For right now,
Maybe you don't have to work quite so hard.
What's it like for that part to hear that?
The part that's been protecting you.
Just noticing the feeling in your body again,
Whether it's sensation or emotion.
And see if you can just let the feeling be the feeling.
Let the meaning be the meaning.
Maybe they don't have to be connected,
Maybe they're not connected.
So if we were to just kind of.
.
.
Put that meaning way,
Way,
Way,
Way,
Way,
Way over there somewhere.
We don't need it right now.
And just stay with the feeling or the sensation.
What does it feel like in your body?
Tightness,
Warmth,
Pressure,
Buzzing?
Or maybe it's some tenderness.
Maybe you're noticing.
Something feels a little more open.
Maybe there's even some compassion.
What's it like?
What happens when the sensation is simply allowed to be the sensation.
Without the meaning,
Without the story,
Without needing to fix or solve,
Just this is what my body feels like right now.
And what you might notice is.
I can be with this.
And if a part of.
You hurts?
Maybe there's another part that's there.
To provide comfort and support.
Now just take a slow breath.
Just notice what it feels like now.
Maybe something feels different.
Maybe it feels the same.
Either way,
That's okay.
Sometimes the practice is simply staying.
Staying present,
Staying kind,
Staying in relationship with yourself.
And now you might ask yourself,
What would support me right now?
Not tomorrow,
Not forever,
Just right now.
Maybe it's water rest movement.
Pause.
Maybe doing one tiny thing.
Or doing nothing.
Just remember that you don't have to earn rest.
You don't have to earn kindness.
You don't have to force yourself into safety.
You're allowed to move slowly.
You are allowed to feel deeply.
You are allowed to be exactly what you are.
And just coming back to noticing that you are here.
You might say to yourself,
I'm here.
And I'm doing the best I can.
And I don't have to do this perfectly.
Take one more breath,
Wiggle your fingers,
Your toes,
Notice the room around you.
And again,
Notice what's supporting you.
Could be the contact you're making with the chair,
The floor,
The bed.
Or it could be a feeling inside of you.
A feeling of warmth,
Strength,
Openness.
Compassion.
Even love.
Just take your time coming.
You are here.
And that is what matters.
Thank you for practicing.