Hello and welcome to this meditation specifically designed to interrupt overthinking loops in real time.
I am Rashid Zahidi,
Creator and author of the EmuGym journal,
Which is a workbook for emotional awareness and for balancing your wheel of life.
Find a comfortable position,
Sitting or laying down,
And let your hands rest naturally,
And if it feels safe,
Gently close your eyes or at least soften your gaze.
Take a slow breath in through your nose and exhale through your mouth.
Again,
Inhale slowly and exhale slowly,
Letting your shoulders drop.
One more time,
Inhale and release.
Now bring your awareness to your mind.
Notice the thoughts that are looping,
Repeating.
If you find yourself analyzing again and again,
Or trying to solve,
Or trying to control,
Now don't try to stop them.
Simply observe and just think to yourself,
My mind is looping right now.
Not something is wrong,
Just this is my mind,
Or this is what my mind is doing right now.
Let that awareness create a little space between you and this process that's going on in your mind.
Observe it.
Now gently shift your language.
Instead of thinking,
Or quote,
I am thinking,
Say internally,
I am noticing my thoughts.
Instead of thinking,
This is a problem,
Say,
My mind is presenting a problem.
Feel the difference.
You are not the loop.
You are the one noticing the loop.
Let the thoughts pass like background noise,
Like cars driving by in the distance.
No need to chase them.
No need to silence them.
Just observe.
Be the observer.
Now bring your attention out of your head and into your body.
Feel your feet,
Your legs,
Feel your knees,
Feel your thighs,
Your hips.
Notice where your body is supported,
Wherever your body is in contact with the surface supporting you.
Bring your attention to that and notice that.
Feel your body overall.
Where is there tension?
Is it in your jaw?
Is it in your shoulders?
Is it in your chest?
Is it in your stomach?
Wherever it is,
Pick that one area.
And as you inhale,
Bring awareness there.
As you exhale,
Soften it by just 5%.
No force,
Just permission.
Again,
Inhale into that space and exhale and with the thought as you exhale that you're softening this area.
So again,
Inhale into that space and exhale to soften it.
Let your body do what your mind couldn't.
Now bring your attention to your senses.
Maybe notice one thing you can hear,
One thing you can feel and you can run your fingers or your palm through or your hand through.
One thing you can sense in your body from any of your senses.
Now stay here for a few breaths.
In and out.
Overthinking lives in the future or the past.
But right now,
In this moment,
You are here and this moment is manageable.
Now gently say to yourself,
I don't need to solve this right now.
Let that land.
I don't need to solve this right now.
Let it really land.
Again,
I can come back to this later with a clearer mind.
Right now,
Your only job is to be here.
Not to figure everything out,
Not to control every outcome,
Just to pause.
Now from this calmer place,
Ask yourself gently,
What is one small simple step I can take?
Not the perfect step,
Not the final answer,
Just one small movement forward.
Nothing too complicated,
Nothing world shifting,
Just a simple action step.
Let the answer come.
Let it come to you.
It might be just sending a message,
Writing something down and getting it out of your head,
Taking a break of some kind,
Or simply deciding to revisit this later.
Trust whatever arises.
You may even find it's inconsequential.
I don't even need to think about this anymore.
It doesn't matter.
It doesn't even matter.
Now take a deeper breath in and exhale slowly.
In,
Out,
Slowly.
Feel the shift.
The loop may not be completely gone,
But it is no longer controlling you.
You have stepped out of it.
And remind yourself,
I can think we need it and I can stop we need it.
Gently bring awareness back to your surroundings.
Wiggle your fingers and wiggle your toes.
And when you're ready,
Open your eyes and carry this with you.
You don't need to solve everything in your mind.
You just need to return to yourself and take the next step.
Thank you for being here.